| Fan Fiction |
by UnknownViet
My name's Lee Chi Hoon. You've probably heard my name before, but I'm not that famous.
I'm a lyricist for SM Entertainment, and also a photographer. I didn't realize my ability to write lyrics until I saw her.
It was a warm sunny day. Too warm and sunny for a day in February. When I woke up, I suddenly had the urge to walk in the park nearby, and take pictures.
As I strolled through the park, I took pictures of the park. Everything looked so romantic and shockingly exquisite under the thin layer of snow. Though it was warm and sunny, the snow didn't seem to melt. Surprisingly, even the only flower in the whole park was still not wilted. It was fully bloomed.
I lifted my camera up to my eyes, and aimed it down at the flower. As I was about to take a picture of it, I saw something even more divine than any fully blossomed flower could ever compare to. Even if all princesses around the world, combined their beauty into a person, the beauty could not compare to the petite girl that stood innocently in front of me.
I looked up at her, and I saw her apologetic eyes. She apologized for walking into the scenery that I was taking. But I didn't even notice that she was talking. I was distracted by her angelic face.
Her big, round, almond eyes, along with her tall thin nose, accompanied by her kissable, soft lips, made her the most dazzling girl I have ever seen.
And that was the first day I met her. Lee Yun Joo, Miki. And it was that day that I asked her out.
On that very day, after meeting such an angel like her, I had this feeling of writing. I picked up my pen, and just started scribbling out my emotions.
Weeks later, my notepad was filled with my emotions and feelings that I had towards Miki. I ran to the store and bought another notepad. And you could never believe who I saw there. None other than, DBSK's best composer, Micky Yoochun. I asked him for his autograph, and he kindly gave me one. Suddenly he asked me what I was buying, and I told him that I was buying a new notepad. He asked if I was a writer, and I said yes. He requested to see my work. We took a seat by the window, and of course, he wore his sunglass, hat, along with his hoodie on his head. I passed him the notepad and he flipped through them. It was kind of an awkward feeling. Letting one of Korea's best artist look at your notes. I cursed myself for letting him see it. It was hard to tell what his expression was like. With his huge glasses and his hat tilted downwards, covering is face.
"This is truly amazing," he said. I was shocked. I mean, who wouldn't be? And on that day, I became SM's lyricist, after Yoochun hyung requested me at the studio. Miki was very proud for me, and I was too.
Miki was my one inspiration to write. Without her, I wouldn't have made it her. She's the reason why I'm at the top of all lyric writers.
And it was because of this that our relationship was falling apart. Throughout the three years that we've been together, we had numerous arguments. And all started because of this. Because of my writing. My time with her decreased more and more by the minute. I spent more time in the studio than I did with her. She gave so much, and I thought I did too. But I guess I spent my time to live between her and my lyrics. And it was because of this. Because of this, our relationship resulted down the drain.
-End Of Flashback-
It's beeen two years since I've last seen her.
I miss her. Her laughter, her voice, and her love.
After she left me on that day, I thought to myself, was it really my fault? Was I the cause of our break up? What was I doing? I didn't even realize what I was doing. I didn't even realize that I changed. I didn't realize that our relationship was breaking apart. I never even realized that she left me. Until now.
It started coming back to me. My stupid acts. They all came back to me. It's like my whole life with her, summarized into a minute, had passed through my mind.
The flashback had a huge difference between it. From the day we met, to the night we first kissed, to the first night we argued, to the breakup today. I never though that I would lose her. I didn't even know that I changed, and I was doing her wrong.
She said that I had changed. I changed into someone she didn't know. Like I was a complete stranger to her. Like I was just someone she thought was familiar. Not someone who she loved.
And that very day, 14th of February, she left me. I didn't even know it was February 14th, until an old woman came by me that day, and told me.
-Flashback-
She left. The sight of her leaving me leaves my heartbroken. Why, Miki? Why? Why do you have to leave me? I sobbed as I sat there under the tree. Our tree. The tree that we met under.
"Son, why are you crying?" an old croaky voice asked. I looked up and saw an old woman staring into my eyes. She looked about in her eighties, but she looked very healthy. Her hair was not completely white, still had a few strands of black hair.
I shook my head, not wanting to say anything.
"It's February 14th, Valentine's Day, shouldn't you be with your girlfriend?" she asked. I looked up at her again, it was Valentine's Day?
I shook my head again.
"Don't tell me that a handsome looking boy like you doesn't have a girlfriend," she said.
I sighed. "I do- I mean I did. She left me a few minutes ago."
"Well son, life doesn't always go the way we want it to. Especially love. You have to earn it, and fight for it. If you love her, and she loves you, then you shouldn't give up. Fight for it." the old woman said, and walked away.
Fight for it? How could I? How could I fight for something that I had lost?
I stood up, and looked at our tree for the last time. I guess I won't be seeing it anymore. There's no point in coming here now, not without her atleast. I started walking the way that she walked when she walked away from me. I walked on that little path. I came across a flower that was stepped on. I looked down at it, and across the field. It was the only flower in the park. The flower was like my heart. Stepped on. Alone.
Losing her, I realized that I was all alone. She was all I had.
"Well son, life doesn't always go the way we want it to. Especially love. You have to earn it, and fight for it. If you love her, and she loves you, then you shouldn't give up. Fight for it..."
The woman's words flowed through my mind. Life doesn't always go the way we want it to, I agree. Love. You have to earn it. I never even deserve her love. I love her, and I know that she still loves me. The old woman's right. I shouldn't give up. I should fight for it...
-End Of Flashback-
And it was on that very day that I lost her, and I lost myself. I changed. I told myself, if I wanted Miki back, I had to change. I'll evolve into a whole new person. Someone whom she could fall in love with, someone who she could spend the rest of her life with. I changed my schedule at the studio. I reduced the hours, and decided to pick up my camera again. I wanted to have free time to take breathingtaking pictures. I wanted to have free time to spend with Miki when I found her.
I thought to myself, if she could leave me because I changed. Then she could surely come back to me if I changed. And I did.
For the past two years, as I reminisce our memories, I realized what a jerk I was. But as I realized what a jerk I was, I learned from being one. I changed, I'm not that stupid jerk anymore. I'm not going to let the girl I love suffer anymore. Even if it means that I must change myself.
I've decided that I would put myself together. To become a new person.
And I did. I accomplished my goal. Her love made me strive harder.
Miki, I've changed. Where are you?
I know I failed my quiz. But I'm going to pass this test.
I accomplished my one goal. And I will finish my new goal, to find you. To find your love once again. To find the girl of my life. The girl who I changed for.
For the past two years, I tried calling you. But you never picked up. I went to your house, you were never home.
I thought that you were just ignoring me. But I found out that you had moved, and changed your number.
And so everyday I come and sit under our tree, hoping that I would see you. But you never showed up.
It's February 13, one more day until Valentine's Day. One more day until the day that you left me two years ago. For some strange reason, I had the feeling that I was going to find you.
-Next Day - February 14th-
It's Valentine's Day. The day we met, the day she walked away from me.
I woke up this morning, and I had the exact same feeling as I did five years ago when I woke up on the morning that I met Miki. The feeling of going out to the park, and taking pictures. But this time, I had the feeling of searching for my love.
As I strolled through the park, I constantly looked behind me, hoping to see Miki smiling from ear to ear at me.
It was unusually cold today. Though there was no wind. Little snowflakes fell down, and stuck to my leather jacket. It was a typical February 14th. Nothing special.
I looked around me, and all I saw were happy couples, walking hand in hand. Oh how I wish that was me and Miki.
There was no sign of Miki. I decided to go see our tree. I walked on the littel pebbled path that led to our tree. It was short path, but it felt like it was a mile long. As I walked, my head hung low. I watched my feet as they took big steps in them. It made me think back of Miki. How she would always step into them, with her tiny feet. He would always laugh at her, and she would pout her rosy pink lips.
I finally reached the tree, our tree. And it was then, I knew I accomplished my new goal.
There, standing under the tree that was covered in a blanket of white snow, was my angel.
She was still beautiful as ever. The scene wasn't beautiful, it was elegant. As the snowflakes fell down, it stuck to her perfectly curled hair. She looked so delicated as she twirled around in the snow. I fought the urge to run up to her and hug her. But I questioned myself, what if she didn't recognize who I was? But that's impossible right? I mean, I once was her boyfriend. I was someone she loved right?
I approached her slowly. She accidentally bumped into me as she twirled.
"Oh! Sorry! I didn't see you." she apologized. She had the same look in the eyes when she apologized to me five years ago. The dazzling features on her face were still there.
"Miki..." I didn't know what to say, or how to start. Should I apologize for being such a jerk? Or should I say that I love her and that I changed? But everything in my just disappeared as I looked at her.
"Um..sorry, but do I know you?" She asked. She looked confused and terrified. "How do you know my name?"
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took me a long time to write this xD
tried to improve my vocabulary using more words.
lots of grammar mistakes, i know!
© UnknownViet
June O9, 2OO9