| Fan Fiction |
by syu_chun
Today is Yunho’s bachelor party. Celebrating the last day Yunho living as a single man. Tomorrow he’ll be living in a different world, with a girl that he’ll take his vows to. Yoochun could see how everyone tries to bring Yunho to the dance floor. He’ll politely refuse and keep on shaking his head. The others will force him to sing something from the karaoke box and he still refuses it politely. Never like to express his true self. He can always say that he refuse because he hate dancing and singing but he will never say something that can hurt others. He doesn’t have guts to make himself prime. Yoochun hate him for that.
Yunho keep on saying thank you everytime people congratulating him. What a fake smile! Yoochun really hate him for that.
Yoochun decide to go to the toilet. He let himself lock inside one the toilet. Lock himself from Yunho. Sighing deeply and started to light a cigarette. He feels lonely without Yunho and wondering if Yunho ever feel the same way. Yoochun cannot express how he hates Yunho.
Try to find peace in that small place when he heard someone enter the toilet and whispering his name.
“Yoochunnie… are you here? I want to talk something to you.” Yoochun can heard Yunho’s voice clearly even though he used his small voice. Yoochun take a deep breath and try to think rationally.
Yes, maybe all that they need is to talk, so he stands up and try to unlock the toilet so they can speak face to face. But Yunho stop him and ask him to stay inside and just listen without any replying.
“Just stay and listen… please.” Yoochun can hear his desperate voice through the door.
“Chunnie… I…” Yoochun can hear his voice crack. Yoochun put his forehead against the door.
“Chunnie… you know why all this happen right. Things happen to my family and this is the only way that I can bring my family release from this entire burden. I know… I know that you think that I’m so weak. I can’t stand to my own wants and decision. If only I could find another solution Chunnie-ya. I will never… ever… ever Chunnie…” Yunho’s said.
“Please forgive me even though I don’t deserve it. You are welcome to the ceremony tomorrow. Goodbye Park Yoochun.” Said Yunho before he gone from the toilet. Yoochun's face wet with his tears. All that Yoochun can do now is sobbing uncontrollably inside the toilet. Yunho always know how to make him cry and heartbroken. Still, Yoochun love him so much. For that, Yoochun hate Yunho and sadly he hate himself more.
***
1st May 2009 – Yunho’s Wedding Day
“Yunho-ya, there’s a phone call for you” told his cousin who attended to his ceremony. Yunho been surrounded by three designers of his wedding tuxedo.
“From whom?” Yunho simply asked.
“Yoochun.” And so Yunho stretch his hand to get hold to the cell phone and ask the designers to go away. Yunho brought himself and cell phone to the big windows and start answering the calls.
“Hello.”
“Hi.” Yoochun simply answer.
“Where are you? Are you coming?” Asked Yunho
“Sorry I can’t. Something happen suddenly. Well, surely you don’t want me object your marriage right?” Yoochun ended with a fake laugh.
“Chunnie… I…” Yunho breathe out slowly.
“Yunho-ya... ” Yoochun end his conversation right away. He tries not to let his crack voice to be clear.
“Chun... please... ”
“Tell me. Tell me about the tuxedo you wear today. We always talk about tuxedo.” Yoochun cut Yunho’s word quickly. The last thing he wants to hear today is Yunho’s sad voice. Yoochun can hear Yunho’s small laugh over the phone.
“Emm... I wore double-breasted jacket... matching with the trousers.” Yunho said as he examines himself.
“Color?” Yoochun simply ask.
“White” short anwser from Yunho. Both of them take a quiet moment as both remember the day they discuss about tuxedo. Yoochun likes black tuxedo as it will look very stylish and exclusive. For Yunho, he will agree whatever Yoochun likes.
“Vest?” ask Yoochun to cover the awkwardness between them.
“The vest was backless... with that... an ascot...” Yunho stop when Yoochun cut his word.
“Why it is not a cravat? You always say that you want to wear cravat.” Yoochun asked.
The blunt question from Yoochun makes him fall silent. The reason he actually want to wear cravat is so that he can put a piece of alphabet accessories of 'HC'. It represents HoChun. Yunho and Yoochun.
“Cravat is too sophisticated.” he simply said. The last thing he wants to do now is to make the man over the phone crying. Yunho can hear small laugh from Yoochun now.
“Chunnie... do you know... I'm wearing a black socks and shoes.” Yunho states his foolishness.
“Hahaha... Yunho-ya... don't you learn the basic of tuxedo? You should be worn white socks and shoes when you wore white tuxedo.” Yoochun laugh again. Yunho can taste the bitter from his laugh.
“I don't want everything to be perfect.” the word he said contains of thousand meanings and he hope that Yoochun realize that everything wasn't his consent.
“Yet, you are already a masterpiece. You do not need anything to reach the perfection.” Yoochun cannot hide his crack voice anymore.
“Chunnie... everything is...”
“Not according to plan... yes, I know. Not need to tell me.”
“Where are you? Are you really not coming?”
“Then, I will really going to object your marriage.” Yoochun laugh after that and Yunho slowly form a smile on his face.
Just then, Yunho's cousin calls him and said that there only 5 minutes left before the ceremony. Yoochun hear it too so he decided to end their conversation.
“Hey Jung Yunho! I wish you have a happy force marriage and lots of force children.” Yoochun practically screaming and he laugh loudly. Yunho wipe the tears on his face and laugh along with him.
“And thanks for telling about your tuxedo. I'll make sure I'll be wearing something better when it comes to me.” Yoochun said again.
“Yeah...thanks… Chun... so this is it.” Yunho said and both fall silent again. Yunho admit that he feel his heart stop beating as Yoochun hints that he’ll be marry to someone one day. But is that what he’s actually doing to Yoochun now?
“Yes. It will be our last tuxedo talk.” Yoochun said. There's a heavy sigh came out from his mouth.
“Hmm... our last tuxedo. Bye Yoochun.”
Then, a long beep sound over the phone tell Yunho that Yoochun end the call. He never knows if he ever gets call from him again. One thing that really sure, they will never discuss about tuxedo like they used to be. Just then, was their last tuxedo conversation.