| Fan Fiction |
by syu_chun
He was gone for almost a day... and I just miss him so much!
I remember that I downloading every show that he appeared! You named it! From HOT BLOOD to WILD BUNNY! Even cuts from STAR KING!
It was just last week that I determined to watch him in NODAJI... and then the news came out...
About him and his personal conversation...
And he was been accused...
And he was been insulted...
I don't know how he felt after that. I prayed for him to be strong. But after 8.30 am Korean time and a passport in his hand told me otherwise.
He was hurt...
He walked to the gateway without tears... he heard that everyone cries from... he knew that everyone already cried for him...
Did he not cared as he did not shed his tears? I believed the opposite...
Just when he arrived to the gateway, he turned to his fans... and it seemed to be the last one that anyone of them could get from him... I was not there, but it was I felt when I saw the video. I guess it was a lot sucker when you actually there.
And yes... I cried too... a lot of times...
I re-watched all his videos...
His rapping in HOT BLOOD...
His stupid dance in STAR KING...
His 'fan attack' on Teckyeon in WILD BUNNY...
And then, I cried again...
The last video that I watched was the audio of him playing a piano. I remember I heard the same piece played by Taemin (Shinee) in his drama... he played flawlessly! Perfecto!
But him...?
There was a lot of wrong notes... and notes that been pushed in rush.
The first time I heard it I was thinking that it was so disturbed...
The second time it was cute... as it was so imperfect... but I sounded like him... totally cute!
And now... when I heard it again... I think it was so sad. As cliché as it sounded, it was not a perfect piece by him. But wasn't all people in this world is not perfectionist? Then why can't the netizens forgave him for he's not perfect?
Now everything was too late...
Park JaeBum... The Multi-talented Artist has decided to leave...
For me? It was hurt to say... but...
I Choose To Watch Him Leave...
Bye GrandPa! Bye LeadJa! For I'll be missing you and your smile!