| Fan Fiction |
by Phoebe a.k.a Phebs
“Ouch!”
When Ri In was putting her books inside the drawer of her desk, she felt something sharp poking her. She examined her hand and saw it was bleeding slightly. She bend down looking into her drawer when she saw there were thumbtacks placed all over her drawer; there was even a note in it. She took out the note and saw there was some writing scribbled on it with red marker pen.
~ Get your dirty hands off Junsu Oppa!! Who do you think you are?! This is only small punishment compared to what we would dare to do. ~
Ri In was shocked; girls everywhere glaring at her, she doesn’t know what she did to deserve this. Just then, Ri In felt a text message coming in and checked her phone.
~Meet me at the entrance of the school straight after school.
Junsu~
{I have got a bad feeling about this}
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After school ended, Ri In hurried to the school entrance, inside she can’t help thinking what’s gonna happen when she gets there.
She halted when she saw many girls surrounding Junsu, the scene looked chaotic. Ri In can see Junsu’s face looking irritated with questions piling in from the girls.
Ri In almost jumps up in shocked when she felt a hand placed on her shoulder, she turned and saw it was just Yoona.
“What’s going on here?” Ri In asked.
“You didn’t know?” Yoona said. Ri In just shook her head left to right, Yoona hit Yeon Hee gently on the hand with her elbow, signaling her to be the one to explain to Ri In.
“Well… you see… the whole school kinda found out you and Junsu are staying together.” Yeon Hee said, hesitating while she is speaking.
Ri In’s eyes widened. How could people have found out?! She glared at Yoona and Yeon Hee but they just gave her an innocent look.
“We swear we never said a word about this!”
“Then how did everyone found out when I just told you guys earlier today!” Ri In said, practically yelling at Yoona and Yeon Hee.
Just then, the atmosphere suddenly quiet down and Ri In realize everyone had shifted their attention to her, even Junsu is giving a look that says ‘prepare to face the consequence when we get home’.
Ri In swallowed the lump in her throat and takes slow steps towards Junsu; people around glaring at her which made her very uncomfortable.
When she reached Junsu’s side, she saw Junsu’s hand raised up high like he was going to hit her so she closed her eyes but instead… he pushed her behind him.
“Stay there and keep quiet no matter what happens.” Junsu whispered to her. Ri In just nodded silently.
“Junsu Oppa… Why are you defending her like that? Is it really true there is something between you two?!”
Questions begin to pile in again and it slowly turned to mumbling…
“ENOUGH!!”
Junsu finally can’t take it and shouted which made everyone freeze in place.
“Yes we are staying together but there is no relationship between us… There isn’t any now and there never will in the future, but if I see anyone bullying Ri In, you will have to answer for me.”
After Junsu finished what he said, he turned around and pushed Ri In in the limo, leaving everyone still discussing about the matter.
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On the way back home Junsu didn’t even said anything and just stayed silently staring out the window like usual, this makes things more scary to Ri In, she couldn't imagine what will happen when she gets home and she doesn't know how to explain things cause she is still blur at what just happened. When they arrived back, Junsu just marched into his room.
“Junsu… I…”
“I don’t want to hear another word out from you!!” Only the loud sound of the door slammed shut could be heard.
“Welcome back Ms. Ri In…” one of the maid greeted Ri In.
“Thanks…” Ri In said back with a smile.
{He must be really mad at me now…} Ri In thought sadly…
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Junsu threw himself onto his bed, using his right hand to cover his eyes. Recently once he closed his eyes, images of Hee Bon would appear before him and he would suffer the pain of losing her over and over again.
Junsu sat back up straight on the bed and his necklace dangled out of his shirt. He held the silver single wing pendant in his palm and stared at it remembering the times he had with Hee Bon…
[Junsu POV: Flashback]
[Song played: Love in the ice (Korean version)]
I peeked at Hee Bon sitting there by my study desk straining her head hard revising for the upcoming exam; her elbow on the table with her chin rested on top of her hand; her left hand holding a pencil and tapping it on the table.
When Hee Bon turned to look at me, I went back to closing my eyes sleeping.
“Junsu!!! Don’t sleep now!!”
Hee Bon came to my side and grumbled.
“5 more minutes…” I said lazily, covering my head with the blanket.
“Junsu!!! You promised you will help me study… Wake up now!!”
No matter how much she shook me I still remained motionless. I peek through a small gap between my blanket and saw Hee Bon now stood up with her hands on her waist.
“If you don’t get up now… I will be angry!!” she pouted.
I shifted the blanket off my face and smirked at her.
“Go ahead… I never see your angry face before. It might be interesting…” I said teasingly.
“Fine… I am leaving now.” She sighed in frustration and was about to leave, but I got up and grabbed her by the waist pulling her towards me onto the bed.
“You are not leaving that easily.” I started tickling her and she turned left to right, trying to withstand the ticklish feeling.
“Stop it Junsu… I don’t have time for this… I give up… I give up…”
I stopped tickling her and realize I was on top of her gazing into her beautiful eyes as she lay there on the bed looking back at me with a smile.
“I am not going anywhere…” she whispered.
I leaned in closer to her, intending to plant a kiss on that lip of hers but she took a step faster and laid a light kiss on my cheek.
“Oh I almost forgot!”
Hee Bon suddenly got up and walks towards the study desk. I sat up straight on the bed and watched as she searched her bag till she finally took up something but I could not see it properly since she held it in a fist. A smile appeared on her face as she walks back and sat beside me. She opened her fist in front of me and I saw a necklace with a silver single wing pendant on it. Hee Bon held the necklace up and wore it around my neck. I glanced at the finely made necklace on my neck, wondering why she gave this to me.
“Remember the day we first met…”
I wrapped my arms around her waist and rested my chin on her shoulder. I tried to recall the day we first met but I just can’t remember.
“Yah! How can you forget the day we first met?!” Hee Bon knocked my head.
“I remembered that day I was exploring around the school when a lovely melody drawn me to the music room… to where you were. It was your singing…”
“Ah~ Now I remember. I was practicing my singing then I noticed someone sneaking behind the door watching me… You came in and said…”
“Your voice is like an angel when you sings…”
“Yeah… you suddenly came in and stared at me, saying those words. That made me uncomfortable and helpless.”
“But I was totally indulged in your singing. I didn’t know what I was thinking when I said that. Come to think of it… that was pretty embarrassing.”
I saw the light blush on her face as she avoided eye contact with me. I lifted her face so that she was looking me directly in the eyes.
“If it wasn’t for that time, I would not have found the angel of my life.”
I implanted a light kiss on her forehead. Hee Bon suddenly held her pinky out towards me.
“You must promise me you will continue singing no matter what happens.”
I hooked my pinky into hers to seal in the promise. Seeing her smile so brightly makes me feel lucky to have her in my life, wanting to protect her anytime… anywhere.
[End Flashback]
Junsu lowered his head as he felt it getting heavy. He stood up trying to make his way to the bathroom but instead felt his feet weak and drops to the ground. He leaned his back against the wall beside his bed and covered his eyes with his hand. The tears he had been restraining slowly flows down his face.
“Life is so hard without you… Why did you have to leave me all alone in this world? Why didn’t you give me a chance to protect that smile on your face? Why… WHY??”
Junsu hits his fist on the wall. When he loosen his fist there was blood dripping from it but Junsu just didn’t feel anything…
[Song end]
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Author's Note: Even before their relationship could get better, it just got worst. Here reveals one part of Junsu's memories with Hee Bon. Another will be revealed soon. Comments and criticism are more than welcomed!