| Fan Fiction |
by syu_chun
On last Thursday during valentine, that person came with large amount of pink and purple roses that covered his face when he shoves it to Junsu . Even though Junsu cannot see his face, but Junsu surely can feel the heat that coming out from him. He talk in the fast speed that there are four purple roses and three pink roses. It says that ‘You are my Valentine,I admire you’.
Day by day, the roses changes and also the meaning that it conveys. Day by day, that person never tired to come and to give roses and give out hints that he has feeling for him. And day by day, Junsu saw he came in with eagerness and go out with lonely and sad face.
Yesterday, he came with two yellow roses.
“Friendship forever?” he says as he slowly lifts it to Junsu’s face.
Junsu look deeply in his eyes before slowly raise his hand and took the yellow roses from his hand.
“Friendship forever.” Junsu say as he takes hold of the yellow roses.
Junsu keep on looking down as he said the word. He didn’t want to see sadness in that person face. The time seems stop suddenly as Junsu feel that the person’s body closing that gap between them. That person kissed his forehead and Junsu know that the person already in tears.
“Thank you… thanks for your acceptance.” Then, he quickly goes out from the room.
Junsu knows that yesterday means that the person already gives up on him. He will not be receiving any roses anymore. And he will not getting and message from him again. What hurts the most is that, he know that the person will not coming back for him again. Just to think that he’ll be lonely after this makes his heart wrench! If only he wasn’t sick. If only he wasn’t stuck everyday in hospital. If only he doesn’t need pills to survive.
He takes his diary under his pillow. The first page were written with full of his illness. How he have cancer that reach to its final stage. How he have to endure the facts that he’ll be gone in several months. He skips the pages until the page that the person came to him in hospital with sort of different color of roses.
“Junsu-ya. Red is love, white is purity, yellow is friendship, pink is admiration, orange is desire and purple is love at first sight. Which one is showing me the most?” that person asks him and put all the roses on the bed.
“Emm… you are white! Because of your pure heart.” Junsu give his opinion. He laughs.
“Want to know which one is yours to me?” Junsu simply nod.
He takes the purple rose. Junsu smile at him.
“Why? Because my favorite color is purple?” he asked.
“No. it is because I fall for you at the first sight.” He bluntly said.
Junsu smile to think back on those times. During of his dying moment, he can experience love. Because of Yoochun, he really knows what love is.
Then, he opened the last page of the diary. He wrote things that happen yesterday. About the yellow roses and his friendship with the person that he loves. After that he lay back to his bed and thinking will that person come again with roses. He took the yellow roses from yesterday and put it on his chest. Close his eyes and softly muttered, ‘Dear Heaven, I fell in love with my friend,Yoochun’. And tears flowing from his eyes.
And then, the pain disappears, as his hand firmly hold the yellow roses on his chest. He closes his eyes forever.