turning back the clock [complete]
by PINKBERRY4EVER
Chapter 3
and then there was su
"Umma!" *SMACK* "Umma WAKE UP!" *SMACK* "Umma . . .FOOD" *SMACK*
"OWWWWW!" Junsu yelped as the pain went pulsing trough his face from his sons slaps
"Umma!" *WHAP!" Inhwan slaps junsu's head this time repating the couple words he knew to get his mama's attenttion "UMM-" before he could finish a slim fair skinned figure scooped him up into his arms.
"Uncle jae!" the small voice said in a high pitched tone while giggling like crazy. Jay taps is finger tip on inhwans nose causing his little button nose to crinkle up in the cutest way possible."Good morning my little mini dolphin" as he said that inhwan squeeled with delight from his uncle tickling him and snuggling his nose against his nephews cheek. He then pointed to the bed that inhwan was just seated on a seccond ago, "look at your mama inhwan, he's still tired from all the fun we had on your birthday yesterday so lets let him sleep okay, go wake up uncle min" Jaejoong bent down and picked up a squeeky rubber hammer and handed it to his nephew " Here use this to wake him up and dont hold back" inhwan grabbed the hammer and started to run but as soon as he got to the door he turned back and falshed jae his angel's smile and then ran off to get changmin laughing like a mad man."aww he's such a cute kid, I can't believe he's 3 already, everyday i look at him he looks, sounds and acts more like you * he chuckles a little* he even has your smile perfected" jae smiled towards junsu as he made the statement " just like me? . . . to me he kind of acts like his father." jae looked at junsu's face as he saw tears start to pool upon his bottom eye lashes. "su whats wrong?" junsu looks up at his older brother who was now sitting beside him on his bed."Jae i had the dream again" jae sat looking confused "what dream su?"
" The dream when im 17 again and walk out on yoo-" He stopped before he could get the name out as tears fell down his rosey cheeks. " jae . . . .I often wonder. . . .what . .what life would be like if I hadn't left." jaejoong rubbed junsus head as his sobs became louder by the seccond "Shhh, it's okay Su it's gonna be okay, I mean we have eachother and we also got cangmin and YooRin and me ,you and min can be the male figures in his life and yooRin can be his female figure, see one big happy family" he smiled. Junsu looked up at jae and began to cry even louder than before speaking inbetween sobs " YOU . . .*SNIF* HAVE TO SAY THAT BECAUSE *SNIF* YOUR MY BROTHERRRR. . . Plus how is changmin a good male figure , he's always eating up our food that little crumb snatcher i mean he's 18 and eats like 10 full grown men i mean it crazy!, and no offense hyung but you act like our mom, eventhough your maleeee. . .*he points to himself with a tear filled face* and me , well i'll never be a male figure in a since of strength becasue i gave birth to him jae . . . A very long painful experience i still have nightmares jae and trust me i never want to relive that" jae looks toward him making an ewww face but decides not to comment on his brothers rantings. "Well then Su like I've been telling you for the past 3 years if you want inhwan to have a daddy so bad call his father and work things out" Junsu's eyes buldged in panic at the very thought. "Jaejoong-ah i cant call micky", jae looks at him "And why not?" he asked shooting a glare through his head with wide expressive eyes. junsu starts to get a little scared "B-Because" junsu stuttered "Because what?" jae replied. Junsu took a deep breath as tears trickled down his cheeks " Because what if he's moved on, what if he's gone and has gotten himself another lover and what if he's happy the way he is right now?" junsu looked over at the picture on his night stand of himself and yoochun when he was 5 months preggers with inhwan. . . .
-----------------@FLASHBACK@------------------------------"yoochun~ah" he called out in a sweet voice yoochun turned to see his lovers face "Yes SuSu?" Junsu turns a light pink from blushing "I love you Chunnie" yoochun smiles " i love you too" he says as he rubbs junsus baby bump "Su i wanna stay like this forever with you , and i promise that when we get out of school I will buy you a nice home and it will have lost of rooms and one for our baby also one for your music and also we will have lots of space and king sized bed and we wont have to still share this tiny apartment that hardly holds this twin sized bed"
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Junsu was suddenly brought out of his daze by jaejoong snaping in his face "whats wrong?" he asked "Junsu? junsu?" he asked agian junsu suddenly perked up looking at jae "Oh . . .nothing I was just saying that I dont want to hold him back that's all" Jae slapped junsu in the back of the head "YAHHHH! WHAT YOU DO THAT FOR?" Jae just chuckled "Because it's 8:56 and inhwan was supposed to be at preschool by 8:30, so I will take him because I'm on my way to the studio and seccond" Jae passed him a letter that was addressed to Kim Jaejoong from yunho before junsu could ask any questions jaejoong cut him off " And third , I will be okay without my assistant for one day" he said as he walked out of junsu's room.
-----------------yoochun-----------------------------------
I sat on my couch looking at the number thinking should i really call? i mean i dont really know who this person is and what if he or she is a quack, i mean yunho has never really had the best judgement when it come to people. . . he scrathces his head while still trying to wrap his head aroung the situation at hand " SHIT WHY THE HELL AM I SO SCARED ALL THE TIME! IM SCARED TO FIND JUNSU AND NOW IM SCARED TO CALL THIS PERSON WHO COULD POSSIBLY HELP ME GET MY SU BACK WHAT THE HELL I MEAN THIS PARSON DONT KNOW ME SO IF THEY JUDGE ME I DONT REALLRY GIVE A DAMN" Yoochun rushes and grabs the phone off the table and quickly dials
the number it rings 4 times before the line picks up he dosent even give the person a chance to talk "Hi my name is yoochun my brother yunho told me to call you if i have ant problems he says he calls you when he needs help findind his way."
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I sat down on the bed and looked at the letter that was now placed in my lap. I wanted to read it but i was already scared of what I was going to see. but i had just decided that wether it was good or bad I know that i wont fell complete until I read it . . .*OPENS AND UNFOLDS THE LETTER* "Jaejoong thank you you for the pictures you sent last month , I dont know if yoochun is mentally stable enough to see them yet, he's just starting to recover from his last breakdown that he had in april, but he's eating well now and he no longer stays in bed all day, he talks now but he's still having those dreams about junsu leaving.He wakes up every morning around 3a.m. and he's just calling out for him to come back, I hope that he gets the courage to call him , he jsut moved into a pretty nice condo hes got a room all set up for inhwan, thats his name right? But i must say he looks exactly like Junsu he's very adorable, I cant wait for the day we can all go to the park togeather with inhwa-" Junsu's reading was stopped by the ringing of his phone. he picks it up before he got the chance to talk the person on the other line went on a rant as soon as the voice stopped to take a breath junsu suddenly recognized the voice "YOOCHUN!"
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LOL REALLY LONG CHAPTER FOR ME TO TYPE IT'S SEEMS LIKE I KEPT GETTING DISTRACTED BY MY CAT. . . BUT PLEASE COMMENT ON THIS CHAPTER I HAD TO LEAVE YOU WITH A CLIFF HANGER O.o THANX FOR THE SUPPORT
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