| Fan Fiction |
by Phoebe a.k.a Phebs
[Junsu POV: Dream of Flashback]
“Junsu… you have to prepare yourself before I tell you this…”
I rushed to the hospital after my mom told me what she heard from the phone. I turned every corner, every edge trying to get there. I came to a dark alley with the lights above blinking non-stop; people outside a room crying under each other’s arms.
I took slow steps towards their direction, unable to withstand the truth behind that door. Somewhere within my heart I prayed this is all not true, that it is just a bad nightmare and I will wake up with her smile by my face.
“Junsu… you are here…”
Hee Bon’s mother came to me, her eyes so red like she had been crying for a while now.
“Where is she?” I asked, my voice shivering.
She just pointed towards the door with her trembling hand. I turned to the door still hesitating whether I should go in. When I slowly pushed the door open, my heartbeat practically stopped. I stepped in and saw the sight that dragged me down to hell - Hee Bon lying there motionless, her face pale and white.
“Hee Bon… this isn't funny at all… Wake up…”
No matter how much I shook her, she just stay there, not responding at all. And to think a few minutes ago I was just talking to her by the phone, now she is lying there, forever leaving me behind in this dark and lonely world.
“HEE BON!!! You promised you would let me protect you forever!! I would not allow you leave before me!! HEE BON ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME!!”
If time were to turn back, I wished I were the one lying there instead of her. Her bright smile… I could no longer protect it… I was unable to fulfill my promise to her… having her leave when she could not even see me for the last time… Not even time can washed off the guilt in my heart… the guilt and pain of losing her… for real.
Tears flows down my face uncontrollably, how I wished I would die as well… so that I could forever be with her… never leaving her side. My hand touching her face as I felt how cold it is now… freezing my heart ever more.
Then... a man came and was about to cover the white cloth back on her face, I grabbed his hand and glared at him.
“What are you doing?”
“Sir…please understand… she is gone now…”
“NO SHE IS NOT!!! NONE OF YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO TAKE HER AWAY!!!”
Two men came and held me by the shoulder, I felt my two hands pulling me back by my shoulder, dragging me further and further away from Hee Bon. I watched as the man covered the cloth over Hee Bon’s face.
“NO!! LET GO OF ME!! HEE BON… HEE BON!!!”
[End Flashback]
“Hee Bon!!”
Junsu opened his eyes and saw his hand reaching out to the ceiling. That day has been haunting him ever since. He placed his hand onto his face, getting a grip of himself. He got up and felt headache conquering him, making him feel weary. Junsu recalled what happened yesterday; he removed the blanket on him and was about to head for the bathroom when he realized one of his hands unable to break free. He turned and saw Ri In sleeping there beside his bed, her hand holding onto his hand.
[Song end]
{She must have stay here the whole night…}
Junsu stretched his hand towards her, about to caress her hair when he saw her head moving slightly… she was waking up. Ri In slowly lifted her head up and stared directly at Junsu.
“Good morning…” Junsu said softly.
A smile went on Ri In’s face but it disappeared just as quick when she remembered she was at Junsu’s room, her hand still holding on to Junsu’s hand.
She quickly releases her hand from Junsu and stood up straight. Ri In’s sudden reaction made the expression on Junsu’s face turned back to the cold one he usually has. He too stood up and turned to the direction of the bathroom.
“You know your way out…” Junsu said coldly before making his way to the bathroom.
“Ah Junsu…”
Junsu halted, waiting for Ri In to continue what she wanted to say.
“Last night… Thank you…”
Junsu continued his way to the bathroom without taking a look back at Ri In, a little smile appeared on his face.
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“Junsu why are you shaking your head like that?”
Taeyeon saw Junsu shaking his head slightly from left to right; she put her hand onto his forehead to check if he was ill.
“I am okay Taeyeon. Just a little dizzy from… from sleeping late last night.” Junsu lifted Taeyeon’s hand from his forehead, he didn’t want her to be worried about what happened last night so he decided to tell a little white lie.
“Sleeping late? Is it really that simple?” Taeyeon asked, looking him straight in the eyes.
“Yeah… What else would I be doing?” Junsu avoided Taeyeon’s gaze and she could tell he is hiding something.
“Well I better be off to class now. Bye Taeyeon!” Junsu gave a light pat on the shoulder to Taeyeon before he walks off; his right hand carrying his bag on the back of his shoulder.
{Now you are even keeping a secret from me… How much has Ri In influence you?} Taeyeon frown, feeling her heart aches a little. She turned to the other direction and made her way to her class.
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“Ri In… what will you be performing for the school festival?” Yoona asked.
“School festival? Isn’t it still quite some time to go?”
“Yeah but it is better to plan early… I know… Didn’t you know how to play the violin? Why don’t you perform that on the day?”
“I will think about it… Haven’t been practicing lately… My skills might be rusty.”
“I am sure you can do it.” Yeon Hee gave Ri In a pat on the shoulder. Ri In could see something glittering by Yeon Hee’s neck.
“Hey Yeon Hee… since when you got that necklace?”
Ri In pointed at the pretty music note pendant necklace on Yeon Hee’s neck. Yeon Hee quickly covers the necklace on her neck with her hand but it was already too late.
“Must be a gift from Jaejoong, right?” Yoona said teasingly and gave a light push to Yeon Hee. Yeon Hee just blushed and nodded.
“Yeon Hee… you are dating Jaejoong?” Ri In asked. Yoona whacked Ri In head as she never expect her to be so blur to not know Yeon Hee and Jaejoong are a couple.
“Yeah… but I am not the only one dating here.” Yeon Hee gave a stare to Yoona but Yoona just turned away not admitting it.
“Wow! You too Yoona? Who is it?” Ri In asked; her eyes widened.
“Take a wild guess…” Yeon Hee pointed towards Yoochun, standing there chatting with his gang.
“I never knew… How is it like having a boyfriend?” Ri In asked, still surprised.
“It is annoying and irritating.” Yoona gave a stern answer.
“Don’t listen to Yoona… She may say that on the outside, but she is actually very happy to have Yoochun as her boyfriend.” Yeon Hee whispered to Ri In.
“Since when Yoochun is my boyfriend? I didn’t agree to anything at all.”
Seeing Yeon Hee tease Yoona as she deny the fact makes Ri In wished she had a boyfriend to join in the fun as well… When she was thinking, suddenly Junsu appeared on her mind. She quickly shakes off that thought.
{Why did I suddenly thought of Junsu?}
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Author's Note: Sorry I can't update so often now. I gotta resist and only update one chapter per day or I would not be able to finish the fanfic in time. I appreciate your understanding. Comments and criticism are more than welcomed!