| Fan Fiction |
by syu_chun
“He's there and looking. So kiss me.”
“I don't feel right tonight, Jaejoong.”
“Do not ruin this! I want you to kiss me now!”
Jaejoong almost shouted desperately.
“I don't feel like wanting to kiss you. I want to go home. Bye.”
Junsu said as he walked away from Jaejoong. They both were in front of Jaejoong house after they were going out eating dinner together and talked. As time goes by after his divorce, Jaejoong never broke his promise to be beside him, not even once, just as he promised. Therefore, Junsu felt him falling for Jaejoong again. Like they both were in old time where their love is still strong.
They keep on dating like newlyweds couple after the divorce, forgetting all the trouble and for Junsu especially, he wanted to forget his ex-spouse. A week after his and Yoochun divorce, he went back to their old house to pick up things but found out that Yoochun already give the house keys to the neighbor. Yoochun had already left Korea. Unlike a true man should be, he ran away from truth.
“Coward” Junsu talked to himself.
Watching over the place where he and his ex-spouse once lived he felt nothing but lies. Frustrated, he inverted the bed they shared. Throwing anything that he can hold. Satisfied, he sat on a covered with white gauze sofa and began to cry. He saw a paper on the desk and Yoochun's birthday gift pen on the paper. Took it and read it and after that he crinkle the paper and throw to his side.
“Please forgive me for I've being such a painful. Goodbye Junsu.”
***
Junsu remember Jaejoong hurt face when he refused to kiss him in front of Yunho. He also remembered the day both of them swear that they would do anything to revenge. And still, Junsu stick to the plan. For 5 months after his divorce, he was going out with Jaejoong and both of them did not even hide it from Yunho.
It was Yunho who standing every night and looking to the front gate looking at his spouse cheating on him. Junsu believe that everything is for revenge but he truly falling for Jaejoong again. He also was telling himself that Jaejoong also loving him in return. Therefore, every time and every night when Junsu sent Jaejoong home, they shared kisses.
Because of love.
Because they felt something to each other.
Revenge or no revenge.
Junsu believe that...
Until one day, he realized that every time they shared kisses, Jaejoong's eyes keep on looking somewhere.
Someone to be exact…
And Junsu saw it again on the next day... and the next day... and everyday.
Jaejoong is still revenging because he hates Yunho too much?
That's the question that Junsu asked Jaejoong on their way back to Jaejoong's house on that night.
“Are you done with revenge?”
“Well, that is our main focus right?”
“Yoochun's not here but I still doing this with you.”
“So?”
“I'm not doing it for revenge anymore.”
“Are you saying that...”
“I want to be with you now. Just you... and me!”
“You know that I want to be with you too.”
“Then, divorce Yunho. Stay with me!”
“What?! If I'm divorcing him, this is not hurting anymore.”
“He's already hurt for almost six months now. He did not speak to you for 3 months already! Not a word! So let's stop before this is too late.”
“No! I'm not going too let him go!”
“You sometimes make me wonder Jae... is this revenge is because you hate him so much?”
“Junsu... please.”
“Or because you still have feeling for him.”
Jaejoong keep on silent on that moment. Junsu hold the car wheel tightly his joints hurt. He knew the answer for sure. He just cannot live in Jaejoong's denial anymore. So that night when Jaejoong asked him to kiss him in front of Yunho, he refused. And also determined that nor Jaejoong or anyone should play with his heart anymore.
He also thought that if he left Jaejoong, Jaejoong might crawl back to his feet.
And he thought wrong.
***
For one month after he dumped Jaejoong in front of his house, Jaejoong did not called him once. He forced himself not to be weak and call Jaejoong, but two weeks his patient been tested and he mad! He really mad! So he drive to Jaejoong's house and found out the house was empty. There was no one there and on that time, Junsu felt the same like six months ago. When he know that Yoochun left him. Tried to hold his tears he fall seated in front of the gate.
He seated there for 15 minutes before one of Jaejoong's neighbor came to him.
“Excuse me.”
“Ye... yes?” Junsu try to cover his damped eyes before turning to the man.
“I know you. I could see you everyday sending Jaejoong home.”
“Ooo...”
Junsu wonder if that man also knew that both of them cheated on Yunho too.
“May I know where they went?”
“Well, I'm not really sure but I do hear news about them.”
“Are they going abroad?”
“Well... not exactly... it's about his spouse.”
***
Junsu tried to find Changmin in hospital the day after. He wanted to locate wherever Yoochun might have gone too.
“I want to know where Yoochun is.” His first question on Changmin.
“What? After 7 months?”
“Stop all the mockery and tell me where is Yoochun!”
“I don't know!”
“Of course you do! Don't lie!”
“Whether you believe it or not, I really don't. He supposed to be in Japan but he ran away.”
“Japan? There’s where he live now?”
“Not anymore. He resigned after a while there. And I try to find him since then but no trace at all.”
“You have to find him. I need to tell him about...”
“About what?”
“It's about Jaejoong and...”
“No! You cannot tell him about that!”
“You knew?”
“Whatever! But you are not going to tell Yoochun anything!”
“Jerk! You can't find him right now isn’t it? It's OK. I'll find him myself. I really want to see whether you can stop me from telling him about it or not.”
“You are not allowed to hurt him again!”
“This is not about hurting anyone. And it's already 7 months!”
“I don't care!”
“I don't know why you are acting so protective now. Are you in love with him or something?”
“It's... it's exactly none of your business!”
“I'll find him in anyway I could. Pray that you'll be step ahead!”
And so Junsu leave and the first place he would go is to Yoochun's parents. If they refuse to tell, then it comes to where he needed private investigator!
***
It was lovely scenery as Junsu step over his car. He never knew he finally find the place of his dream. With all the flowers and the river. Small children were everywhere running in the small village. This is the type of place he hopes he can live in his old days. The tree was stunning along the road. He wondered why Yoochun wants to live in this place. He never said that he hate rural places, but it always Junsu who mention it, not him.
Junsu smiled when he think about old Junsu a year ago. Junsu who like peaceful environment. Junsu who was always utter romantic words every time he heard jazz songs on radio. Old Junsu who being faithfully waiting his spouse from work. He couldn’t even imagine how he changed for a year. He somehow in the place he’s standing, he like finding his missing pieces. The pieces of old Kim Junsu.
He asked about Yoochun and the villagers told him that there is a doctor named Yoochun up on the small hill. Junsu said his thankful before walking to the hill that villagers talked about. Upon reaching to the hill, there's a small dull house. Its look unoccupied, but the light's on. Junsu called for anyone outside the house but there's no answer. So he came closer. He can hear voices talking so he opened the door.
“Annyong! Is there anyone... Ooo”
Seeing Changmin like he was strangling Yoochun make Junsu's face grown darker.
“Am I interrupting?”
[To Be Continue]
A/N : well readers… do not trust easily on rumors… ^^