| Fan Fiction |
by starsplum
I stay by Yunho’s side as I watch him slowly fall asleep like I promised, hearing his steady breathing my mind wanders back to what he said earlier on. I touch the left side of my chest and can feel that my heart is still pounding from his unexpected confession. Is he serious about loving me or is it just the fever getting to his head? I did notice that Yunho was always trying to get my attention, but I had always thought he was just acting like a little kid who likes attention, I had never thought of Yunho as a lover… I have always treated him and loved him like a best friend or maybe a little brother even, but never a potential boyfriend. But then again, I never would have thought that Yoochun would become my boyfriend either. The corners of my mouth start to lift up unconsciously with the thoughts of my lover. Damn, Yoochun is turning me into a love-crazed idiot!
I wonder what Chun is doing right now? Yunho is sleeping, which means I had fulfilled my promise… Maybe I will go find Yoochun~ I stand up and walk out of Yunho’s bedroom, after looking at the fever flushed face of Yunho one last time I flick the lights off and close the door as quietly as I can. I tiptoe to the living room hoping to find Yoochun there, instead I found the two youngest on the couch together, sleeping with their heads against each other. I smile at the cute sight and place the blanket that was on the back of the couch on the two tired bodies. As I was tugging the blanket around them, I notice the wet stain on Changmin’s shirt and the tear stains on Junsu’s cheeks. Looks like Junsu had been crying, wonder what happened?
After gently ruffling the two youngest’s hair I walk towards Yoochun and Junsu’s shared room, thinking that Yoochun must be sleeping already. I can’t blame him, since it is 2:30 in the morning already. When I reach Yoochun’s bedroom door I open it without knocking since I don’t want to wake my lover up from his slumber.
“Junsu!” Yoochun called out happily as he run up and hug me.
“Umm Chun… it’s me Jaejoong…” I told him as I feel jealousy spreading in me like wild forest fire. Yoochun tensed up and immediately let go of me.
“O…Oh. Sorry JJ, it is dark in here and I can’t see your face…” Yoochun apologized without meeting my piercing eyes.
“It’s okay.” I lied.
“I am really sorry love. I had an argument with Junsu and I thought he forgave me and came back.” Yoochun quickly explained, scared that I would think something more of it. Too late.
“I understand.” I said with a fake smile pasted on my face. That is half true. I do understand the situation between Yoochun and Junsu, because that would explain the tear stain on Junsu’s face. What I don’t understand is why I am getting jealous over a little hug. I hug Super Junior and the DBSK members all the time, so it’s only normal for Yoochun to hug his friends, right? I guess I really have fallen deep for Yoochun huh? In order to show Yoochun that I forgive him I hook my arms around my boyfriend’s neck and pull him in for a kiss.
“We can finish what we started before back at your apartment~” I whisper in his ear seductively after we broke our lip lock with my arms still around his neck and his around my waist.
“I would love to, but sadly we are not alone here like we are in my apartment, and I am tired anyways. We have schedules early in the morning tomorrow, which means so do you. We should catch some sleep before it is time for us to wake up.” Yoochun said while smiling down at me. I pout at the thought of work and Yoochun chuckles.
“I am staying here tonight… Can I sleep with you Chun?” I asked him as I feel blood rushing to my face. I am glad the light isn’t turned on and the room is dark enough that Yoochun would not see me blushing like a little girl. Yoochun smiles and nods then pull me into his bed with him. The bed is a bit small for two grown ups so I wrap my arms around Yoochun and pull us closer together to prevent falling off the bed.
“What did you and Junsu argued about anyways?” I asked after a few moments of silent.
“N…Nothing… So umm, how is Yunho?” Yoochun stuttered and asked.
“Don’t try to change the topic Chun. I am your boyfriend and your ex-best friend, I know you well enough. I saw Junsu sleeping in the living room and he looked like he has been crying. What did you do to make him cry this time?” I questioned him like a police officer would to a criminal while looking at him with suspicious eyes.
“Junsu is sleeping in the living room? I should go bring him back so he won’t catch a cold on the couch.” Yoochun said worriedly and was about to climb out of bed when I pull him back by his waist.
“Don’t. I put a blanket on him, and Changmin is there sleeping with him. If you go get Junsu you will wake Changmin up too.” I told him, trying to convince him to stay here with me. I feel jealousy take over me again. I want Yoochun all to myself and myself only. Yoochun hesitated but then lay back in bed after looking at the bedroom door one last time. I wrap my arms around him possessively and smile while snuggling up against his body and burying my head in the warmth of his neck, taking in his lovely scent that I have became so fond of.
“I love you Yoochun.” I told him softly.
“I know.” Yoochun replied simply while hugging me in his arms.
I admit I am disappointed that Yoochun didn’t say that he love me back, but I am content just by being in his embrace. Feeling secure in the arms of the one I love, I fall asleep with a smile on my face.
--End POV--
*Morning*
Changmin woke up as a ray of sunlight blazed down on his handsome face. He opens his eyes slowly and finds himself in the living room instead of his own bedroom. His confusion went away after he remember Junsu crying yesterday night (or this morning…). He turn his head towards the extra weight he is carrying on his right shoulder and see his hyung sleeping peacefully. Changmin gently lifts Junsu’s head off him and lay him on the couch comfortably. He places the blanket that is somehow around them on Junsu and stand up to stretch his numb arms, legs and neck. He place on of his hands on his neck and message it, trying to relax the muscle there and ease off some of the pain from sleeping in a weird position. After loosening up his stiff limbs and bringing back circulation in them he head to his and Yunho’s room to grab a change of clothes so he can shower and to check on the leader.
When Changmin steps into his bedroom he sees that Yunho is still sleeping and decides not to wake him. He picked out a shirt and a pair of jeans from the closet, making as little noise as possible so that he wouldn’t wake his sick hyung up, but the sound of closing of the closet door brought Yunho out of dreamland back to reality. Changmin notices his hyung stiring and walks towards Yunho.
“Morning hyung. How are you feeling?” Changmin asked as he sits on the edge of Yunho’s bed. Yunho sits up and squeeze his eyes shut to block out the dizziness and headache he is getting, trying his hardest to suppress his groans.
“I am better, thank you.” Yunho replied and open his eyes again once he sat up on his bed and his dizziness subsided a little.
“You should go back to sleep hyung. We will take care of the schedules today. Just rest.” Changmin told his hyung while trying to push Yunho back in his bed, but Yunho refuses.
“No way, we have an interview and a performance. It will be hard to reorganize the dance routine again, and it will just be you and Yoochun if I am not there. There are already stupid rumours about DBSK breaking up floating around, what would the pubic think if their leader stops working too?” Yunho said stubbornly as he climbs out of bed with much difficulty.
“But hyung, you are still sick!” Changmin tries to put some sense into Yunho.
“I feel fine. I am going with you guys today and that’s that.” Yunho said firmly as he walks out to the hallways, heading for the bathroom.
Changmin knows that Yunho is not fine. He is just acting tough so that he could go to work with them, but Changmin with his sharp eyes noticed Yunho’s colourless face and pained eyes. The maknae could only sigh, as he knows that no one can change Yunho’s mind when it is set.
A while after Yunho went into the bathroom Changmin hears another bedroom door opening and closing, then sounds of chopping and cooking can be heard. Cooking means food and food means Changmin, so it is only Changmin’s nature to rush to the kitchen.
“Oh morning Jaejoong hyung~! I didn’t know you spent a night here!” Changmin greeted happily, his eyes staring adoringly at the content in the frying pan. “What are you making hyung?”
“I am making omelettes, do you think they would want bacon in it?” Jaejoong asked Changmin. He can’t decide whether bacon is a good choice or not. Bacon tastes great but it is also full of fat, and he is sure DBSK’s manager would not be happy if he let them eat fatty food, especially when the bacons belong to manager hyung.
“Oh bacon~!!! You have to put it in hyung!!! Manager hyung is not here right now, so he wouldn’t know~” Changmin yelled out happily and was jumping up and down in joy before Jaejoong shush him as the rest of the DBSK members are sleeping. But it is too late, Junsu who was sleeping on the couch in the living room woke up from all the commotion.
“True. Okay then, bacon it is~” Jaejoong agreed and began cutting the long strips of bacons into little pieces that would fit in the omelettes as Changmin stares at Jaejoong with love. Jaejoong feels pity for the DBSK members that they have to watch their weight and what they eat all the time, so he figures a little treat once in a while wouldn’t hurt. Just as he was about to put the bacons into the frying pan he notices a tired Junsu walking in. “Morning Junsu~ Did Changmin’s big voice wake you up?”
“Ya.” Junsu said with a little smile, one that no mankind has seen in a while. While Jaejoong and Changmin was staring at him in shock with their mouths hanging open Junsu peeks at the bacon bits in the frying pan. “Bacon? No wonder Changmin is excited. I am hungry hyung, so snap your jaw back in place and hurry up with the cooking.”
While Changmin is staring at Junsu’s retreating back wide-eyed Jaejoong obeys Junsu’s command and is turning around back to his cooking, both still in shock.
“D… Did Junsu hyung j…just said he was h…hungry?” Changmin stuttered and asked Jaejoong.
“Y… Ya, I think he did…” Jaejoong replied in awe.
After the two are still absent minded from the sudden recovery of Junsu, Junsu peeked his head back into the kitchen.
“Oh, and we have schedules today right Changmin? I am going to work with you guys, so Jaejoong hyung, can you do my make up too?” Junsu asked. Jaejoong and Changmin snapped their heads towards Junsu’s voice in surprise and managed to nod. Junsu smiles in satisfaction and walks back into his bedroom to get change, leaving Jaejoong and Changmin standing in the kitchen like statues.
Junsu steps into his bedroom and finds Yoochun sleeping on the edge of his bed, leaving the other side empty.
‘I guess he was sharing the bed with Jaejoong hyung last night, that’s why he is sleeping so close to the edge of the bed.’ Junsu thought to himself. He was going to go to his side of the bedroom to get change but his conscious is pulling him back to Yoochun. Junsu couldn’t resist and walks towards the sleeping Yoochun. He kneel down and look at his one sided love with a gentle smile, then slowly reach out and caresses Yoochun’s face affectionately but softly, trying his best not to wake the older one up. And failed. Yoochun stirs at Junsu’s touch and grab the hand that is about to leave his face.
“Jaejoong?” Yoochun said with his eyes closed, thinking that it is Jaejoong trying to wake him up. “Let me sleep for five more minutes please. I am tired…” Then Yoochun kisses Junsu’s hand softly.
“Y…Yoochun. It is me, Junsu…” Junsu told the half sleeping man and pull his hand away. He doesn’t know if he can control himself any longer if Yoochun keep treating him like he is treating his real boyfriend. Yoochun’s eyes snapped open and is fully awake now after he heard Junsu’s voice instead of Jaejoong’s voice. Junsu gave him a little smile.
“Junsu!” Yoochun yelled and hug the smaller one into his arms and pull away to look at Junsu again. “I…is it me or did you just smile?”
“Nope, I definitely smiled~” Junsu said with a giggle, finding Yoochun’s shocked face funny.
“God I miss you Junsu…” Yoochun said as he pull Junsu into a hug again. “Do you know how worried I was when you stopped smiling and laughing like you used to?”
“I know. I am sorry… But I thought it through last night. I confessed to you and that’s all I need. I know you love Jaejoong hyung, so I guess I will just have to get over you~” Junsu told Yoochun while he is still in the warmth of Yoochun’s arm.
‘I don’t think I will ever get over you, but I can’t make you worry about me… I love you Yoochun and that will never change, even when you don’t love me back I am satisfy just by being able to watch over you by your side.’ Junsu told Yoochun inside his mind and hug him back.
“Junsu… You know I don’t hate you right? In fact I love you, I don’t know if I can love you like a lover, but I love you dearly as a best friend.” Yoochun confessed, breaking their hug so that he can look Junsu in the eyes. “Don’t do anything stupid again okay? It breaks my heart to see you suffer.”
Junsu smiles and nods while a single tear gently slides down his face, glistering like the purest crystal. Yoochun return the smile and softly wipes away the tear, wiping away all the burden inside Junsu’s heart along with it.
“Oh and I am going back to work after my long hiatus, so we should hurry up and get ready for my grand return.” Junsu said excitedly and rush to his wardrobe to pick out his outfit. Yoochun chuckles at Junsu’s cute actions and decide to help him pick out an outfit, since he knows that Junsu has the worst sense of fashion among the DBSK members.
*Dining table*
Every seat at the dining table is occupied, including DBSK manager’s chair since he came back to the dorm right when Jaejoong is bringing up plates of omelette. Although everyone is already sitting at the table and eating, everyone still has their eyes kept on Junsu. Junsu look up from stuffing his face with omelette when he felt five sets of eyes on him and look around.
“Why are you guys staring at me?” Junsu asked and smiled cluelessly. Manager hyung almost fell out of his chair when Junsu smiled.
“U…Uhh ya, hurry up and eat… We can’t be late to the interview…” Manager hyung collected himself and ordered. He is focusing so much on Junsu that he didn’t even notice his bacons are in their omelette.
Yunho tear his eyes away from Junsu and look at Jaejoong’s delicious looking omelette. He can feel his stomach turn just by looking at it. It looks good, but he knows that eating is not the best idea when just threw up in the bathroom this morning secretly.
“Why are you not eating Yunho hyung?” Changmin asked with a little smirk, knowing that his hyung is feeling too sick to eat and Yunho would have to confess that he is sick.
Yunho looks at Changmin’s smirk and feel his anger boiling up. There is no way he will lose to this little devil, so he began stuffing his face with omelette and turn to see Changmin’s mouth hanging open. He smirk back at Changmin but the smirk disappeared from his face once he feel like getting sick. He rush to the bathroom and turns on the faucet so that no one will hear him puking.
“Hey hyung, you okay in there?” Changmin asked after knocking a few times.
“Ya.” Came Yunho’s short and weak reply.
“Look I am sorry hyung, but you really shouldn’t go to work when you are this sick.” Changmin said, feeling bad for making Yunho eat.
“I said I am going to work... *pause* I will be fine.” Yunho said as he threw every last bit of the omelette back out.
“Stop lying to me hyung. Besides, Junsu is coming to work today, he can take over your spot.” Changmin convinced his hyung.
“Exactly! Junsu is back, DBSK can be whole again, I am not staying home.” Yunho insisted stubbornly as he wash his mouth with the running water from the faucet.
Yunho open the bathroom door and see Changmin standing there with his puppy face.
“Please hyung? Stay home and rest?” Changmin said in a cute voice, but Yunho is taking none of that and pushes Changmin aside leaving the maknae pouting.
“Jaejoong, where did you put the medicine after you gave it to me last night?” Yunho asked Jaejoong who is doing Yoochun’s make up, touching Yoochun face more than he needs to. Yunho could only direct his eyes somewhere else before he loses it and pull Jaejoong away.
“It should be on the kitchen counter.” Jaejoong replied without looking at Yunho, since he doesn’t know how to face him after his sudden confession. Yunho senses Jaejoong’s unease and remember his confession last night.
‘Oh shit… Don’t tell me that wasn’t a hallucination last night…’ Yunho thought to himself.
“Uhh… Thanks Jaejoong. A…about what I said last night…” Yunho said as his hands fidget with the hem of his shirt unconsciously.
“Don’t sweat it Yunho. I understand, it was your fever making you say weird things.” Jaejoong cut him off firmly, not allowing Yunho to say anything more about it. Yoochun look at the two questionably but thought nothing more of it.
“… Okay… And Jaejoong can you do my make up after you are done with Yoochun?” Yunho asked and let the topic slide, since he knows that Jaejoong doesn’t want to talk about it anymore. He feels his heart shattering once more, but what can he do?
“You are going to work today?” Jaejoong asked, his attention is fully on Yunho now. Yunho nods and Jaejoong shakes his head. “No way, you are in no condition to work today. Look at you, you can barely walk straight, let alone sing and dance.”
“I am feeling way better, I can work.” Yunho replied.
“Yunho hyung Jaejoong is right, you should stay home today.” Yoochun butt in, seeing that Jaejoong is losing the battle. Yunho shakes his head and left for the kitchen to find his medication. Yoochun looks at Jaejoong and both sigh at the hardheaded leader.
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Chapter 19~!
I am sorry for not updating for so long, I was too busy hanging out with friends and stuff... forgive me? *puppy face*
Anyways, good news is to make it up to my readers I decide to post an extra long chapter~ *woohoo!*
Bad new is that I might not be able to update tomorrow since I am hanging out with my friends again today (and getting my 4th and 5th ear piercing~)... sorry!!! *boo!*
I promise you guys I will update on Saturday though~!