Fan Fiction

Heartquake

by starsplum

Chapter 21

A couple of months had passed since everything happened. DBSK broke the ridiculous rumours about breaking up when they are back on stage as five with a new album. Their popularity across Asia unwavering still.

Yunho is having success in suppressing his drinking to a minimal with the help of his roommate, Changmin, who kept his hyung company as often as he can. It is only on the random nights when Yunho really cannot stand the pain of his love belonging to his best friend anymore that he will allow himself to be numbed by alcohol.

Junsu had recovered fully from his depression and is back in front of the camera with his famous laugh and endless energy. Of course, he still feel his heart tugging when he sees Yoochun and Jaejoong together, but he had learned to ignore his heart and look away when that happens.

DBSK’s maknae, Changmin had been doing his best to act as the consolation for his hyungs, but sometimes he too, wish for a shoulder he can lean on to and just take a break from acting older than he really is.

The couple, Yoochun and Jaejoong are still in a relationship, in fact, it will be their one year anniversary tomorrow~!

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**DBSK’s dorm**

“Chun, what are we doing tomorrow?” Jaejoong asked as he put the last touch of make up on Yoochun.

“DBSK has a schedule at the radio station and you have a schedule with Super Junior. How can you not remember your own schedule?” Yoochun asked his boyfriend with his eyes closed, trying to steal some sleep even if it is just a minute or two. He stayed up all night yesterday composing a song.

“No, I mean what are we doing after work! We have the whole afternoon off tomorrow~”

“Oh, I thought you have work the whole day?”

“I did, but I asked for tomorrow afternoon off for our special day~”

“Huh? What special day? It is not your birthday and it is certainly not mine…” Yoochun opened his eyes at Jaejoong’s statement and sat up straight on the sofa. “I have already asked Junsu to go shopping with me tomorrow…”

Jaejoong froze and stares at his boyfriend in disbelieve. “What do you mean what special day?! Tomorrow is our anniversary!!!”

“… Oh shit… I am so sorry baby! I had so much work lately that I -” Yoochun tried to apologized and hold Jaejoong’s hands but Jaejoong pulled them away.

“Stop trying to make excuses! I can’t believe you totally forgot about our first anniversary! You have been spending less and less time with me lately. It is always Junsu this, Junsu that!” Jaejoong yelled as tears fill up his eyes, threatening to fall any second now.

“No! JJ, listen to me please… I am just trying to be a good friend to Junsu since I treated him so badly before. I just feel like I should do something to make it up to him!” Yoochun argued while trying to reach out for Jaejoong’s hands again. But Jaejoong flinched away from his touch and took a step back.

“That’s what I kept telling myself too, but I was wrong! You care about Junsu so much that you don’t even care about me, your own boyfriend anymore! IF YOU WANT TO BE WITH JUNSU SO MUCH, THEN WHY DON’T YOU GO BE HIS BOYFRIEND INSTEAD!!!” Jaejoong yelled as angry tears flow down his face. He then turn and ran out the front door, slamming it hard against the frame as he leave.

Junsu, who was in his room at that time, had heard every word of the argument between the couple. Especially Jaejoong’s last sentence. Junsu is drowning in guilt right now, knowing that he is the cause of Jaechun’s fight.

Yunho and Changmin are also in their shared room, hiding from the heated argument until they heard the door slammed. The two exchanged nervous glances and decide to go see how Yoochun is doing.

“Hey, you okay there hyung?” Changmin asked while Yunho gently pats him on the back.

“Ya… I guess.” Yoochun mumbled with his head down, staring at his hands. He seems to be thinking hard about something.

“I will go find Jaejoong hyung. Yunho hyung, can you stay here with Yoochun hyung?” Changmin asked as he rushed towards the door, but was pulled back by Yunho.

“No, I will go find Jaejoong.” Yunho said, then whisper in Changmin’s ear. “You know that I love Jaejoong, and even though I feel sorry for Yoochun, this is my chance.”

Changmin stares at Yunho for a couple of seconds and then hesitantly nodded. Yunho ran for the door and was out in a second.

**Out on the street**

Looking around the street, Jaejoong is nowhere to be found. Without having a clue where he ran off to, Yunho decides to try calling Jaejoong’s cellphone.

“H-hello?” Jaejoong answered the phone after a few rings, trying to suppress his sobs as he does so.

“Hey, it’s me Yunho… Are you okay?”

“What do you think?”

“I am sorry about your argument with Yoochun.”

“You are not the one who should be saying sorry.”

“… Where are you right now? I can come find you.”

“No, I need some space right now to sort myself out. I am going to the television station. I have a schedule with Super Junior later on.”

“But we are going there too.”

“I know. I just don’t think I can stand being in the same car as Yoochun right now. Can you do me a favour? Bring my make-up kit with you to the television station. I need it back.”

“Okay… If you need to talk, just give me a call anytime of the day.”

“… Thank you Yunho.”

After ending the phone call with Jaejoong, Yunho decides to head back to their dorm since fangirls are starting to crow around him. After giving his fans a small smile, he walk back towards his dorm, disappointed that he didn’t get to comfort Jaejoong like he had planned but is secretly happy that there is finally hope for him to make Jaejoong his.

--Yoochun’s POV--

How can I not remember mine and Jaejoong’s anniversary? It is true that I have been really occupied with work. I wasn’t lying! … But was Jaejoong right about me spending too much time with Junsu? I just want to be a good friend! Right? How can I be qualified a good friend if I don’t spend time with Junsu? … But how can I be qualified a good boyfriend if I don’t spend time with Jaejoong? AHH, THIS IS HURTING MY BRAIN!!!

“Hyung, are you sad?” Changmin asked gently while looking at me with concern.

Weird. Now that Changmin mentioned it, I don’t feel sad.

“Are you worried about Jaejoong?” Changmin asked again, since he got no reply from me. “I am sure he will forgive you if you make it up to him tomorrow.”

But I can’t! I asked Junsu to go shopping with me! … Hang on… Did I just…

“Changmin, is it normal for someone to be thinking about his friend before his lover?” I asked.

Changmin looked at me weirdly as if I have three eyes and searched my face. “That usually either means that that ‘someone’ is very very loyal to his friend or that “someone” doesn’t have any feeling for his lover anymore.” He answered.

“Changmin, I think I can’t make it up to Jaejoong anymore.” I said just as Yunho opens the door.

“Jaejoong is heading to the television station by himself, because he doesn’t want to be in the same car with ‘someone’ here.” Yunho reported while looking straight at me.

“Well, I have to see him eventually.” I replied as I stood up from the sofa. “It is about time we get a move on too, or else we will be late.”

Now where is Junsu? Is he still in our room? What is taking him so long to get change?

--End POV--

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I am finally back with Chapter 21~! Did anyone miss me? ...I highly doubt it... but I miss you guys!!!

I am sorry for my long hiatus, but I was away during summer holiday, and I just started my first year of university, so everything is chaotic for the first two weeks.

Now that everything has calm down a bit, I will try to update more often~ So please stick with me my precious readers! *beg*