| Fan Fiction |
by PINKBERRY4EVER
"YOOCHUN!"
My mind was instantly blown by his voice that smooth voice that i havent heard in years that voice that had just suddently pushed all those words towards me . . . wait how did he get my number . . . junsu thought to himself until a light bulb went off "damn that Jaejoong!" junsu burst out yelling in a high piched voice his mind was racing even faster this time he kept thinking of what t say until
"wait, is this junsu?. . . junsu is that you?!"
junsu thought to himself ~Oh shit he recognized my voice~
Junsu tried his hardest to lower the tone of his voce, his main goal was to get off the phone as quickly as possible without blowing his cover *cough* "No . . . this isn't junsu this is junsu's cousin. . .umm . . his cousin Bunsu . . . yeah thats rght his cousin Bunsu!" *cough*
"junsu stop it you have never been a good liar and can we just talk i understand it's sudden and we havent talked in so long and that i've missed so much but i've done what i promised you su i have kept my promise " junsu's heart started to ache he wanted so badly to open up to yoochun and be brave and say what he's felt like saying for so long but for some reason his face felt numb he couldn't gather the words he wanted to say. Due to the carzy mix of emotions he was feeling.
" junsu? . . . junsu?. . su please say something" junsu licked his lips and took a deep breath before speaking "yoochun i've missed you so much, jaejoong gave me the letters that he and yunho exchanged a month back , . . . im so sorry chunnie" junsu broke into tears as he talked " im so sorry for putting you through all that pain , i didnt know what to do it was really my only choice and i really didnt want to hold you back chunnie i just didn't"
All the emotions he had pent up inside of him decided to exsape at that moment " junsu why are you sorry you only did what you felt was best i mean we were young and you were right we didnt have the money or the education to raise a baby , and you were just doing what was righ for the baby" , "his name is park inhwan" junsu started off talking inbetween sobs and sniffles " he just turned 3 yesterday, and people say he looks just like me and acts like me but i think he acts like you. . . alot" a wide smile sprang onto yoochuns face " really , he's 3 already? . . . ive already missed so much su his first words , his first steps , his first birthday i mean i missed when he was born su, so please dont let me miss anything else please can we . . can we just talk about this, if you have another love in your life i will just have to live with it i wont accept it but i will live with it but please dont let me miss out on inhwan's life anymore, i jus missed you and him so much " junsu listened silently while he talked until his ears were met with silence once more junsu thoguht to himslef
~yoochun it's not yur fault, it's all my fault i broke up our family, what can i say to make things better what can i do?~ as soon as he thuoght of that he remembered what jae had told him earlyer *"if you want him to have a dad so badly just work things out with yoochun"* as he thought about jae's words he began to speak " yoochun? do you remember that coffie spot we used to go to near the national park" yoochun thought for a seccond "yea i remember" "good then meet me there at 12:00 we have alot to talk about if were going to make things work" junsu quickly hung up the phone with a sudden feeling of new found confidence as he went to get ready for his meeting with yoochun. He got into the shower and afterwards he began to pick out what he was ging to wear. Nothing seemed right a all but he soon picked out a pair of blue jeans and a white shirt and his blue jacket he figured that it wasn't too bad. As he grabbed his car keys and walked out the door holding a bag he thought to himself as he pulled out of the driveway ~today is the day i get my family back~ .
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Iknow it was kind of short but im tryng to post up 3 more chapters tonight i wonder if i'm going to make it? 0.-
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