| Fan Fiction |
by Stepha.nie
I walked back to my room and looked at a broken frame. It was the picture , which he embraced me tightly and i was smiling sweetly. Why the frame already broken ? I broke it ? What happened ? The more i think , the more flashback recalled but i couldn't remember his name. My head started to ache , i wanted to recall more but my brain doesn't allow me to do so.
" Joo Yeon , the lunch is ready. "
" Yes , coming. " I replied.
Yes, it was the sweet voice. My mother told me, he is my current boyfriend, before and after i lost my memories. But, the funny thing is, i couldn't recall anything about the moment that i was together with him. He is not the guy who appeared in my mind. Sometimes i thought to myself, was this all made up by my mother ? Or he is not my boyfriend at all but pretend to be one ?
I slowly walked to the dining room. June is approaching but why is the weather so cold ?
" Mom , who is the guy who always appear in my mind when i was trying to recall the memories ? "
This is not the first time i asked my mom about it , but she refused to tell me and said it was Taegoon, my current boyfriend. But i could surely said, the man in my mind was not Taegoon at all !
" Joo Yeon ah, don't try too hard if you can't remember it. "
He touched my hand and smiled to me. I replied with a forced smile. Honestly, i have no feelings towards him.
During the dinner, i couldn't concentrate at all but try my best to recall the memories.
-- F l a s h b a c k --
I felt his hand hugged my waist when i was cooking in the kitchen. He rested his chin on my shoulder.
" Hmm. It smelled nice. " He said while closing his eyes. I replied back with a peck on his lips.
" Even your lips are tasty too. " He said while licking his own lips.
I laughed at his action , " Yah , help me to take the plate. "
" Wow , it was the Classic American Lemon Chicken. " He said while pecked me again.
" Thanks dear, you know it is my favourited food. "
-- F l a s h b a c k E n d --
" Classic American Lemon Chicken ? "
I don't know why , i spoke it out after the flash ended in my mind. It felt so strange and weird. My head are starting to ache. I putted down my chopstick and walked to the stove. I recalled back the flashback and act it. I wanted to know his name and why is him the only one i couldn't remember his name.
" Joo Yeon ah, what happened ? "
I closed my eyes, i sensed that my mom is calling me but i ignored her. Weird, why i couldn't recall it anymore? My head are getting acher than before.
" Mum ! Who is him ? He is not Taegoon i know ! "
I burst out my tears , i don't want to be fooled by my mom anymore. I wanted to remember his name so much but failed. There must be something happened between he and me. My mom are trying to calm me down but i felt she is annoying , it makes my head more hurts than before. While, Taegoon stood still. I know, he wasn't the man which flashed in my mind.
I couldn't handle it anymore. I ran away from my house, tears drenched my cheeks. As i left the house, i have nowhere to go. I headed towards a nearby cafeteria as what my mind asked me to do so. I didn't went inside,i stood still infront of the cafeteria.
-- F l a s h b a c k --
We intelocked each other's hand and walked into the cafeteria. I sat nearby the window while he sat opposite me. We both ordered a cup of cappucino. I could clearly seen that it was winter as the snow hitted the window.
" Dear..."
He called me. I turned to look at him with my big and innocent eyes. Far from my expectation , he took out a ring. I widened my eyes when he knelt down beside me.
" Marry me. "
Without hesitating , i nodded and lend out my hand. He wore it on my middle finger and kissed me.
-- E n d F l a s h b a c k --
Tears falls again. So, i'm engaged ? He is my future husband ? My head hurts whenever i wanted to recall his name. I walked away from the cafeteria. Everything changed alot, i've been coma for 3 years but everything seems unfamilar to me. Suppresing a sigh , i continued walking around aimlessly and bumping into people.
" Joo Yeon ! "
I heard my name being called , it was his voice ! Yes ! I could recognize his voice ! I turned to look around but there's nowhere i could see him. I walked left and right to look for him , my heart beated so fast as i got feelings that i will meet him soon.
As i was finding him , my handphone rang. It was a stranger's number that appeared on the screen. I picked up the call, but no one are answering me. Somehow, the feelings told me that it was him. It was him who called me ! I walked almost the whole street but i still couldn't find him. He didn't put down the phone nor answering me, same as me too. I don't want to give up the chance, i won't close down my phone.
" Tit Tit Tit Tit Tit "
The traffic alarm remind us that it was going to turn into red soon. I don't care, i keep on walking until i heard a car horned me. I stunned , i recalled back how that day i was being knocked down by a car. I felt i have losen my strength , my handphone slipped down from my hand and broke into pieces.
I've no strength to run away by knocking down by a car. I closed my eyes, tears drenched my cheeks again , i thought i would die. But a strong hand pushed me from behind , i fallen down at the road side and hurted my legs. But, the man who pushed me was knocked down by the car.
I quickly ran to the man , my heartbeat almost stopped when i know it was him. Yes, it was him. His head is bleeding ,i quickly held on his hand. Everyone surrounded around us.
" Oppa, don't die !! " Tears fallen down again , his hand slowly reached my face , he helped me to wipe away the tears. His tears slowly drenched his cheeks.
" Goodbye...." He whispered. His hand slowly slipped down from my cheek.
I shook my head and held on his hand more tight. I don't want him to leave me so soon , i tried to recall back his name, i tried so hard.
Suddenly ,few of flashback form inside my mind. My head hurts alot but i don't want to give up .
Finally, i recalled his name . Yes, it was it , " YOOCHUN OPPA !! " I hugged him and yelled out his name. How i wish he could hear me once....