Fan Fiction |
by peachy and child of midnight
"We don't know yet..," said the doctor. Minwoo felt darkness covering him. "Why don't you go home and rest?" asked the doctor. "You know...let everything in on your mind first..." Minwoo nodded and walked out of the hospital.
Hyekyo...in a coma...?? It just didn't seem right. She had always been so precise and was never so careless. She was always perfect and always...there. Maybe that was why Minwoo had clung onto her for a while. She was always there for him...always in the shadow. Whenever he wanted her...he would just took her hand and pulled her out.
He thought he had did...pulled her out from the shadow but he never actually did. He had, instead, walked right into the shadow with her and befriended her. Then, he simply left her in the shadow and walked out onto the spotlight...where attention was his to conquer.
Minwoo suddenly hated himself. Had he took her for granted only? Had he been so selfish for Meena that he never bother with her feelings and had rudely play with her heart?? Minwoo didn't know. When he reached the exit door, he saw Meena. She hadn't bother to come see Hyekyo, knowing that Minwoo might have gone crazy so she had decided to stay...let him be in his own state.
"Oppa..," said Meena. Minwoo walked in zombie-like movements past her. He felt weak and tired, as if all his power had been drained out of his life. Meena took Minwoo arms and held it tightly, helping him adjusting. When the two reached the car, Minwoo and Meena got in and drove off home.
The way home was silent, full of hard thinking. When they reached their house, the two got out and Meena stared at Minwoo. "Oppa..," she said. Minwoo stared over at her. "Oppa...will Hyekyo be alright?" asked Meena.
Minwoo shrugged. "I don't know..," he softly answered.
"Oppa...please tell me she'll be alright..," said Meena. Minwoo stared into her eyes. Meena's eye was begging for him to tell her that. He decided not to displease Meena so he answer, "She'll be alright..."
Then he looked away. Meena could see that Minwoo's eyes were full of sorrow. It held a sudden mist she had never seen before...tears?? Meena suddenly knew that Minwoo does not love her...that all this time he had love Hyekyo. Minwoo walked into the house and Meena silently follow.
As Meena cooked that night, she saw how lonely Minwoo was. He seemed lfieless. When the two ate, Meena notice how Minwoo picked at his food. "Oppa..," she said. Minwoo looked up and tears sparkle in his eyes. "OPPA!! Are you alright!!?" cried Meena.
Minwoo looked away. "Yeah..," he said after some sniff. After thinking about how he had treated Hyekyo, it brought shame to him. He felt as if he don't deserve to even live anymore.
"Oppa..," said Meena firmly. "Do you love Hyekyo...??" Minwoo stared at Meena. He notice how her lips tremble when she had ask that.
"I...I don't know..," he answered.
Meena pounce on the table two times. "Don't give me that answer!!! Answer me yes or no!!! DO YOU LOVE HER!!!?" demanded Meena in a voice Minwoo had never hear before. It wasn't angelic, it was demanding and serious. Too serious for Meena's features.
"Yes..," Minwoo answered before knowing.
"Good!!" said Meena. "Now...how far will you go for the one you love?"
"As far as the love will go..," Minwoo answered.
"How long will you hold on to the one you love?"
"As long as my love still live..," answered Minwoo. He had no clue where Meena was going. Then...slowly...ever so slowly it was drawn onto him. He realize that he had held onto Hyekyo for a long time...he had love her for a long time...and he'll go as far as she will go for her love to returned.
"Minwoo...you love Hyekyo. She is the world to you...don't let her go...not now...not ever!!" said Meena.
Minwoo stared at Meena. "Meena..," he said. "What about you...??" Tears spurt into Meena's eyes.
"Me?" she said. "Minwoo...don't worry about me...you never love me. You only think you did because you were scare...scare to step into a new world...you wanted to stay in the old yet u intend on coming into the new world as well. Me? I was always in the old world...never stepping out. Maybe it's time you opened your eyes and let the mist lift..."
As Minwoo laid in bed, he realize how much sense Meena had knocked into his head. He truly then realize that the mist had lifted. Was it time to go back?? Was it time to love Hyekyo again? He didn't know. But he decided to whisper, "Define losing someone...and ask yourself whether or not you have ever got her. Hyekyo...I have never got you...so I never lost you...if I do ever get you, somehow...I will never lose you...I love you..."
-peachy