| Fan Fiction |
by JEdesu
Megumi stared at me with a pity looked, just made me sigh again.
“Daijoubu, I’ll be fine, Megumi.” I tried to smile.
But she didn’t make any response. Come on, I was a poor girl but… but… chotto… oh God’s sake, Yamapi was coming to my table! I mean, our table. Kamisamaaaa… what was his business, eh? Oh, God, oh God, look at him, look at him, he was soo kakkoi…
“Yo, Megumi-chan! Can I borrow those pappers, eh? Onegai.”
I fell silent. Just looking at Megumi with her big smile and gave those papers to my Yamapi—sorry, just let me say my Yamapi for this time, just for ONCE. Okay, thanks. Since when he called her—Megumi, not Takeuchi? Since when?
I looked at him although he didn’t look back for me. He just looking at Megumi, only her. My heart was pounding. I even never ever being called with 'Rei' or my last name by him. Rite, I have never interacted with him, even for once. Sounds crazy, but it was real, I have never interacted with him. Poor me. Pity me. Damn me. May I cried?
“Ne, Rei. Look.” Megumi murmured.
I followed her looked. And I saw Yamapi with Ikuta Toma senpai at there. They were making a plane from Megumi’s pappers. I was envying, they made their friendship very well.
“Beautiful friendship.” I whispered. “They look so cute together, ne?”
“Uh hum.” Megumi showed her slightly smiled. “Rei, suddenly this is come to my mind. Ehm, can you imagine if our classmates not Yamashita, but Aoki?”
Aoki Tomohisa? That Aoki senior who left Yamapi’s family, huh?
“No no, Yamashita is better than Aoki. I can’t imagine if we didn’t have Yamapi in this class, but Aopi. Ergh, Yamapi all the way.” I whispered, of course.
Megumi laughed, almost loudly.
“He is strong. He is so professional.” I still looking at him behind the windows class. “He’s so perfect, ya know?”
“Rei...” Megumi shook his head, “Are you in love?”
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Yes, I was in love. Since three years ago, before I saw him with my eyes directly. So why? Was that a problem? Unfortunately, yes, it was a problem. I was sure that he even didn’t know that in his class there was a Hoshina Rei. He didn’t know my name. He didn’t know that I was here. He didn’t know I was breath. I shouldn’t like him if I didn’t want my heart being broken. Who am I? Who am I? Who am I? Just an ordinary ugly poor untalented girl.
Back home time.
I sighed again and kicked a cobble stone hardly. Tick tock tick tock, four second later that cobble stone stopped behind the foot.
The foot of a pretty girl, she was reading a magazine on the brim of street. And she realized it.
“Su—sumimasen.” I bowed.
“Daijoubu, just this cobble..” she smiled cutely. “Aah, Horikoshi?”
“Uh yes.” I looked at my coast for a while. “Why?”
“Nandemonai, senpai. I just—miss my brother.”
“Why, pretty girl?”
She giggled. “You know, my brother… he said the thing that he remembered about me is when the first time he was carried me.”
“Really? He’s so sweet.”
“Yes, he is.” She was still giggling. “He often jealous. Overprotective. I couldn’t have a boyfriend. Such as my real brother.”
“He is the best brother, ne? Then why do you miss him?”
“Job, huh. He was sooo busy, ergh. So, I want to search a job too.”
“Eeeh? You’re still so young.”
“No problem, that would spend my time.”
I just strached my head.
“Anyway, I have to go. Nice to meet you, senpai. Jaa ne.”
“Hai. Jaa ne…”
I looked at her for a few minutes, my view was getting down… I saw the magazine. Eugh, what the kind of magazine was that? Gravure magazine—uh? She wanted to search a job in that magazine, eh?
“RINA! RINA, CHOTTO!”
I turned around, my heart was beating so fast. He ran so fast like chasing me. Even I knew he didn’t chase me at all but he ran to my aim. I tried to smile at him when he one step closer—
“Konnichiwa, Yamas—“
But just the wind which answered my greeting. He passed me. He didn’t look at me. Why he didn’t just looking at me and replied my greeting while running? I was his classmates, rite?
“RINAA!”
I turned my body again. And—oh well, she was his lil siter. Rina? Yamashita Rina? Sugoii… she was so pretty like his handsome brother. Motionless, yes, I’m motionless. The scene in front of my eyes now. They fought for a while, yes, they were. But suddenly Yamapi pulled her in his shoulder.
I wanted to be like her suddenly.
I wanted to be a girl who could take his attention.
But, in fact.
I was nothing.
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31.10.09