| Fan Fiction |
by riz-2611
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Chun went to the ---- hospital…
He quickly went to the top of the hospital.
Chun’s POV
Where is Ella?
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This chapter will be Chun’s POV
Chun’s POV
I searched for Ella every ways, some kind of feeling bothering me. I asked the staffs that were working there but they said Ella wasn’t in her room since this afternoon. I don’t know why my heart felt uncomfortable, my mind keeps on thinking about Ella until someone tapped my shoulder.
“Chun!” someone called my name, I turned around and saw Mike. “Have you seen Ella?” I shook my head.
“Why, did something happen to her?” I asked worriedly.
“Actually, I want to explain about something,” he answered. “This is related about her health”
“Okay, let’s find Ella!” I requested.
We were finding her every ways but we failed.
“Where is she?” I signed, sitting on the bench.
“Lets just ask Lim, maybe he know about Ella” he said.
We went to Doctor Lim office and luckily, he was there.
“Lim, can we ask you a question?”
“What?” he asked with a sad voice, I don’t know why he was sad but I did not bother about it.
“Do you know where Ella is?” Mike asked.
He was looking at us with a sad face “Sit down” he called us to sit down.
“Ella, actually” he sighed “She gone!”
“What do you mean?” I retorted and shaking his body.
“Chun, calm down!” Mike tried to calm me down.
“She is the one who donated her heart for Charlene!” he cried.
I don’t know how to react, my mind keep on spinning all the memories about Ella, I was totally speechless.
“Why did she do that?” Mike asked.
“She knew that she will die soon but she don’t want to waste her life without making people that she love to be happy!” Lim said looking at me.
Suddenly Mike roared out loudly throwing the document that he was holding. I don’t know why he reacted like that until I saw the document.
“Ella positive healthy?” I dictated and looked at Mike and Lim.
Lim pulled the documents from my hand and read it.
“So, does this mean that Ella is healthy but what about the pervious result?” Lim asked angrily.
“Actually they have a mistake, I was about to tell Ella about this but I don’t know that she,” he stopped and signed.
“Why did Ella so stupid to donate her heart for Charlene?”
“Because of you, Chun” Lim replied.
“Because of me, why?”
“She love you Chun!” he shouted.
The tears rolling down on my cheek, I couldn’t stop it. How could I be that stupid!
I was about to walk out of Lim’s office but he stops me. “What?” I shouted angrily.
“Ella called me to give it to you, actually she call me to post it but I think it best to give it to you now”
I took the letter and went to my office. I never thought this would happen in my life; the love that I just realize just fade away liked that.
I looked at the letter that Lim gave to me, I don’t know whether I should open it or not. I lay my head on the table and look at Ella picture, the picture that we took together which I always bring it every ways.
A few minutes later, I decided to open the letter;
Chun,
When you open this letter, I don’t know whether I’m still alive or already die. Do you know why the reason I sat on the sofa rather that sat on your chair? Hahaha… Maybe this kind of weird but the reason is I’m so jealous when I saw your picture with Charlene; I always wish that, there would be our picture. I know I’m sound childish, I don’t know why I’m fell in love with you, I really wants to know the reason. If I’m a healthy girl, I will totally confess to you but I just a sick helpless girl. When I saw you with Charlene, I don’t know why I am so angry about it. I know I’m should be happy because you was happy at that time. I don’t want to be a greedy girl to make you suffer by loving a damn sick girl like me. I don’t know why I’m confessing to you now! I don’t want to face the reality that I was going to die. I felt so stupid because I’m never couple with a boy in my life, can you believe it that this is my first time to be in love? Did it sound so stupid? Feeling in love with you, really make me to forget about the painful of my sickness. Every days of my life, the one I wants to meet is you. Maybe I’m so in love with you but I know that you will never reply my love. Maybe this sound so cruel, I’m happy when Charlene was accident but the happiness gone when you was sad and hurt. The reaction of your face makes me cry and sad. Do you remember that night, the night that you scolded me? Although it was hurt but what you were saying is true. (Chapter6). Yeah, I never explore the world, and its true, I just wasting my time in this hospital but I never regret it because of you! Life is cruel to me but I know that GOD never cruel to his people, GOD makes me met with you! Meeting with you is the treasure that GOD gave to me, the loves that make me smile, happy, hurt and cry. I decided to donate my heart for Charlene because I want you to be happy with her. I wish you, all the best and please, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF…
Love from Ella^^
I was crying so hard, I never felt the greatest regretful in my life ever. The girl that I love from the beginner of my career is gone.
The first time I saw her in Jiro’s office, I know she was different. She looked so happy, while Jiro was forgetting about his anniversary with Selina, she was the one who helping Jiro. The cuteness of her makes my days happy. I never assumed her as my patient; she is the only girl that makes me happy. I was so worry when I bumped into Ella, I was scaring to lose Ella but I glad she was okay. I was so shock when Ella said she like to seeing stars, I was very enjoying watching stars with her. The day she saw Charlene, I not really want to assume Charlene as my fiancée but we officially are a fiancée. I’m really regret that I lets Charlene go when we were fighting, I asked for break up that night because she had a affair behind me. She drove away and I was feeling angry about it. When the accident happens, I wait for Charlene to wake up. I thought she is the only one I love but I never realize that someone was in between our love. The night when I was scolding Ella, I felt guilty. When I think of the pervious memories of Ella, and me, I just realize that I never assume her as a sister, I assume her as my girl! The kind of feeling that I had for Charlene was fading away when I thinks of Ella. The happiness that Ella gave to me, why am I so stupid? Why I never realize that I’m falling in love with her. I so regret saying to Ella that Charlene is forever to me and I would die for her. I don’t know why I was saying that to Ella, what do I mean I love Charlene more than everything does. GOD is trying to fooling with me. I can’t blame GOD for that, I really regret to not telling Ella about my true feeling toward her! I’M SO REGRET FOR MY LATENESS!
I stood up from my seat and walked to Ella room; I packed all her stuff and suddenly saw a book. I opened it.
-Diary-
Dear Diary, (Refer to Chapter3)
I never thought that I would fall in love with him! Oh my! I’m really crazy! This is my first love! Hebe is right; fall in love is happy thing! I love you Chun!!! Do i?
Ella^^
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Dear Diary, (Refer to chapter 7)
I decided to donate my heart for Charlene, am I stupid? Chun was right; he was willing to die for Charlene and me also willing to die for his happiness. I don’t want to regret this decision which make me face to face to the end of my life and I know I will regret it. After I talked to Aaron, I passed through Doctor Mike’s office and decided to go in. I saw a document with my name on it so I decided to open it, I cannot believe it that I am POSITIVE HEALTHY! Can you please make me confident that GOD is not cruel to me? The decision that I make, I will never turn back! GOOD BYE TO ALL, MEET YOU ALL IN MY NEXT LIFE!! I hope I still can remember you all!
I WILLING TO DID IT FOR CHUN
AND I WILL NEVER REGRET IT
GOD, LET ME BE WITH CHUN NEXT LIFE
LAST WORDS, I LOVE YOU CHUN!
Ella^^
--End Diary—
After reading the Dairy of Ella, my tears continue to flowing down and my heart, it felt like someone has stabbed me with a knife. I walked out of the hospital with her diary and without noticing a car was crushing me and -- to be continue--
What will happen to Chun?
What will Ella’s friends’ react when they know about Ella?
-Note-
Chun will not die;) if he die, that’s mean he will be with Ella and it will be a happy ending, right? Nah, expose! :P
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Brunei Darussalam
7.40PM
tuesday
2nd June 2009