Fan Fiction

MINE

by syu_chun

Chapter 5

Letter… from Kim Jaejoong (Yunjae)

Jung Yunho just came back to his house. Changmin, his assistance, walk closely behind him and start telling him the next schedule that restore for him. Yunho seems to listen it carelessly but somehow every word that came out from Changmin’s mouth is taken seriously. Once a while, he’ll slip over Changmin’s word and asking the progress of their job.

Yunho sat on his sofa while Changmin stand behind him to precede his job by telling Yunho his list-to-do for today.

“From 3 p.m, you have a meeting with the *Kkangpae gang from Busan to discuss over the matter of…” changmin word being cut by Yunho.

“You go for the meeting. I have to see Jaejoong at 3 p.m.” Yunho said as an order to Changmin. Changmin bow to him once and start reschedule Yunho’s timetable.

Yunho start stretching his legs and put them on the small desk in front of the sofa. He turns on the television. He looks his legs over the desk and found something on it. A letter to be exact, but it look different as there is no stamp on it and the only word over the cover is ‘정윤호’. He knows the handwriting over that letter.

He quickly takes the letter and rips over the cover. Changmin who busy with rescheduling the timetable also stop and looks over Yunho. From behind he can see Yunho’s back and he can see how Yunho’s head move to right and left as he read the letter with a fast speed.

Finished reading it, Yunho lay back over the sofa and there’s no word came out from his mouth. Changmin slowly reach closer behind Yunho.

“Sir, is there something wrong?” he asked Yunho.

Yunho has a big frown over his face and Changmin cannot deny the handsome looks that Yunho has. Even when he looks so depressed with workload and the burden on him, he still manages to look handsome. Changmin silently agree the reasons why did his boss give Yunho the position that he is now. ‘The Heartbreaker’.

“Sir? Are you OK?” asked Changmin again as Yunho did not give him any responded. Yunho let a long sigh and stand up.

“I will be there.” Yunho said quickly.

“Sorry?”

“I said I’ll be there. The meeting with Busan Kkangpae.” Yunho said it with his low dangerous voice before he step out from the living room and walk to his bedroom.

Changmin bow to him again when Yunho start walking away. Changmin look with his eyes at the behind of the most handsome man in his history as he walks suavely to his room. Something must go wrong. Jaejoong is very important to that man. Very important unless… Changmin snapped over his thought.

“The letter…” Changmin talk softly as his hand takes the letter on the sofa. He quickly read over the letter and once a while let out heavy sigh.

Dear Yunho,
Remember the first day we met each other? Wasn’t it like a coincident? I’ve been travelling alone in America and the mobs over there kidnapped me and you were like from heaven, came over and rescue me. Since that day, I fall in love with you. You bring me back to Korea safely and sent me home but my father scolded you and throws you out. Saying all the accusing words on you but you never give up on me. And again I fall for you. But still, I want you to forgive my father for his over protectiveness. He is a great father to me.

I admit it, I hate my father to accuse you as the person that Kkangpae paid to use me to get him. How can I believe it Yunho-ya… you are the person that fills me. You fill my heart with your smile and love. I’m trapped and I can’t find my own way out.

Yunho-ya… for now all I want to be is a Leafhopper. Remember that day, we talk about leafhopper. They sleep in a moment before they discarded the skin and born like a new leafhopper. With all the tension for both of us, make me want to be leafhopper.

Yunho-ya… I want to sleep for now… I’ll be sleeping until that day will come. The day that we are not been separating because of our family. I know I am weak. If the living is so cruel, than I rather to let go the living world. But now, I do not regret the time that I want to spend with you has ended. It’s only for a short while… but it’s enough.

I want you to forgive me for having always put the entire burden on you. When I look over the sad face over you, I felt like I would fall apart, and I was unable to tell you my true feelings.

Yunho…. I love you. Wherever I go… I always do… and I’m sorry for everything

Love,
Kim Jaejoong

Changmin end up ripping the letter. Is this show that Yunho already finish his work? All he has to do is too make Kim’s family suffer for what they have done to their Kkangpae. How far has Yunho go until Jaejoong send a letter like that? Changmin hear footsteps as Yunho came out from his room.

“Come on, we have so many things to do.” ordered Yunho.

Changmin bow to him again and he want to shut down the television and he stops as he heard Jaejoong’s name been said by the news teller.

“Kim Jaejoong, son of the Mr. Kim, The Chief Inspector of Seoul, has been in a car crash on 5 a.m today. Authorities say 23-year-old Kim Jaejoong is in critical condition at the Med Center in Seoul after he was struck by a car. He died in the way to Med Center. According to witnesses, Kim Jaejoong has been driving in a fast speed before his car lost control and hit the divider. There are no other…”

Changmin look deep into Yunho’s face as the news been told. His face look pale but there’s no reaction of sadness or regret or even sympathy. Is it because he’s been trained like that since young?

“Let’s go Changmin.” Said the Right-man of Seoul Kkangpae again. Changmin bow to him again and follow him through the door. There are a lot of things that Changmin have in his mind for the moments. For sure, he think that no matter how handsome Jung Yunho looks, falling for him will never a good options. Just because, he such a manipulative bastard!

[END]

*Kkangpae= mobs/mafia in korean