| Fan Fiction |
by Erii
I just looked in the mirror and smiled. The wig didn't really fit me, and the dress felt weird, but it was okay. I was still wondering about the kiss scenes. Jonghyun hadn't even mentioned them. I just pouted and wondered if Jonghyun thought I looked cute in the dress and with the hair.
«O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo? Deny thy father and refuse thy name;
Or, if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love, And I'll no longer be a Capulet.» I just practiced the lines and smiled a little.
«Shall I hear more, or shall I speak at this?»
I turned around and saw Jonghyun stand in the door grinning.
«You think I look cute?!» I just asked and spun around in the dress with the angel wings. Jonghyun just shook his head, and I pouted kind of disappointed.
«I like you better when you look like Key!» He just answered and stepped forward turning me towards the mirror, putting his head on my shoulder.
«Don't you think we look good together?» He whispered and I blushed.
«Better than the real Romeo and Juliet...» I just whispered back and tried to turn my head towards him, but he pushed it back to the mirror.
Something was placed into my hand and he just kissed my cheek before he was gone again. He was going on the stage now.
I opened my palm and looked at the paper lying there. I slowly unfolded it and read it.
''Will you be my Juliet forever?
If so.. kiss me in the play and I'll be with you forever''
I just looked at the paper before almost jumping up and down. Was he asking me to be his boyfriend like this? Not really romantic, but... I would have my kissing scene, and a real one at that.
«Jonghyun~» I just whined and looked up to see Taemin stand in the door grinning.
«Can I see?» He reached out his hand and I just put the paper close to my chest.
«Nooo~»
«Key! Come on!» Taemin started running after me, but I just avoided him. We could hear the play going on and it would soon be our turn to be on. Taemin got a hold of me and read the note while chuckling.
«Will you be my Juliet? Pssh,... Hilarious!» Taemin just pinched my head and laughed. «Please Key, be my Juliet!» He sat down on his knees joking around. I just hit his head and looked up as Minho was standing in the door shaking his head.
«We're on...»
*3rd Person Pov*
The clapping hands stopped clapping and the light was all now on the stage.
«Wooooo!» Daesung jumped out on the stage wearing the hilarious silver dress, TOP following after as Benvolio.
Jonghyun stepped in on the other side as Romeo, his hair even combed like the real Romeo. So perfect!
«What, shall this speech be spoke for our excuse? Or shall we on without a apology?»
The play had begun!
The crowd was taken into the scene, the scene ended when Romeo said the last lines
«fear, too early: for my mind misgives. Some consequence yet hanging in the stars Shall bitterly begin his fearful date. With this night's revels and expire the term Of a despised life closed in my breast. By some vile forfeit of untimely death. But He, that hath the steerage of my course, Direct my sail! On, lusty gentlemen.»
The light went off and when the light came on again, the scene was now like a ballroom and G-D, dressed up as Cleopatra like Juliet's mom came down the stairs that was set in the middle of the stage with Minho, Capulet by his side.
«Welcome, gentlemen! ladies that have their toes. Unplagued with corns will have a bout with you. Ah ha, my mistresses! which of you all Will now deny to dance? she that makes dainty, She, I'll swear, hath corns; am I come near ye now?»
The play went on and Key came out as Juliet, seeing Romeo through the glass before disappearing in the crowd, dancing with her fiancé.
And then the elevator scene came, people were holding their breath, but gasping when Jonghyun and Key started acting. It was so real.
«If I profane with my unworthiest hand. This holy shrine, the gentle fine is this: My lips, two blushing pilgrims, ready stand. To smooth that rough touch with a tender kiss.»
The kiss was placed on Key's lips and the girls in the crowd just crossed their arms in jealousy. Finally Jonghyun was single, and there he was kissing yet another boy.
Everything went smooth, even the balcony scene was perfect and even the girls that had just been jealous was squeaking when Romeo kissed Juliet again.
There the play ended, the light was turned off and when it came back on again, the SHINee group came out, even though Onew was missing. They sang the Juliette song and then Big Bang came on the stage doing the song ''Haru Haru''
Everyone started clapping and everyone was happy that they didn't have to see the sad part of the play. Key just grinned from ear to ear as he walked down from the scene and saw his mother wave at him. He waved back before he disappeared behind the stage and found the rest changing clothes.
Jonghyun pulled Key into his arms hugging him tight. Key just giggled and the rest just rolled their eyes.
«SEUNGRI!» Seungri just closed his eyes and looked down, a little shy before he turned around, trying his best to look annoyed.
«You were sooo good!» G-D put his arms around Seungri and kissed his cheek playfully. Seungri just smiled a little before he hit G-D's head playfully.
«You too!» He just answered and tried to wiggle himself out of G-D's grip.
«Look, you're so beautiful!»G-D turned him towards the mirror, and Seungri just looked at them. His heart beating faster. He really liked G-D and for some reason every time G-D called him pretty he would feel more pretty
«YEAH! Seungri is sooo beautiful!» Daesung suddenly jumped forward and hugged around both Sengri and G-D. G-D looked over at Daesung and winked at him. Daesung just smiled and let both of them go and Seungri was almost piercing Dae with his gaze.
«Daesung is also quite pretty!» G-D just said and everyone in the room was suddenly looking over at them. Dae just laughed and everyone regretted looking that way. Somehow Daesung's smile was even bigger now than usual.
«Daesung is prettier than everyone!» Seungri just joked before rolling his eyes.
«Nope!» Jonghyun suddenly said and pulled Key forward. «Key is!»
«OMG! What to do with those kids?» Taeyang just asked TOP and shook his head. TOP just shrugged his shoulders before turning Taeyang towards him. He pulled Taeyang so close that he could whisper something into Taeyang's ear.
«But no matter what.. You're still the most beautiful!»
Daesung looked up at TOP and Taeyang and the smile left his face for some seconds before he suddenly felt someone taking his hand. He turned around and saw G-D holding his hand while holding around Seungri with the other one, looking unaffected by it. No one else seemed to realize, and Dae just smiled and looked down.
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*3rd Person Pov -
Taecyeon and Onew*
«Onew! Don't start with me!»
«Fuck off!»
«You know you'll regret it later!»
«I said FUCK OFF!»
«Whats wrong with you, eh? What did I do now?!»
«You just can't keep your nose out of my life can you?!»
«No.. Because I want to be in your life!»
Onew snorted before he turned around and glared at Taecyeon. He had told him that he was going to surprise him, and here he was standing outside the school.
«Why?» His voice was just a whisper. Taecyeon just wouldn't let him off would he?
«Why I want to be in your life?»
«No.. Why do you want me to make up with them?»
«You need your friends!»
«Why? Are you going to leave me again?» The thought suddenly hit Onew straight in his face. Taecyeon had been bugging him about going with him to the states, but he refused... Was Taecyeon now going to dump him to his friends again and leave him. Not again~!
«No! All I want is to see you happy, and you’re the happiest with your friends!»
Onew just closed his eyes. He already knew it. Taecyeon was lying again.
Taecyeon just furrowed his eyebrows. He was so worried about Onew, he had no idea what to do.
«Come.. The play should be over now..» He dragged Onew towards the roof.
«Taecyeon.. Would you cry if I died?!»
Taecyeon froze and turned towards Onew with a furious glare.
«What did you say?!»
Onew just looked away, not wanting to repeat it.
«If you die... Of course I would cry! I would cry until there were no more tears left to cry... But you're not even allowed to think that way! You hear me!?»
Onew just nodded. The hand Taecyeon was holding was almost blue now since Taec was holding it too tight.
«I'm sorry!» Taec lifted Onew's hand and placed a gentle kiss on the palm. «Don't scare me like that!»
Onew just nodded his head and looked down. He was already hurting.. He wanted TOP to be there and comfort him like he did last time. He wanted Jonghyun to love him. He wanted G-D to hit his arm and rub his head playfully. He wanted Minho to stare at him with those eyes that knew everything going on. But he couldn't have that! He didn't need them.. He should be able to live his own life! Be strong, and... alone!
He stopped outside the bathroom.
«Can I have 5 minutes?» He asked and just made puppy eyes. He really needed Taecyeon to believe him now.
«No..!»
«I promise you I'll come after you!» Onew looked all serious. «Take it as my word of trust!»
Taecyeon just crossed his arms.
«You don't trust me?»
«Fine! But when I'm up there I'll start taking the time, so you better be there in 5 minutes!»
Onew just nodded his head, smiling. He stepped into the bathroom, waited a few seconds and saw Taecyeon walk down the hall. He just let out a sigh before he walked over to the sink. He just smiled and looked at himself in the mirror.
«Alone...» He just whispered and a tear slowly fell from his eye. «Stupid...» He pulled out the knife he had been carrying around with him lately.
«Mean...» He let the knife touch the skin on his wrist and he just smiled. He slit a small cut and a little blood started coming from the wound.
He dipped his finger in it and looked over at the mirror again. Then he slowly started writing on the mirror. The first letter 'N'
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«Where is Onew?» TOP crossed his arms and stared at Taecyeon.
«He needed a few minutes, he'll be here soon...»
TOP just rolled his eyes and turned back to the rest who had for some reason stepped back when Taecyeon came out on the roof.
«This isn't worth my time!» Minho just said and pulled Taemin closer. He had been preparing a date for Taemin.. Not a gathering to meet Onew who managed to lie himself out of everything.
«Minho...» TOP just looked at him and let out a sigh again.
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Onew smiled and dipped his finger again. 'O'
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«I watched him cry himself to sleep yesterday.. He is hurting, so please just listen to him!» Taecyeon was almost begging them. He looked at the watch. It had been 2 minutes already.
«Oh... And you don't think I've seen him cry himself to sleep?!» TOP stepped forward, suddenly angry at the other one for knowing so little.
«And you want to know why he cried?» TOP continued. «Because a bastard left him heartbroken without a word, and suddenly the news about girlfriends and a fiancè started running in...»
Taecyeon stepped back... It was like a hit in his face.
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'W'. Onew wiped the tear away, causing blood to be smeared on his cheek. He just smiled through the tears. No more pain. No one would be able to hate him anymore. He wasn't going to hurt anyone anymore.
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«He came to me... Crying so hard, clutching his heart, telling me all about his love for you! I promised him to be by his side, forever!»
Taecyeon stepped forward again.
«Then how come you and Onew aren't friends anymore then!?»
«Because he pushed me away!»
«Why did you let him?!»
«Why did you leave him to begin with?!»
«I had to! I had no choice!»
«Don't talk to me like you know it all! Do you know how much it hurt to see Onew like that.. See him dying in front of me like that? See him change into a ghost!?»
«I HAD NO CHOICE! And I came back!»
«Only to leave him again!»
Taeyang grabbed TOP to prevent him from flying at Taecyeon.
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'...' «Dot...Dot...Dot» Onew cut the cut deeper and just shook his head. Now Taecyeon could go away and forget him and be free!
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«Can't we just relax!» Jonghyun stepped forward, all calm. Or he acted all calm, but deep down he wasn't sure what to think. This guy had been Onew's all along. This was the guy that Onew had loved all the time, and what had he been? Something he just accepted to have fun with.
«You are Jonghyun, right?» Taecyeon looked at the guy that he had seen only once before. Jonghyun just nodded and pulled Key closer to him.
«Key...» Taecyeon said and pointed at Key with a smile. The cute boy that seemed to always have his eyes on Jonghyun. Key just pouted and stepped even closer to Jonghyun.
«Stop talking to Key! He doesn't have anything to do with this!» Taemin stepped forward and just sent the guy a death glare. «Onew only hurt him, so don't you dare talk to him!»
Taecyeon just stepped back. Whatever Onew had done it wasn't something good. He pitied the poor boy, but he knew why Onew did it all. All because he once was the one to hurt him.
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'C' «Just like taeCyeon!» He just smiled and hit the wall next to the mirror. His arm was now burning, but for some reason.. It was quite good!
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«Teamin.. I don't mind!» Key just said and smiled. He somehow didn't feel like hating Onew for the things he did, and the way Taecyeon seemed to care for Onew... There was something there. Plus that Jonghyun now was more or less his.
«You think Onew would be my friend?» Key just smiled and Taecyeon just shook his head.
«Nah.. You're not the type he likes»
«Oh...» Key just looked down, but Jonghyun chuckled.
«But you're just my style!» Jonghyun whispered.
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'R' Onew was slowly getting dizzy. He just wanted to get over with it!
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«CHEESY!» G-D just added in and laughed, making everyone look at him. «What?» He just asked and tried to avoid the annoyed look TOP was giving him.
«Fine, Seungri is just my style too!»
TOP just let out a frustrated sigh. G-D was just too stupid.
Daesung just looked down kind of left out, but he just smiled and kept looking up. Seungri was huffing next to him and Dae just hugged him.
«You love G-D don't you?» Dae just whispered into his ear and Seungri just sent him an annoyed glare.
«YOU DOOO~!» Daesung suddenly whined and again everyone looked their way.
«But... He does!»
«He does what?!» TOP asked.
«He wants to..» Seungri answered and looked at Daesung. «To throw this guy off the roof!»
«But you do..?» Dae just whispered.
«To throw you off the roof? Yes!»
«Seungri~»
«Fine..» Seungri clasped his hand in front of Daesung's mouth. «I do!» Dae's excited scream was muffled and everyone just turned their attention away from them. Everyone except G-D who was just looking at them smiling, but somehow one of the boys had his attention a little more than the other.
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'Y' Onew just sighed and drew the last symbol '!' before he dropped down on the floor, his hand hitting the sink and in the process making him wince in pain and let the knife to slip out of his hand. He crawled after it and got it. He looked up and saw the writing on the mirror, he started shaking and before he could change his mind he drove the knife down on his wrist the blood flowing out over the floor. A gasp escaped his lips and he just let out a muffled scream.
He looked back up at the mirror and like in a flash all the faces he loved came into his mind. TOP, Jonghyun, G-D, Minho and most of all, Taecyeon. He wasn't ready to leave them. He just couldn't!
He started crying like mad realizing what was happening. He grabbed his wrist trying to make the blood stay inside his arm, but it was just pumping straight out of his vein.
«Taecyeon... Save me!» He shook in fear, his entire body trembling. He was so scared. Where was Taecyeon? Wasn't he supposed to come back and look for him?!
«Someone...» He whispered it out, feeling the dullness come slowly.
«Nonononono~ !» He fought the darkness, tears streaming down his face.
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«So you say that you only left Onew because of your dad?» TOP asked and furrowed his eyebrows.
«Yeah... I know I was stupid to obey him, but there is nothing I can do about that! Just try to make up for my mistakes!»
«He doesn't sound too bad!» G-D just said and shrugged his shoulders.
TOP just shrugged his shoulders too, kind of agreeing.
Jonghyun just nodded. Taecyeon was better off with Onew. He really cared, and he had been through a lot too. Even though the things Onew had said to him had hurt he would love to be Onew's friend again! Everything seemed to be better now that Taecyeon had explained them everything!
«Let's just try to be nice when he comes!» Minho said and looked at Taemin that just smiled and nodded his head holding his hands up in the air like he swore on it.
«Yeah... GROUP HUG!» Daesung said and started jumping up and down. He knew nothing about Onew, but it seemed like the right thing to do when he would come.
«When we are talking about right that... Where is he?»
Taecyeon froze and looked at the watch. It had been 15 minutes. How could he be so stupid forgetting about that?! He turned and started running, Jonghyun following right after him. He somehow got a bad feeling when Taecyeon started running like mad.
«NOOO!» The scream echoed through the hall and Jonghyun ran into the bathroom. His eyes landed on Taecyeon lying over something on the floor, hugging it screaming.
He looked up and his stomach made a twist and he felt like fainting. On the mirror it was written 'NOW...CRY!' with blood. He looked down and saw the traces of it everywhere on the floor and the river of blood coming from the body lying in Taecyeon’s arms.
He clutched his hand in front of his mouth before he stumbled out of the bathroom. The rest came towards them and Key caught Jonghyun when he fell.
«What's wrong?!» Everyone froze, hearing the cries and seeing Jonghyun so weak and pale. It made them all so scared!
«Call... an ambulance!» Jonghyun just gasped and before he could warn anyone he threw up.
«SHIT!» TOP swore and pushed open the bathroom door. «Oh.. shit...» He just stepped back and pulled out the phone. Taeyang just walked in and even he had to turn his head away for a second.
Daesung and Seungri wanted to go see, but TOP held them back.
«Don't...» He just whispered. Key was sitting next to Jonghyun, stroking his back, trying to calm him down. Jonghyun’s body was shaking and he was just crying, the shock still making him all weak. Key hugged him, and he started shaking too. He was so afraid now. What had made Jonghyun go so mad, and made TOP look so scared as he called for the ambulance?
«DON'T TOUCH HIM?!» The scream in agony made everyone look up.
Taeyang’s voice was all calm and his hands firm as he pushed away Taecyeon’s arms and tried to find the pulse on the side of Onew’s neck. His fingers dancing over the skin there, searching for the small beating that should be there.
«Tie this over his wound!» Taeyang held out a piece of his shirt. «And do it tight!» Taecyeon just did as he was told and Taeyang went back looking for the pulse. Taecyeon was just sitting there with Onew in his arms, rivers of tears flowing down his cheek's.
Taeyang stood up, his face all white now suddenly.
«Taecyeon... Onew is...» He stopped and looked away for a second.
«He is....»
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