| Fan Fiction |
by Ohri
It was Friday night and I was freaking my pants off. I was going to have to break Bae’s heart. I felt a little smug that this time I was going to be breaking someone’s heart, not mine. Of course I still felt bad, he’s such a sweet guy.
The event was the Madam B’s Salon show, Bae was performing to a small audience, so I guess his choice was wise; I hated crowds. I nervously twisted my bead necklace once I was seated. The lights dimmed and he finally came out and sat on the high risen chair and did his intro. He started the show with his songs look only at me, prayer then sinner. After the short interview with this creepily pleasant Kim Yoon Ah he got to the stage to sing again. I prayed with all my heart he won’t sing Make Love it’ll be too embarrassing to watch honestly.
“I’d like to dedicate this song to a very special person I know.” He looked straight at me and wink. Where did he learn that??
The music started and I recognised the song almost instantly.
“Oh shit.” I muttered when he sang Baby I’m sorry.
That was my favourite song of his. And when he got to the painful bridge of the song which, translated into English would be:
could I hold you one more time ye in my arms
come back to me I’ll wait for you
I wont ever let go of your hand again
I just wanna be with u baby
can u tell me please What should I do
I couldn’t take it anymore. He was making it so hard to convince myself that he was just a fling. He was making it impossible. I didn’t realise I was grabbing the table cloth really hard. I couldn’t breath. I got up and ran out. I kept running until I thought I was far enough. My knees felt week so I found support by hanging on to a street lamp.
“Jungrin?” I looked up at the sound of the familiar voice.
“SeungHyun.” I inhaled a gallon of air before I spoke again, “What’re you doing here?”
“I live here.” He pointed to the building behind him. I didn’t realise I ran all the way home. “And so do you.” He chuckled.
“Right.” I sighed and straightened up.
“Aren’t you supposed to be at Bae’s show?”
“I bailed.” He looked at me with a weird expression, “well you know the whole drama thing that happened while you guys were gone and…”
“you must be more confused than I was when they told me I was on Brain Battle huh.” I ruffled my hair and laughed. “You’ll figure it out soon.”
I smiled back at him, “About Sungmin…” I started.
“It’s in her nature to be a psychotic super jealous girlfriend?” he does use his brains.
I smiled apologetically. “Let’s go upstairs, I’ve some explaining to do to Jiyong.”
Today just wasn’t my day. When we reached out floor and the doors opened to Sungmin who was just about to go down.
Her eyes widen and I could see the steam bursting out of her ears when she saw me and SeungHyun.
“Oh so now its my bestfriend?!” she dropped her bag and rolled her sleeves and Seung Hyun quickly shoved me in front of him as we got out.
“Sungmin, seriously.” She took one look me when I spoke and her expression turned from anger to worry.
“YOU’RE SO PALE!!” she pulled my face, “YOU RAPED HER?!!”
“Alright, that’s it! You’re crazy!!” he yelled and kicked a wall.
“he didn’t rape me you crazy bitch.” I slapped her on the face, she really was losing it. “I ran 5 kilometres.”
“Oh, pfft ok then.” She laughed before helping me to our apartment leaving SeungHyun agape. “So paparazzi’s again?”
“Its just Bae.” I said and her neck made a snapping sound when she turned to me.
“You mean you didn’t tell him?!” she knows me too well.
“You didn’t tell who what?” Hyunra said as she walked out from the kitchen then she got the look from Sungmin and she spat out the ramen she just stuffed in her mouth, “YOU DIDN’T TELL HIM?!?”
“THAT WAS MINE!” Sungmin screamed and tried to snatch the bowl but Hyunra just held her back with one hand on her forehead.
“Why didn’t you tell him?” we all stopped and turned to the front door and there was JiYong and Dae.
“Hun woah! You’re like ninja!” I laughed nervously.
“I know I am,” he said before pulling me to the couch, “Now tell me why you didn’t tell him?”
“I… I …I chickened out.” I bit my lip avoiding his gaze.
It was no use; he could read me like an open book even if I had a paper bag on my face or a tin foil hat to protect my mind.
“Until you really decide for real whether you want to be with me or him you are as of now invisible to me.” My jaw dropped. He can’t do this to me.
“WHAT?!” this is all BAE’s fault.
“I will not kiss you, hug you or even touch you nor will I speak or respond to you.” Yeah right he’s so physical he can’t resist it.
I decided to test if he’s for real. I leaned back and stretched my arms and legs. “All that running made me sore all over I wonder who’s gonna give me a massage.” Just then Seungri appeared out of nowhere
“I’d love t-oof!” Jiyong kicked him on the face.
“I sure don’t want to.” Jiyong said. Dang it.
“Ah…I guess you don’t want to help me shower either.” I leaned right into his face and wiggled my eyebrows.
He bit his lip and pushed me away before he got up and walked out of the apartment chanting “Jungrin is invisible to me, Jungrin is invisible to me.”
“So noona, about that shower.” Seungri recovered and sat beside me,
“Oh no you don’t!” Jiyong came back and pulled him back with him by the ear.
“HYUUUUUUUNG!”
“So anyway, we’re heading to Jeju Isle on Sundaaaaaaaay!!!!”Dae exploded. Great, a holiday with my boyfriend who is determined that I’m invisible and a guy who is determined to BE my boyfriend.