Fan Fiction

Heartquake

by starsplum

Chapter 9

*backstage of a music show*

Jaejoong was putting make-up on Leeteuk when he decided to break the news to him, knowing that the Super Junior members will find out sooner or later.

"Hyung ah, umm... me and yoochun are go-going..." Jaejoong's face is beet red and his brain is battling his mouth to finish his sentence. 'Aish, my stupid mouth! Just say it already!' Jaejoong scold his mouth in his mind, hitting his head with his hands slightly, as if trying to knock some sense into it.

"Where are you and Yoochun going? And why are you hitting yourself? You should get help if you have self-abusive problems..." Leeteuk said with a straight face.

"... out..." Jaejoong shyly replied.

"You don't want me here anymore? What are you taking about Jaejoong? I didn't do anything wrong, did I?" Leeteuk asked with a pout, looking sad and confused.

"No stupid, you asked me where Yoochun and I are going right? We are... going out..." Jaejoong mummbled the last part.

"What? Of course you are going out if you are going somewhere, you wouldn't be going in, right? Stupid!... Wait... omg... OMG!!! You mean... you guys are... You mean you and Yoochun are going OUT out?" Leeteuk's eyes grew big and his bottom jaw dropped, disbelieve shown on his face. Jaejoong nodded with his hand over his face, hiding his shyness.

"WOAH! YOU ARE ACTUALLY GOING OUT WITH YOOCHUN?!" Leeteuk yelled. All the conversation that were going on between the other SJ members suddenly stopped, and they all turned their head towards Leeteuk and Jaejoong.

"Good job Leeteuk hyung, way to annouce my news to the whole world..." Jaejoong said frowning, feeling 13 pairs of eyes on him.

All the SJ members then suddenly rush to Jaejoong's side and start asking him questions and giving comments all at once.

"AHHH! I can't understand any of you if all 13 of you are talking to me at the same time!" Jaejoong finally got fed up and yelled.

"Oh oh, me first me first!" Kangin said with his hand stretched really high up. "So you and Yoochun are really a couple now?"

"Yup~" Jaejoong said with a flush on his cheecks and the sweetest smile that only a person in love can put on.

"Wow... well, Yoochun hyung did tell you that he loves you every time he sees you." Kyuhyun said this time.

"True, but I thought he is just being the dandy boy he is and jokking around like he always does?" Sungmin said, who used to be a victim of Yoochun's flirting as well when they were trainees.

"I thought so too, but I guess not~" Jaejoong replied happily.

"Do you actually love him?" Siwon asked in a business-like tone. He believes in serious relationships only, he thinks that a person has to really love the other if they are going to date.

"Of course, why would I date him otherwise?" Jaejoong said, knowing in his heart that he does love Yoochun, although something is bugging him. "But... he seems to want to move our relationship in a faster pace than I want it to... he already gave hints that he wants to take things further than just holding hands and kissing... He is sleeping over tonight, but I don't know if I am ready yet..." Jaejoong confided, looking down and playing with his hands.

"Just tell him that you want to go slower then." Hangkyung suggest.

"Duh, who doesn't know that, stupid! But I am scared that he won't like me anymore if I don't... do it with him." Jaejoong said, spilling all his worries out. Then realized he sounded rude, and appologized, "Sorry Hangkyung, I did't mean to sound so harsh... I am just... argh!" Jaejoong frown and grabbed his hair in frustration.

"It's ok, I understand." Hangkyung smiled sympathetically, knowing that this must be troubling Jaejoong a lot to make the nice guy burst. He gently put his hand on Jaejoong's shoulder to give him some comfort.

"I can't believe you are dating that pervert." Heechul said bluntly, receiving glares from other members. "What? I am just being honest here! That player doesn't deserve Jaejoong. Jaejoong should be dating someone better, someone who is responsible and caring." The truth is, Yunho once secretly told Heechul that he has a crush on Jaejoong when they were trainees, since they were really close back then. And Heechul can tell that Yunho still loves Jaejoong with all his heart. He is just trying to stand up for the heart broken Yunho.

"Shut up Heechul hyung, use your brain before you talk." Kibum finally spoke up after seeing the hurt on Jaejoong's face.

Donghae, who also sees Jaejoong's sad face, decides to cheer him up. He goes up to Shindong and presses his chubby cheeks together, making the adorable Shindong look even more chubby than he already is. "Look hyung, a blowfish~!"

"Hey! Don't make fun of my beautiful face!" Shindong said while his face is still being squshed.

Everyone laughed and Donghae lets go of Shindong's face, glad that operation "Making-Jaejoong-hyung-laugh" is accomplished.

Right then, Jaejoong's cellphone suddenly call for their attention. He took his cellphone out from his pocket and saw that the caller ID displayed Changmin's name.

"Changmin? What's up? I am working, so make it quick, SJ is up in half and hour and I still have 5 members' make-up to do." Jaejoong said into his cellphone, thinking Changmin just wants to call him out to hang out after he finishes.

"Jaejoong hyung!" Changmin said at the other end of the line with a shaky voice. "Come quick! Junsu hyung is unconscious, we think he is overdosed on sleeping pills... I tried calling Yunho hyung and manager hyung but neither of them picked up their phone... Jae-Jaejoong hyung... I am scared..." Changmin confessed Jaejoong and began sobbing, finally letting out his fear now that he found someone he can rely on.

Jaejoong was shock and couldn't speak, he almost dropped his phone, but when the SJ members ask him who is on the line, he snapped out of his shock. "Changmin? It's ok Changmin, calm down... everything will be fine... Junsu will be OK... I am coming right now, where are you? Is anyone else with you? Did you call the ambulance?" Jaejoong started collecting his belongings hastily, getting ready to go once Changmin tells him where he is. Eunhyuk was looking at Jaejoong worriedly after he heard "Junsu" and "ambulance", he is worried about his best friend.

"I-I am at h-home with Y-Yoochun hyung... waiting for the am-ambulance... Oh god Jaejoong hyung, J-Junsu hyung... look like he is d-dead! H-he is not moving at all, and he... his face is so p-pale..." Changmin cried, sounding traumatized by the unconcious Junsu.

"CHANGMIN, JUNSU IS NOT DEAD! H-he will be fine, trust me..." Even though thruthfully Jaejoong isn't so sure about that, but he have to comfort Changmin. "Call me again when the ambulance arrive and when you know what hospital they are sending him to, because by the time I reach your dorm, the ambulance would've already taken you guys away, I will meet you guys at the hospital." Jaejoong told Changmin while pacing around the room. He saw Eunhyuk's eyes staring at his phone, panic writted all over his face, which is starting to look a bit pale.

"Hang in there, Changmin. It won't help Junsu if you are freaking out, and tell Chun that too, I can hear him crying like a baby in the background. I will help you find Yunho and your manager okay?" Jaejoong told Changmin, even though he himself is kinda shaking up inside, he know he have to remain calm so that he won't freak Changmin out even more. "I will talk to you later. Remember to phone me once you know where they are sending Junsu okay Changmin? Bye." The second Jaejoong hang up Eunhyuk starts questioning him.

"Did something happen to Junsu? Is he okay? Oh god, please tell me he is fine, please Jaejoong..." Eunhyuk pled, although he know in his heart that Junsu is not okay at all.

"Eunhyuk... J-Junsu is unconcious, Changmin and Yoochun thinks he overdosed... and he didn't eat anything all day... I am sorry Eunhyuk..." Jaejoong spill the news out, trying hard to contain the tears that are pooling up in his eyes. Eunhyuk burst to tears once he heard what Jaejoong said and dropped to the floor. Jaejoong went down to the floor with him and wrap his arms around Eunhyuk, pulling him into a hug. "Junsu will be fine Eunhyuk, he will be fine..." Jaejoong mummbled softly into Eunhyuk's ears.

All the other SJ members froze on their spot and are unable to move, until their manager came. "Hey guys, you are on in 20 min.... Uh, what happened here? Why is Eunhyuk crying and why are you guys standing here like a statue?" SJ's manager hyung asked, getting confused and worried. This is their comeback performance after all, they can't afford for anything to go wrong.

"Junsu is overdosed and unconscious..." Leeteuk was the first to snapped out of his state of shock, and being the leader, he reported to his manager, with tears in his eyes that are threatening to roll out any seconds now.

"WHAT?! Woah... this is serious... Does DBSK's manager know?" SJ's manager asked, feeling shocked.

"N-No, C-Changmin can't find him. Or Yunho. I can't finish their make-up... sorry hyung, I have to leave now to find Yunho. I will ask my assistant to finish it." Jaejoong unwrapped his arms from the still crying Eunhyuk, and started standing up shakily. "Eunhyuk, stop crying, you have to finish your performance first. Be strong and do your best, for Junsu, okay?" Jaejoong asked, looking at Eunhyuk.

"No J-Junsu is unconcious hyung! H-how can I perform and s-smile in front of everyone knowing that my best friend's l-life is in danger? I-I can't do this hyung... I c-can't!" Eunhyuk broke down again with his hands in front of his face, hiding his tears.

"Listen to me Hyukjae," Jaejoong said with Eunhyuk's real name, staring directly into Eunhyuk's eyes. "Junsu would never be able to live with himself if he knows that you ditched your comeback performance for him. You don't want Junsu to feel guilty right? You and I both know Junsu would be much happier if you do you best in your performance today, showing everyone what you've got. Besides, you will bring down your whole group if you decide to ditch now. Give this preformance all you have for Junsu and SJ, okay?" Eunhyuk slowly hesitated and slowly nodded. "Now stop crying, or else my assistant will have a hard time doing your make-up. Junsu will be fine, I promise." Jaejoong smile assuringly, so that Eunhyuk wouldn't worry as much.

"I am going now. Hyung, can you please help me find DBSK's manager hyung? They need him right now, it's more important than his meetings." Jaejoong asked SJ's manager hyung, who nodded in reply.

"Okay guys, pull yourself together! That include you, Ryeowook. Come out of that corner and stop pretending you are not crying. And you Yesung, stop standing there like an inanimated object, we need your voice for this show! We have a big show tonight and we have to give it our all! As Jaejoong said, Junsu will be fine, he is strong, he will get through this. Don't flush all the hard work you've done down the toilet! Now collect yourself and get ready for the show! " SJ's manager ordered, taking control.

Jaejoong walk out from the backstage, out the building, and onto the street. He called Yunho once again, but no one picked up the phone, it just keeps ringing endlessly. Jaejoong caught a cab and ask the driver to drive him to a park.

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Finally Chapter 9 is up!

As promised, Super Junior is here~

I am really sorry for the long hiatus, I had to prepare for university auditions and next week's performing art festival, but after next week, I should be able to update more~

I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter~ Comments would be loved dearly~!