| Fan Fiction |
by azn14
There’s a mix of reassurance and confusion in this situation we are in. Of course I was happy that it was all back to her. I didn’t want her to be lost forever, and even if she was, I would still take care of her. But really, how long did she have it back?
When she told me afterwards that she received memories back by sleeping and through her dreams, it clicked as to why she would sleep around a lot. She said that she gained back everything else when she had fainted in my room. To think, slowly day by day, she knew who she was more and more. How did I miss it?
This was the confusion. Why couldn’t she tell me right away? I can’t complain though. She did tell me eventually and it most likely killed her inside. Not pressing on these issues would be best right now anyways.
Saeri fell asleep with her back on my chest and I stroked me thumb over the back of her hand. Everything was okay now. We’re together, she had everything again and she was happy. But even so, why did something seem wrong? Looking down on her right now, I just felt my heart pounding.
I loved this moment where I could protect her from all dangers by letting her in my arms. I had hurt her before in countless ways. From telling her before that she was better off with Jin to making her suffer through pain from this accident. Maybe what was so wrong was just that. Maybe it was the guilt on my shoulders for just not knowing how much I couldn’t protect her. How much I impacted her negatively. All that pain caused by my careless actions.
I had to make it up to her somehow. My mind wandered and then I chuckled at the thought of a plan. It would be brilliant! I would make it up to her in 2 days time. I needed to start right away though; there was no time to lose with this sort of thing.
A nurse came in the room and bowed at me. “I’m sorry Mr. Park but visiting hours are over. Even though she has no one else to take care of her, you have school tomorrow. We’ll tell her when she wakes up that you left.” I nodded and slowly got off the bed so that Saeri wouldn’t be disturbed by me. She stirred a bit when I laid her comfortably on her pillow and then pulled the covers over her.
“Do you have a paper and pen?” I whispered to the nurse. She nodded and quickly gave them to me. Hurriedly, I left Saeri a note and kissed her forehead before trailing behind the nurse out of the room.
Once outside, I called up the guys. “Hey,” they all answered sounding sleepy.
“Wake up Sleeping Beauties, I have a plan and guess which four lucky guys are going to be my precious little helpers?” I sang into my phone.
- Saeri -
For the first time in ever, I had a dream where I wasn’t reliving the past. I actually dreamt this time of the gliding on ice with Yoochun staying close by. “Make sure I don’t fall,” I said not looking at him, but instead my trembling feet.
Yoochun squeezed my hand in reassurance. “Don’t worry anymore, I’m right here.” Slowly we started to go faster and soon enough we were flying. Even though I knew this was just a dream, and a corny one at that, I just wanted to stop the time. I felt whole for the first time in what felt like forever.
My eyes slowly started to open, revealing a bright hospital room to me. I was still here, not at home in a bed or something. I had become way too familiar with this hospital for sure. I sat up and stretched my arms, carefully not to tug on anything that was stuck to me. Just as my yawn had settled, I look at my bedside and saw a note.
The familiar handwriting made me giggle and feel wide awake. I grabbed it and put it close to my face to read it. ‘So today, it is your first day of finally becoming you again. No going to school today or anything, just relax. There is something I want you to do though. I want you to go meet with your parents and explain everything. You need your parents Saesae, even if they kicked you out because of this. You can do it! Fighting! – Yoochun-oppa!!’
I sighed and laid on the hospital bed again, holding the note on my stomach. Was it really necessary to go to them? I was very content living in the apartment with Yoochun. But if I didn’t, Yoochun would guilt me into it somehow. I pressed for the nurse help button and started to kick off my bed sheets. “It couldn’t be that bad right?” I mumbled as a nurse came in to help me get ready.
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My parents were never ones of great patience. Especially my father, he was a scary one. But I never really saw their angry side since I mainly pleased them and never tested them on any subject. Today however when I was bowing to both my parents hoping they would take me back in, I felt pathetic. It wasn’t exactly my fault that I lost my memory, blame the ice. Ban ice from the house instead!
“How could you live in a boy’s apartment Saeri-ah? That’s completely ridiculous!” my father scolded and pointed his finger at me. His face was red from how much he was venting out on me and I wanted to sort of laugh since he was going to start to turn purple soon. I held it back in, or else for sure I would be gone from the premise within two seconds.
“Father, I didn’t live in his apartment. I live in the same apartment building that is owned by his parents. His parents were very kind to me and provided me with everything that I needed at the time. Please let me come back to the house,” I begged trying to hold in my emotions. It wasn’t fair really that I was apologizing for this. I wanted to stay with Yoochun anyways.
I looked up and saw my mother trying to reason with my father who was now purple in the face. I kept to my own thoughts and bit my lip. I loved my parents and like Yoochun said, I do need them, even though we’re not in the best situation right now. “Go to your room Saeri!” my father suddenly yelled at me.
I looked at him strangely. Was he trying to make me seem like a child now? Before I could say anything, he looked sternly at me. “Take your things and go to your room right now. Stay there and we will discuss things later!” I nodded and then suddenly, I got it. I smiled and quickly hugged my mother and father.
“Thank you!” I squealed, picked up my belongings and ran upstairs the feeling of my room. It was still the same. Everything was in place and cleaned. It still had ‘me’ in it, which I liked. I collapsed on my bed and then heard my parents downstairs.
“You didn’t have to yell at her,” my mother sighed.
“Well, it just came out okay. I’ve missed her.” I grinned.
Suddenly my cell phone beeped signaling a text message. I slid it open and saw it was from Yoochun. ‘Everything went okay today I hope? Text me when you can! ^^ - Yoochun-oppa!!’
I rolled over on my bed and giggled. “My Yoochun-oppa, I like the sound of that.”
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Wow, like super close to the end T_T I think next chapter possibly~ and then next story? maybe? lawlz.
No rants or anything today, me so tired, and I have to wake up... in 4 hours? so... maybe 4 hours of sleep? maybe 3... sighs... FIGHTING!
comments are loved <3
ALWAYS KEEP THE FAITH<3 those 5, who could live without their adorkableness and everything? Only you guys, only you guys <5
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