| Fan Fiction |
by syu_chun
Once inside everyone takes their own direction. Changmin quickly went to ‘Language Section’. Four pairs of eyes follow rushing Changmin's back. Junsu was the first who let out small giggle.
“Another Japanese book I guess.” Said Junsu to the others and let out a little giggle. All of them know the obsession of the boy to learn that language.
“Yunho Hyung… Let’s go to the 'Comic Section'.” Yoochun eagerly take Yunho’s hand and pulled him to the right side of the bookstore. Junsu looked at them with his bitter face.
Junsu and Jaejoong have been left together in the middle of the bookstore. They looked at each other for a while. They exchange awkward smile to each other.
“Well, I do not know what I want to buy, so I’ll just walk around. You?” asked Jaejoong concern.
“Hhmmmm... I’m still in my thinking mode.” He let out his fake laugh as he still not comfortable with the way Yoochun pulled Yunho away.
Jaejoong laugh at the mood-maker of Dong Bang Shin Ki. He then walked away to unknown direction.
After struggle with his own bitter feeling for quite some time, Junsu start to walk around and decided to find a music book. Maybe he can find music sheet along with instructional DVD of piano course. Yoochun told him that he sometimes learned not only using by music cord but also looking at someone’s finger movement on the piano keys. He wants to try that way even though he knew that he as talented as Yoochun.
On his way towards 'Music Section', he found Yoochun and Yunho Hyung read a comic together. Read together as Yunho hold the comic and Yoochun stand closely to get a look over the comic. ‘Too close… Yunho Hyung can even smell Yoochun’s breath’. Junsu thought. Slightly frustrated he walked quickly to them.
“Yah! What are you reading?” He asked roughly as he stood in front of two baritones. Yunho who hold the book slowly lift the book to his eyes level so that Junsu can see the cover of the comic. Both of Yunho and Yoochun’s eyes follow to look at the comic as it has been lifted upwards. After showing Junsu the cover, Yunho quickly pulled down the comic which make Yoochun holding Yunho’s hand tighter than before to get better view to read the comic.
Junsu hold himself from squeal like a dolphin. He quickly went to the book rack and quickly searched for the same comic. Then, he squeaked angrily as he found there were 5 more of the same comics! Reach one of it and he stand once again in front of them. He takes hold on Yoochun’s arms and harshly pulled him away from Yunho. Yunho being too observed with his reading ignore them entirely.
“Yah! What are you doing?” Yoochun angrily pulled away his hand from Junsu’s grip. Both of them looked at each other with outraged eyes for a while before Junsu slammed the comic he took before to Yoochun’s chest harshly. Yoochun look over the comic and look back to Junsu with his confused eyes.
“Why do you have to read this together when there are other five of the same one?” asked Junsu as he wanted to interrogate Yoochun for the most unforgivable crime. Yoochun look at the comic in his hand.
“Well, maybe someone put the one we read on the other rack. We can’t find other than one on Yunho hyung’s hand.”
“Now that I found it… stay here and read this one.” Snapped Junsu and pointed his index finger to the comic in Yoochun’s hand.
“Baby… You kind of annoying right now. Stop all the jealousy to Yunho Hyung.” Yoochun whispered to Junsu while his eyes looked around to check whether they been heard by anyone.
“I will if you know how to behave.” Junsu spoke with his simple and clear voice.
“Behave? I’m not a kid!” Yoochun felt annoyed with Junsu over-jealousy acted.
“You’re not a kid. You’re my baby. MY BABY.” Said Junsu emphasis over the word ‘MY BABY’ before give another angry eyes and he walked away from frowning Yoochun.
Junsu felt so annoyed but also satisfied at the same time. Once a while he keep on muttering curse word to Yoochun such as ‘Stupid Chun’, ‘such a jerk’, ‘standing so close’ and more. All the people who can hear him look at him fumingly as being so loud.
So he reached to the 'Music Section'… he kind of forget why he went to the 'Music Section' on the first place. Make himself calmed by taking deep breath, he looked over the books on the rack. One by one… there’s ‘Piano Tuning’, ‘Winning Audition’ which make Junsu wondered why the book was on that rack, and then finally, his eyes fixed on a book. ‘Touch Me, I’m Sick’ by Tom Reynolds. The book written in English but Junsu who might have only a little knowledge over English, understand the title of the book. He took the book and thinking why the book been put at Music Section’s rack. He looked over the cover and tried to read something on the side of the book.
“Hey! Why are you looking at the book like that?” Yoochun snapped Junsu from behind. Junsu almost dropped the book and looked at Yoochun behind him.
“Why are you here? Go read your comics.” Retort Junsu to Yoochun as he put back the book roughly on the book rack.
Yoochun put both of his arms on the rack which make Junsu trapped between his hands. Junsu whom his back closed to Yoochun’s front tried to push Yoochun’s hand off the rack to release himself. Yoochun hold the rack tighter and come closer to Junsu so that his chest laid on Junsu’s back while Junsu leaned closer to the rack.
“Su… you can’t be mad to me who-is-YOUR-BABY for so long right?” Yoochun said softly as he put his chin on Junsu’s shoulder.
Junsu move his body not to let Yoochun’s chin been put on his shoulder. There was a small smile over Junsu’s face.
“Chunnie… people would see us if you act like this.” Junsu used his back to push Yoochun harshly.
To realize what Junsu said was true, Yoochun let go the rack and stand beside Junsu instead. He quickly took the book that Junsu read earlier.
“Wow Junsu-ya… you read English book.” Mocked Yoochun as he looked over the book. Junsu pinched Yoochun’s waist and Yoochun laughed and fake a pain. Junsu smile along with him before looked at the book on Yoochun’s hand.
“I understand the title. But I can’t understand this line.” Junsu said as his fingers point to the line under the title on the side of the book.
“The 52 creepiest Love Songs you’ve ever heard.” Yoochun talk in English. Yoochun make a confuse face which make Junsu become impatient.
“What’s does that mean?” Junsu asked and Yoochun told him right away.
“How can love songs become creepy?” asked Junsu with questioning face to Yoochun. Yoochun shook his head and began to open the book.
Yoochun open towards the middle of the book. There one page which on the header, there’s a word.
“Come to My Window ” Yoochun spoke to himself before read further and found out that it was a song title. He quickly showed it to Junsu. The song been sang Melissa Etheridge in 1994.
“This is one of the 52 creepiest love songs. This mean 'come to my window'.” Told Yoochun explained the meaning of the title to Junsu.
“What’s so creepy of this song? The title wasn’t sound so creepy.”
And so, Yoochun read more…
“It says that on the first verse, the song told how intense the love of the singer to the person that she love. It describes situations that she is willing to endure and how happy the other person makes her feel.”
….. I would dial the numbers
Just to listen to your breath
I would stand inside my hell
And hold the hand of death......
Yoochun continued his lecture…
“On the second verse, the singer told about she has sleeping problem. She has amnesia because of that person and she also referred that person as her blood to show how important the person is. Somehow like the person really put this singer to her limit condition.”
…. Keeping my eyes open
I cannot afford to sleep
Giving away promises
I know that I can't keep.....
…. I need you in my blood
I am forsaking all the rest
Just to reach you....
“Amnesia? We've had anmesia too remember?” Junsu said with his thinking face.
“Hahaha... 'You' have amnesia. You should confess to me earlier. It was the scariest moments of my life to see you with your dark eyes and skinny body.” Yoochun told him with a smile upon his handsome feature.
Junsu pouted as he remembered he once didn't sleep for almost a week because of his hidden feeling towards Yoochun trembling want to be let out. Love can make him crazy. Yoochun read the book, spoke again to tell Junsu what's been written inside.
“The creepiest that been stated in this is that the person that she love was another women.” Yoochun said
….I don't care what they think
I don't care what they say
What do they know about this
love anyway...
Yoochun say the lyrics in Korean and Junsu frowning with uncertainties.
“How that can be creepy. It's not creepy at all.” Junsu felt both angry and sad. Somehow he knows the feeling that the singer felt when the surrounding wasn't supportive.
“Certain people do not see that way, Junsu-ya” Yoochun said with his low voice.
Both of them kept on silent for a while and did not look at each other before Changmin appeared behind them.
“Hyung-eiii... Jaejoong Hyung looking for both of you. He's lining up the queue and asked if there's anything that both of you want to buy.” Changmin put his hands to both of his hyungs and look at their sourly face with his big smile.
Junsu turn to his side and face Yoochun.
“I don't care what they think. I don't care what they say. What do they know about this love anyway.” Snapped Junsu suddenly and he looked at Yoochun eyes. Both Yoochun and Changmin too shocked to say anything. Junsu eyes glittering as he was looking for an answer from Yoochun. He was looking for encouragement! Yoochun quickly nodded twice to Junsu to tell him that 'I understand Junsu'.
Junsu then quickly looked at Changmin for his approval. Changmin who cannot understand one bit only nodded once and very slowly while looking at Yoochun with the corner of his eyes, asking for explanation. Yoochun ignored him completely. Junsu felt satisfied with both agreement and put a big grin on his face. Enough for him to know that the love between them was true. Who cares is the other felt it 'creepy'.
Yoochun quickly pull Changmin to the counter where Jaejoong and Yunho waited. About three steps behind, Junsu who still smile with satisfaction followed them.
“What was that?” Changmin whispered to Yoochun while his chin pointed to Junsu behind them.
“Errr.... maybe he just too shock to see your face that old-unlike-your-age?” said Yoochun mocking on Changmin's face. Changmin quickly pulled Yoochun's ear and the other hand smacked Yoochun's chest.
“Aaahhhh...” Yoochun acted as the smacked hurt him. Changmin keep on walking ignoring the drama queen Yoochun.
Yoochun continued his acted while look at Junsu who came closer to him
“Junsu-ya... 'Touch me, I'm sick'.” acted Yoochun cunningly and pretend to look hurt.
“Chunnie... That's… exactly 'creepy'.” Junsu ignored Yoochun completely by walking passed him and quickly walked beside Changmin. He can heard Yoochun growl annoyed behind him and he cannot help but smiled to himself. His boyfriend always made him annoyed but he also know how to act cute. And for Junsu, he falls for the cute side of Yoochun. Too fall for him to the point it kind of scary.
One thing that Junsu agreed with the Tom Reynolds, the author of ‘Touch Me,I’m Sick’ book. Love could be really creepy.
[END]