Fan Fiction |
by Star_dust,c^squared,& kiss_mint
At the airport
DMS; why so slow? Why isn’t she out yet?
SC: have some patience
Van: so who’s Jing?
Nikkie: must be that.. what’s her name? Teng Tang Jing.
Van: how did you know.
Nikkie: keep track of the news lady, it’s all over the tabloid. She knows how to play 5 instruments and she’s the only daughter of the Teng Tang family.
Madi: if I didn’t know I’ll think you did research
Nikkie; hell I got a life, don’t do such things, that description matches van more
Van: you saying I have no life? meanie! =(
Nikkie: I heard she’s very pretty, I couldn’t make out her face in the pictures from magazines tho..
SC; she is, when I first saw her, I thought I was dreaming, she’s like an angel. So unreal.
Lei: that’s how you felt?
SC; yeah totally, if I was a guy I would totally fall in love with her.
Lei: but ur not!
SC; yeah that’s the sad part (she said sarcastically)
Lei: haha
DMS: What you want to be a guy? You like jing? You’re a les? WHAT?
Everyone: -.-‘!
Meizou: NO!!!! she was just saying, she thinkgs jing is very beautiful you know that a lot of girls and guys think that way, like a lot of girls at Ying Di admire her beauty, Sc is no different. She’s tyring to think in a guy’s perspective, if she is a guy, she’ll like jing. Hoe can you be so slow yet be F4’s leader?
DMS; did I ask for your comment?
Ximen: sometimes having a simple mind Is a very good thing
DMS: you want a bashing? He walked up to Ximen
SC pulled dms back, you give any of them a bash, the first one to see lights out will be you! (lights out mean.. punch him til he faints and see darkness… am I making her too fierce?)
DMS; eh fine
SC; hey that’s jing over there (she raN over to Jing)
SC; jing Hok jie, I miss you much (giving her a hug)
Jing: me too how have you been? Have F4 been bullying you?
DMS; who dares bully my SC? I give them a bashing (Sc blushed) (and he gave Jing a hug)
The rest of F3 gave her a huge. Followed by Mayomi. When they finished..
Jing: SC? DMS?
Lei: DMS and Sc finally go steady now
Jing: well I thought it was a game, and I though it wouldn’t work out.
Meizou: tai hou left and leave them alone, so it appears to be everything I safe
Jing so you guys going to introduce all these new people here?
Qing he: you 4got me?
Jing; no I recognise you. You’re Sc’s best friend from middle school. And you went on the cruise with us (she smiled)
Madison *\(whsipered to van and nikkie) she is very pretty)
Nikkie;( I rally like her haid she whispered back)
Lei: well these people are. Zaozi Ho’s enterprise only daughter, DMS’s Ex fiancée.
Meizou: that’s Yamen, DMS look alike pretend to be DMS to woo Sc didn’t succeed but Zoazi and him became close friends afterwards. He hangs out with us once in a while.
Qing he: that’s Van, Madison and Nikkie. Exchange students from Canada
Qing he: yeah Nikkie used to be MZ… (opps he covered his mouth)
Jing looked confusingly at the other people there for help..
Lei: err.. that’s jasmine’s
MZ; my current girlfriend..
‘silence’
Jing: you still a playboy MZ? (she treid to tease to loosent he atmosphere)
MZ; no.. got changed by someone very special..
‘silence’
SC; that’s XY my best friend (she said breaking off the silence)
Zaozi: she’s Ximen’s gf (she doens;t know what happened)
With the mention of gf, Xy excused herself and headed to the washroom.
Zaozi: did I say something wrong here?
MZ: something very wrong (he patted her head playfully)
Jing: well so much happened since I left.
DMS: yes and I think I better fill you in.. (he dragged Jing to a corner along with lei to help explain to her what happened)
Meizou did the same with mayomi, yamen, zaozi and jasmine. While Sc chased after Xy and the other 3 girls left standing there with Qing he, not sure what to do.
Soon everone came back
MZ; umm everyone want to go to VS to celebrate?
Everyone; sure (but in a tense mood)
At VS
SC; so Jing hok Jie why are you back?
Jing: call me Jing anyways I came back to arrange and announce my weddding to my parents. My Fiancee and I decided on a date already in Europe, but not in Taiwan, cuz I have to talk to my parents first
SC: so the news report are true
Jing: yup!
DMS: where's ur husband?
Jing: busy on a business trip, he'll back next week
Meizou: remember to bring him out alright?
Jing: of course
The night continued and everyone separated into his or her own lit convo group. There was a tense felling lingering in the background.
The night Lei was at the school rooftop.
Lei POV: jing is back, her marriage is real. For some odd reason, I’m not as heartbroken as I thought I would be nor am I as sad as I would be maybe earlier on in my life? Why? Have SC really replace her in my heart? . I should know. Yet I don’t . I thought I loved SC more, but now that Jing is back I feel different again.
Lei went back to his daydream world. When suddenly the door to the balcony opened. Jing stepped in.
Lei stared at her and gave her a soft smile
Jing: so you’re really here
Lei” am I that predictable
Jing: yes… anyways I came here to talk to you
Lei: yeah?
Jing walked over and leaned against the railing, she looked at Lei intently.
Jing; you’ve changed a lot.
Lei: so did you.
Jing: you never use to joke this way, never smile as much and talked as much
Lei: people change , they grow up, so do I
Jing: SC really cahnged you a lot.
Lei…
Jing: do you have a gf?
Lei: no..
Jing: have you ever liked anyone
Lei: no (he lied)
Jing: stop lying, I know the one you love is SC. Yet you don’t have a gf means you’re still my lei.
Lei: jing I..
Jing hush, don’t speak alright? (she wrapped her arms around him from behind. Lei I know it’s too late, but I think I have to tell you this, before it’s too late, before I regret not ever telling you. Lei.. I really love you.
Lei: I do too.. jing.. but,,
Jing; yes but I’m getting married, and nothing will changed my mind. You were right. I’m a perfect girl on the outside. I tend to everyone and make sure I say the right words infront of everyone. I think that’s the best, yet I never realize I could hurt someone and abdaodon someone along the way and one of those people is you , my lei. I’m sorry Lei, I never meant to hurt you like that, I just thought it was the best.
Lei: it’s okie jing, for you, everything is always very easy to be forgotten.
Jing: lei, promise me, you’ll seek for your happyness, promise me you’ll fall in love. I don’t want to see you this way.
Lei: i..
Jing: I know you love SC, why don’t you fight for her love? You have to take matters into your own hands, it’s not going to fall down from the sky and land on your lap.
Lei: she loves ah si, they love each other a lot, Ah si will go crazy without her, me and Ahsi have been best friends since younge, I can’t treat him like that, I can’t do that to him.
Jing: so you let yourself suffer? Remember when we were younge, Ah si will always steal your beloved toys? I know SC is not a thing, but shouldn’t you be more fair to yourself?
Lei: SC choose to sacrafic me over ah si..
Jing; have you told her how you felt?
Lei: yes I did, yet she choose ah si, I lost fair and square there’s nothing I can do.
Jing: yes there is, you can fight, if you really love her, you’ll fight even if things are like his
Jing: yes there is, you can fight, if you really love her, you’ll fight even if things are like this. I have to go I hope you think about what I said . I won’t force you on it.
Lei: okie
Jing: I’ll have news on my wedding in a couple of says (she smiled)
Lei: I’ll be waiting,
Jing: don’t stay here too late. (she gave lei a kiss on the cheeks)
Then Jing left. Lei sat on the rooftop thinking some more.
Lei POV: I wish I can right the wrong. I wish I can turn back the hands of time. If only I had accepted SC’ love in the beginning, then iw ouldn’t have to suffer right now. I have no one to blame but myself. I have regrets yet what can I do? I can’t steal SC away from Ah si. Not when she choose to sacrifice me. Jing is right, If I want to, I could always give a shot at fighting again. But I don’t think my heart can take another break, another let down.
Everyone thinks I don’t care about everything, my motto, my favorite line. Yet I am doing everything for their own good. From F4 my best friends to my good friends to the women I love, I rather let them be blessed with happiness then to grieve with sorrow. If me suffering means everyone can gain happiness I am willing to sacrifice myself. I wish MZ would wake up from his dream and Nikkie would revive from her stubbornness and jealousy and realize they are meant for each other. How painful it is to see Nikkie pretend to be strong and avoid MZ while MZ be with jasmine. I know MZ is not playing with Jasmine, and he does like her, but I don’t think it’s fair to such a sweet girl like Jasmine. I think MZ should choose between those 2 when everything is settled, not when things are stormy he goes out with Jasmine and try and patch thing sup with Nikkie. He doesn’t even know why they broke up. Finally someone changed Ximen and this misunderstanding happens. If Ximen would let down his suspicion then everything would be Fne. Xy is such a brave irl, Ximen will regret everything in the end.
After a while Lie went home. He went to the music room and took out his violin and played. He played a special tune, a tune thwat was liked by the 2 most important women in his life(SC and jing) his mind wandered aimless to those 2 and occasionally to his friends. paused briefly and sighted I wonder why people have to torture themselve by love. After a short pause, he continued playing. Remembering all the happy and sad moments he shared with those 2 women.
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very insightful on Lei's pt of view eh? (at least i hope..)
that's how i see his personality.. or kinda.. i exaagerated and made up somestuff to jazz it up...
Anyways next chapter.. will be on... XImen and Xy =)
YEAH//....... then i'll have a chpat (or maybe the same one la.. on zaozi and Yamen)... and Mayomi's love life will havea twist soon EHHEHEHE =P
laterz