| Fan Fiction |
by starsplum
“Phew~ Good job today guys!” Yunho let out a sigh of relief as he rest on a chair in their waiting room with a bottle of water in hand after recording a live performance of the title song on their new album.
“Ya, good work today. Keep it up, k?” DBSK’s manager complimented with a proud smile on his face as he pats the member who is standing closest to him, Changmin, on the back.
“ Manager hyung, have you seen Jaejoong around?” Yoochun asked while wiping the droplets of sweat on his face off with a towel.
“The last time I saw him he was in Super Junior’s waiting room, but that was half an hour ago. I am not sure if he is still there or not.”
“That’s okay. Thanks. I am going to find him, don’t leave without me okay?”
“Alright. Go find your boyfriend and be all lovey-dovey while the rest of us here suffer from loneliness.” DBSK’s manager replied while wiping off invisible tears. Yoochun gave his manager a look and shook his head before heading out on a hunt for Jaejoong.
**Super Junior’s waiting room**
“Yoochun! What do you think you are doing here?” Kangin asked angrily.
“U-uh… is Jaejoong here?” Yoochun asked nervously, taken aback by Kangin’s sudden rage.
“You still have the nerve to come find him after what happened? Wait no, more like ‘what didn’t happen’!” Heechul said sarcastically with a disgusted look on his face.
‘Ah, so Jaejoong told Super Junior about what happened huh?’ Yoochun thought to himself as he realizes why his friends are treating him this way. Right then, he saw Jaejoong standing by the make-up table, glaring at him with a sharpened eyeliner clutch in hand. Jaejoong’s eyes were red and slightly swollen, giving Yoochun signs that tell him Jaejoong had been crying.
“Jaejoong, we have to talk.” Yoochun said as he carefully approached the “armed” Jaejoong.
“There is nothing for us to talk about.” Jaejoong replied coldly.
“We can’t just leave this as it is. Why don’t you put down your… tools and come out to the hall with me?”
Jaejoong hesitated, but he knows Yoochun is right. They can’t avoid each other forever. Jaejoong places the eyeliner on the table with a heavy sigh and follows Yoochun out.
Once they are out in the hall, which is luckily empty, Jaejoong gave Yoochun an impatient look, indicating for him to say what he have to say and get this over with. Yoochun looks down at the floor and gulped.
“I-I don’t know how to say this… but… I guess… You see…” Yoochun stuttered, too afraid to look into Jaejoong’s eyes.
“No, I don’t see! What is it? Just say what you want to say already! I don’t have all day!” Jaejoong said while crossing his arms and giving Yoochun glares.
“I just think that maybe… maybe we should…” Yoochun gulped again and let out a heavy sigh. Then he finally worked up the courage to lift his head up and look at Jaejoong in the eye. “Look, I am sorry Jaejoong, but I don’t think it is fair to you if we keep dating.”
Jaejoong’s body stiffens at Yoochun’s words. After he has fully processed what he heard, he raises his hand and slaps Yoochun across the beautiful face of his. Letting the sound of the slap echoes down the empty hall. Tears start to pool up in Jaejoong’s eyes unvoluntarily.
“I am really sorry Jaejoong…” Yoochun apologized sincerely. He can see the hurtful look on his ex-boyfriend’s face and guilt immediately rushes through him like a tidal wave. Jaejoong look at Yoochun intensely for a moment or two, and then close his eyes with his eyebrows scrunched up and let out a sorrowful sigh.
“It is Junsu isn’t it?” Jaejoong asked in a choked voice as tears stream down his face.
“… Yes.” Yoochun said guiltily. Jaejoong stood in front of Yoochun a while longer, then starts to turn to leave.
“I am sorry.” Yoochun said one last time when he sees Jaejoong walking away. Jaejoong turned around and nodded.
“You should be, you were the one who said you love me first after all,” Jaejoong said ruefully. “But I can’t change your heart and neither can you... Good luck with Junsu.”
Yoochun is dumbfounded that Jaejoong is wishing him luck, but he quickly recovered from his shock and ran to Jaejoong, hugging him. “Thank you! You are always so kind Jaejoong~ I hope you will find someone who will love you more than I do soon!”
Jaejoong gently pushes Yoochun away and gave him a small smile. “Go on now. Chase after Junsu before I stab you to death with my eyeliner. I had it sharpened just for you.”
Yoochun shivers as pictures of Jaejoong’s eyeliner flow into mind. He gave Jaejoong a nervous smile before turning away to run back to DBSK’s waiting room, away from the scary Jaejoong. Leaving Jaejoong to stand there alone, watching the back of his past lover moving further and further away from him.
After Yoochun’s back disappears from Jaejoong sight, Jaejoong let free his suppressed sobs and slump to the ground. His heart feels like it is being shook and rocked violently, he can feel it crumpling and being destroyed. But what can Jaejoong do about it? He can’t keep Yoochun’s heart, and Jaejoong certainly can’t keep his own heart, because it was already taken by Yoochun a long time ago.
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Chapter 22~!
This chapter is kida short, but it have to be put in. Poor JJ... I will hopefully make him feel better soon~
I am sorry for making my lovely readers wait. I broke my promise (yet again) to you guys about updating once a week... Bad starsplum. It seems university is more busy than I thought it was at the beginning of the year... Ah well~
I hope my readers are not as busy and stressed as me!
Happy late Thanksgiving! (The turkey I had was sooo yummy~)