| Fan Fiction |
by qis22
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[Yunho POV]
I lay ~~~~~~~~~~ on her bed and sat right next to her. She looked so sad and tired. I felt so helpless. There’s nothing I could do to make all her pain went away. “Jun….Junsu….don’t….go….” ~~~~~~~~~ murmured in her sleep. I know the pain you’re feeling ~~~~~~~~. I have felt it once before. Years ago. That’s the reason why I never had fallen for anyone until you. Once again I got tight up in situation like this. Loving a friend who loves someone else. I guess God send me here to save you and make you felt a lot better.
“Yunho-ah, thanks for sending ~~~~~~~~~”, Mrs. Choi said with a smile.
“I’m just doing what I can”, so that ~~~~~~~~~ wouldn’t have to through the pain all alone like I was back then.
“You really are a great help”, Mr. Choi patted my back. I could only smile.
“~~~~~~~~~ must be really tired. I hope she get well soon”.
“We hope so too”.
“I guess I should go now”, I got up and ready to go.
“I’ll send you out”, Mr. Choi said and the both of us walked towards my car.
“Thanks again Yunho”, I nodded and walked in the car and speed off. I need to see Jaejoong hyung at the park. He is so going to kill me for being late.
[End POV]
[Your POV]
Everything is so dark. The air around here is so cold. My whole body shivers because of the cool air clashed with my bare skin. I opened my eyes weakly and looked around. I’m in my room now. What happen? Oh, I remember. Junsu. He’s already gone isn’t he? I can’t help but to cry once again as his face appeared in my mind. This is starting to make me tired. I can’t cry every time I heard his name or see his face. My tears might run out. My body surely can’t accept another yearning for him. I’m just wasting my time. Even if I cry my eyes out, Junsu will never come back. That’s the reality that I have to accept.
This hand reached for the tissue and wipes away the tears. No more crying. No more regretting. No more yearning. No more Junsu. This all has to stop right now. I need to live and in order to do that I need to erase Junsu from my mind. He’s no longer here. He stained all the promises we ever did. He left me behind. He hurt me. He certainly doesn’t deserve to be remembered. Kim Junsu, you are no longer apart of me. You’re only memories. Memories that need to be erase from my mind, heart and soul.
I got up and took a big box on top of my closet. Then I took everything that could remind me of Junsu and throw it in the box. After I finished, I sealed it and kept it save in the basement. I took my purse and walked out of the house. Umma and appa who’s arranging the garden looked at me with a question mark look. “Where are you going honey?” Umma asked. “Shopping” and I just rushed out. I need to buy new things to replace all the things Junsu had gave me. For example, new alarm clock, new blanket, new teddy bear, new bed shed and more. I might need to repaint my room.
[End POV]
[Jaejoong POV]
I was walking around the mall doing nothing when I spotted ~~~~~~~~ walked around holding LOADS of plastic beg and each one of them is HUGE. What the heck is that girl doing? I guess every girl are the same. They will always love to go shopping wouldn’t they? But this is my first time saw somebody go shopping alone with all of that things. She must be so eager when she saw all those things for her to buy. Wait a second; didn’t her boyfriend just go to United State? Wasn’t she supposed to lock herself in her room and cry her eyes out? Only one way to know the answer, need to ask her.
~~~~~~~~ walked in of the shops and I followed her. She went straight to the alarm clock department. Without thinking any farther, I stand beside her and pretend to look for an alarm clock like her. “You really know how to waste your money don’t you?” I said. ~~~~~~~~~ looked at me and gave me those annoying look. “It’s my business. It has nothing to do with you”, and she went back to look for the perfect alarm clock.
“What are you doing here by the way?” That question suddenly comes out of my mouth.
“I’m doing some shopping. Isn’t that obvious?” stupid Jaejoong! Why do you ask some question you already know the answer?
“Just want to make sure of it”. Good answer.
“What are you doing here?” And she asked me.
“Nothing. I was waiting for Yunho at the park so we could go jogging but he never showed up so I came here”, he was accompanying you if I’m not mistaken.
“Don’t you have something better to do then walk around?”
“Don’t you have better to do then wasting your money?” I mocked.
“I don’t waste my money. I need to buy these things because the old one is…. I throw them out”.
“Ok. Ah! I heard your boyfriend just went to United State with other women”, ~~~~~~~~~ stopped what she was doing and looked at me.
“HE IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND!” O_O! Cranky much!
“Ok. Ok. My bad”, she just looked down and begins what she was doing before.
“So who is he in your life?" I'm being busy body am I?
"My....um....no one", I could heard a slight hurt in her voice.
"What if I accompany you? I mean you have to much beg to hold on and I have absolutely nothing to do", out of my conscious, I asked her that. ~~~~~~~~~ stared at me like I was crazy or something.
"Are you sure you're ok today? You are being nice and that's weird", I rolled my eyes.
"Do you want or not?"
"Ok” and she agreed. Wow! That was a surprise.
"Have you finished searching whatever you want here?"
"No. I need a cute and LOUD alarm clock. Help me find one", my eyes wildly search for the cute and LOUD alarm clock like ~~~~~~~~~ wanted. My eyes suddenly stopped at one chicken shaped alarm clock. It was rather funny.
"Hey, what about this? It looks like you", I put the alarm clock next to her face and laughed. They do kind of look the same for me.
"Haha! Funny", mad I see.
"But lets just buy that one", she took the chicken alarm clock and went to the cashier. Whoa! Never expect her to buy what I suggested.
[End POV]
[Your POV]
I bought ALMOST everything I ever wanted and MAKE Jaejoong oppa hold it for me. It’s his coice to follow me so do what I told you to do. But its quiet fun to have him around. I could tease him and forget about my sadness. I guess there’s a goodness in having him around. Never thought the jerky Kim Jaejoong would be able to make me feel this way. I guess there's more to him than that cold and jerk appearance.
"Let's eat", Jaejoong oppa suddenly said and dragged me to one of the café near us. I am hungry so it won't hurt if I eat with him.
"Let's sit there", and he dragged me again to the table near the windoW. Both of us sat there and put the things we buy besides us.
"How can I help you?" A waitress who look so beautiful said. Jaejoong oppa looked up and froze. What the hell?
"Yu....Yuri....", Yuri? Who's Yuri?
"Huh? Sorry but my name isn't Yuri. I'm Yoona", the waitress said. Jaejoong oppa was startled for a whIle than shook his head back to reality.
"Whatever", that's the Jaejoong I know.
"May I take your order?" The waitress seemed mad.
"Just give me a black coffee", cold much!
"And you miss?"
"La-" the pieces of my heart shattered again. Latte always remind me of Junsu.
"Just give me a mineral water".
"What about anything to eat?"
"No thanks", I lost my appetite.
"Give her a slice of cheese cake and get me a slice of chocolate cake", Jaejoong oppa suddenly order.
"But...."
"No but! You have to eat something", I just nodded.
"Your order will come shortly", the waitress go back to the kitchen to make our order.
"So can I ask who Yuri is?"
"No", he answer blankly.
"Ok. Does she look like the waitress?"
"None of your business", he answer coldly.
"Is Yuri your girlfriend?"
"I SAID-" I quickly put my two hands to cover my ears and close my eyes. He would definitely yell at me.
"Just don't ask anything anymore", he said quietly. I opened my eyes to see the sad Jaejoong oppa in front of me. That Yuri person must be someone important for him and there must be a sad story behind it.
[End POV]
[Jaejoong POV]
She....she looks like Yuri. Not that alike but she does look a bit like her. That Yoona girl. OMG!!!! I never thought I would see anyone who looks like her and why is my heart beats so fast? I mean its not like she really is Yuri and they don't look THAT familiar. Just a bit here and there only. Not that much. Huh! This is starting to get depressing. I looked up and saw ~~~~~~~~~ staring outside the window. Her face wasn't as bright as before. She looks rather sad.
"What drink was you about to order before?" She was started to get all sad after the order.
"Um....latte. Why?"
"Is that latte has to do with your boyfriend who went away?"
"He is not...."
"Yeah yeah. He is not your boyfriend right? So does it has anything to do with your NOT boyfriend?"
"I'm not in the mood of talking about it".
"So it is about that guy".
"Can we just drop that subject?" I bet something really bad happen between them.
"Well whatever it is, even if its the most saddess thing in your life, you just have to laugh it off. Sad things are easy to forget when you make them funny", that's how I get over my sadness after Yuri's death.
"Thanks", ~~~~~~~~~~ genuinely smile. I kind off like it when she smile like that. Its beautiful and refreshing.
"Welcome".
"Here's your order", the waitress come again with our order. ~~~~~~~~~ accepted it with a smile while I just look away. My heart can't bear to see her face.
"Enjoy", and she left.
"Yah Jaejoong, its not nice of you to treat that waitress like that", ~~~~~~~~~ suddenly said. She has no manner doesn't she?
"Shouldn't you call me oppa? I mean I'm 5 years older than you", its a fact.
"Forgot. Owh my beloved Jaejoong oppa, its not nice to treat people like that", that's better.
"I can do anything I want and it has NOTHING to do with you", ~~~~~~~~ just give up and look away. This has been a nice day for me. Now I understand why Yunho fell for ~~~~~~~~.
[End POV]
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CMMNT!!!!