| Fan Fiction |
by syu_chun
“Junsu!” Yoochun almost shouted as he saw Junsu’s face on his doorway.
In his dream, Junsu came over wearing white clothes with a big smile and shyness upon his face. It was Yoochun who say ‘hi’ first when Junsu opened the door and then Junsu held out his hand for Yoochun to reach. As Yoochun reached that soft hand, Junsu his other palms touched Yoochun’s cheek and he's telling him how he missed him so much. Their intertwined their fingers and it was then Yoochun realize that both of them still wearing their rings. The wedding rings.
Yoochun found it that now, it was a bit different as Junsu wore a dark blue t-shirt with his big sun-glasses. But he did not care. As long it was really Junsu on his doorway.
He called Junsu’s name again and pushed Changmin aside. Roughly...
“Junsu! I…”
“Hi Yoochun.”
It’s Junsu who said ‘hi’ first. He did not smile and he’s far from being shy. It was different from his dream.
“Hi…” Yoochun spoke while trying to hide his broken voice.
Junsu smirked over Changmin who did not moved from his spot behind Yoochun.
“Well Changmin. Nice to see you again! We find him in the same time. I wonder if we actually have the same personal investigator.”
“I’m earlier than you, so will you let me and Yoochun talk without interruption and get your big butt out of here.” Changmin smacked back at Junsu.
“Owh… Possessive little Changmin. Bet is that why I’m seeing both you strangling each other before. Making possession.” Junsu smirked again.
Yoochun felt sudden heat to stand between both men. His eyes never left Junsu as he talked. Remembering every texture of Junsu’s face. As he saw the smirked upon his once soft face, then he knows he made a big mistake by looking at Junsu. Old Junsu never smirked. Old Junsu never mocked.
“Junsu, please come inside and sit down. There’s nothing happen between Changmin and I before. It just…” Yoochun reached out his hand to Junsu. Secretly hoping that it was Junsu who reached his hand first, like what he dreamed at nights. But waiting is too painful. So Yoochun held his hand first. Eventhough it will be different, he still want connected hands for two of them.
“Looking at your last record, that maybe not just a simple strangle you know. But well… who cares.” Junsu stepped inside the small house.
Ignoring Yoochun’s hand. Yoochun looked at his abandon hand and deeply thinking whether he can accepted any more differences. Keeping the faith, he turned to Junsu and smile.
“I’ll make something to drink. Please sit.”
Yoochun quickly rushed to his kitchen to make his head clear. Sudden appearances of Changmin and Junsu was really too much for him to take. He really needed a deep breath before he faces both of them. Worry for him to say something stupid in front of them. Especially to Junsu.
***
“Why are you here?”
“I just want to help.”
“Help? Are you sure? I don’t really know what your intention Junsu. But I don’t really think it’s for Yoochun”
“I could say that you’re a very… very intelligent man Changmin. You always knew. You may know what’s on my mind and I think that you know what happen and the consequences of every action that you and I make.”
“The consequences?! Kim Junsu, I know how you change for all these time. You just lucky that Yoochun didn’t knew about it. So if you don’t bring this out, no one will hurt.”
“No one? Or are you referring to Yoochun.”
“Stop making this complicated for him. I’ve already talked to him before you came. He’s still not over the matter.”
“Then what I am going to tell him is very important for him. He might have his chance again, with Yunho.”
“He is already over about Yunho.”
“What and who else he have in his mind now if it’s not Yunho?!” Junsu rolled his his disbelieving. His sarcastic voice is ringing like a loud bell into Changmin’s ears.
Changmin raised his eyebrows to Junsu in which Junsu’s smirk faded as he somehow understand the meaning of that look.
“Could it be…” Junsu whispered softly to himself.
And with that, Changmin turned over and walked to the kitchen.
***
“Remove the ring! NOW!”
Changmin talked with his low voice to Yoochun as he does not want Junsu hear his order on Yoochun.
“Why both of you suddenly here? Why are you here Changmin?”
“Just remove the ring first!”
“No! You should tell me first! What’s going on?”
Changmin lost his patient over stubborn Yoochun. He held Yoochun’s arms harshly and dragged him enough where both of them could see Junsu.
“Look at him! He doesn’t wear his ring anymore! He’s forgetting you.”
Yoochun tears coming out on the moment he also realize Junsu’s fingers.
“It’s OK… I don’t really…”
Changmin dragged Yoochun back to the kitchen.
“Stop being pathetic and weak. He already gets over you. If he sees you wearing that ring, what will him thinking?”
Changmin waited for Yoochun’s reaction but Yoochun still standing with his damped eyes. Changmin sighed to see how this hurt Yoochun so much. Changmin slowly let go Yoochun’s arms and reached for his wrist. Still looked at Yoochun’s soulless eyes, he gently removed the ring from Yoochun’s finger and put the ring inside his pocket pant without even let go Yoochun’s wrist.
“I’ll keep this for you. At least for a while OK?” Said Changmin and he hold Yoochun wrist firmly while the other hand swept Yoochun tears.
Changmin look at the kitchen door as he heard footsteps.
Junsu standing on that door but his eyes wandered around but not to Yoochun and Changmin who are holding hands.
“Yoochun, I have something to talk about. Would you please be hurry? I need to be back to Seoul after that. I haven’t much time.”
Listen to Junsu’s voice make Yoochun quickly pulled his hand from Changmin and turned to the sink pretending to wash his hand. Not wanting to catch by Junsu that he’s in tears.
“OK. I’ll be there in a minute.” Said Yoochun simply.
Junsu already has forgotten him…
***
“What are you going to say?” Yoochun asked while his eyes to the floor. Once a while, he peeked over Junsu’s finger.
And kept on heartbroken to see no ring on his finger.
“I know that I came here so suddenly and I was being rude before. I’m sorry.”
Changmin almost laughed to see Junsu’s acting. Both of Yoochun and Junsu looked at Changmin who still not looking at them and trying to cover his mocking smile.
“I’m here to tell you something. About someone actually.”
“Was it about my parents? I just called them yesterday and they are OK. By the way, Changmin always visit them so I think that they are fine.”
“Well, it’s not about…”
Junsu word being cut by Changmin suddenly.
“You knew that I always look for them? And yet you still don’t understand how I feel…”
“Changmin please.”
Yoochun said with his low voices. Begging him for not continuing his drama in front of Junsu. Junsu on that time, suspiciously looking at those two and trying to make a combination of all scenes so that he could understand the thing happen between Yoochun and Changmin.
“I said it again. I’m sorry for being here so suddenly and being rude before. I mean it. But I’m here not for clearing whatever happens in the past but I’m here to tell you about someone you really care.”
“Someone I really care? If it wasn’t my parents, then the only person that I would care is yo…”
“Yunho! I’m here because of Yunho.” Junsu quickly said Yunho’s name before Yoochun complete his sentence.
“Yunho?! What happen to him?”
“It’s already 3 months since he’s been…”
“Stop!” Yoochun hold his hand in front of Junsu’s face stop him talked. “I don’t want to listen about him. He has Jaejoong by his side so whatever he faces now, he can through it with his spouse.”
And again Changmin let out his sarcastic laugh. Now it’s so loud it making Yoochun lost his patient over Changmin.
“Would you stop doing that?!”
“Why?! Can’t I laugh for something so funny like that?”
“Why it’s funny. I just saying the truth about Yunho has Jaejoong…”
Junsu cut Yoochun’s word by saying the truth.
“He’s in asylum, Yoochun.”
Yoochun changed his gazed from Changmin to Junsu with his disbelieve eyes. Junsu watched Yoochun without even blinking his eyes.
“And Changmin knew about it too.”
Yoochun change back his gazed to Changmin who avoiding any eyes connection with Yoochun.
“And your parents too.” Junsu continue.
“Yunho is in mental institution? Everyone knew but not me.” Yoochun speak softly almost like he was telling the fact for himself.
The news really gave impact to Yoochun. Was Yunho now supposed to be happy with his life? Jaejoong forgive him for goodness sake. Unlike him, his spouse forgave him and agreed to be together. Totally unlike him and Junsu. Then, why?
“Then, Jaejoong must be next to him by now. Helping him through his tough situation.” Yoochun speak again but slowly this time. In his head, Yunho pictures keep on coming to his mind and he felt his heart hurt. Like being pierced by thousand nail, he forced himself to look positive. Yunho’s words and smile came back through his head.
“Chunnie… look what I brought for you today. A wounded elbow. Your most handsome patient, Jung Yunho waits his turn to be treated by his most beloved boyfriend.”
Yoochun tried to hide his emotion but his shoulder suddenly went rigid and shudder with tears coming out un-stoppable. Junsu knitted his eyebrows and sighed to see Yoochun’s condition. Junsu continue talking.
“Yes, Jae must be with him now. But I don’t think it’s working well for Yunho.”
“And… and … w…why is… that?” Yoochun almost failed to speak properly.
“Because it was Jaejoong and I who are responsible for Yunho’s condition right now.”
Yoochun clutched his heart wailed for the forgotten Jung Yunho…
[To be Continue]