| Fan Fiction |
by Erii
Soft sobs escaped your lips as you fell down on your knees. Your heart aching so bad. The tears streams down your face, but you doesn't even try to stop them. You get up from the ground again. Tries to wash the dirt away from your pants, but your knees give in again and you fall down on the ground.
You close your eyes and looks up at the sign blinking over your head. You know what this is. You also know you're not even old enough to enter a place like this. You just get up and push the door open. You enter a bar-looking-room. Couches are placed around, curtains hanging down shielding the thing happening behind them. The entire room smells like alcohol and sweaty bodies.
You look up and meet the eyes of a young boy standing in front of you. The boy just wipes away your tears, trying to reassure you that everything will be fine. You just continue to cry. The boy looks lost and turn around to look of anyone is watching you. The boy looks young, too young to be working at a place like this. Younger than you, but the boy is cute. Big eyes filled with concern, black eyelashes making shadows down the face and chubby cheeks, and plumb sweet lips. Lips that would be able to make you forget. Forget the pain in your heart
«Come..» The boy puts one supporting arm around you, dragging you towards one of the rooms where they take the customers. But entering the room, he just smiles and puts you gently down on the bed. He smiles and strokes your hair.
«I'll go get you something that will make you feel better!» The boy just announces and pats your head before running out of the room.
You sniff and lie down on the bed. You don't want the boy to leave the room. He gives you a feeling of love. He returns with a glass filled with juice and places it on the bed stand.
«Please drink! You'll feel better!» The boy's voice is like an angel, so soft, like music for the ears.
You just nods and grabs the glass drinking the juice, not caring about the strange taste...
The boys climbs into the bed with you, pulling you into his arms, letting you cry on his shoulder. He strokes your back, and slowly you feel something start pulling you down. Into a darkness. You know you've been drugged, but you don't care. You trust the boy. The boy you just met for the first time right now. But you know you can trust him.. You just knows it!
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*3rd Person Pov*
«How is he doing?» Taeyang asked as he entered the hospital room. TOP just looked up and then back at Taecyeon.
«He'll be fine! The one who knocked him down knew how to do it without hurting him too much, but getting maximum effect...»
«Onew knows karate..» Key just mumbles and everyone already knows it deep down that it's Onew's work.
«Why would he tape him to a chair, and then knock him down, or the other way around?!» Taemin just asks as he looks over at Taecyeon who is just lying in the bed, a bandage wrapped around his head.
«Did you know.. Taecyeon had a fiancé?» TOP just asks the rest.
«No, that was just something he faked as his father was still alive..» Jonghyun says. He got to hear the story from Taecyeon back when Onew still was Jinki.
«His father.. is still alive..» TOP just said quietly and everyone looked at TOP.
«Taecyeon... lied?!»
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You open your eyes slowly as you feel the cool wind ruffling your hair. You look around and find yourself in a small white room. White curtains are shaking in the wind coming through the window. You turn around and finds out you're lying on a soft, small bed with blue bed sheets. The only furniture in the room is the desk standing under the window and the small closet. The room gives you the feeling of a prison, but at the same time freedom.
The door opens up and the boy from last night enters with a smile. He is carrying a plate with some bread and scrambled eggs. He smiles as he sits down next to the bed and puts the plate on the bed while looking up at you with those big innocent eyes. He holds up some egg in front of your mouth and you just let him feed you.
«Feeling better?»
The voice makes you look at him, and he just blushes as he continues to feed you. You just nod your head even though you're not sure it is a lie or not.
«What's your name?»
You look up at the boy and just smile a weak smile. «Onew..» You whisper and the boy just nods his head and pats yours.
«I'm Lee Jaejin!»
~Onew Pov~
I just looked at the boy and somehow again I got this feeling. That I could trust him.
«Why did you cry?» He just asked as he removed the now empty plate. I just closed my eyes, feeling the pain rush into my chest again.
*FLASHBACK*
«Onew.. There is something I have to tell you»
Onew just stood up from the floor and eyed the bags.
«You're leaving me again?!!» Onew asked. His eyes filled with tears. Taec just bit on his bottom lip as he just turned his face away.
«I lied to you...» He just whispered and Onew stepped closer to Taec. What was he saying?! Now that everything seemed perfect?!
«My father... He's still alive.. I thought he wouldn't find me because I led all the traces to Japan, but he did!»
Onew just stepped back again. The father that found out about them, that refused Taec to see him?!
«I'm getting married..»
Onew's knees gave in and he just fell down to the floor. That couldn't be possible. He knew Taec was older than him. He knew he had a fiancé, but he told him it was only a fake fiancé, an actress...
«His men found me yesterday. I have no choice Onew!» Onew stumbled back on his feet. Of course he had a choice.
«No choice? What do you mean?» Onew fell down in front of Taec's feet. Tears running freely down his face now. «Stay here with me! I.. I love you!» Onew grabbed onto Taec's legs hugging them tight.
«I'll be getting married in a month..»
«Taecyeon.. You DO have a choice! Say no..» Onew continued, his entire body shaking and Taec did nothing, but just stand there.
«With my fiancè...»
«Taecyeon!» Onew shook the legs so hard that Taecyeon fell down on the floor. «Run away with me! Let's go somewhere where your dad can't find us! We can live together, be happy! Please run away with me!»
«She is pregnant...»
«Huh...!?»
Onew just stared at Taecyeon and it was like everything stopped up. Tears stopped running, time stopped and the only thing still moving was the heartbeat that for every beat became heavier and heavier, hurting more and more.
«I made her pregnant.. I slept with her..» Nothing more, but a whisper.
«I don't care! Stay with me!» Onew threw himself on Taecyeon hugging him tightly. Not caring if the other was unfaithful or if he lied. It didn't matter to him.
«I didn't know she would get pregnant..»
«Please.. She can survive without you, I can't!»
Taecyeon just looked at Onew and shook his head.
«You've got friends to take care of you..»
«NOO~!» Onew grabbed Taecyeon and pulled him back in his feet. «I won't let you go!» Onew just said and hugged Taec close.
He pulled Taec with him to the kitchen. Taec just followed like a lifeless doll. Wouldn't it have been better if Onew didn't come tonight?! Wouldn't it be better if Onew just stayed with Key and Jonghyun?!
Onew placed Taecyeon on a chair and found some brown tape.
«I won't let you go! Not again!» He started strapping Taec to the chair, tears running down his face while he was doing it. «You'll be here with me forever!»
«Onew.. I won't! Even if you tie me up and put me in a dark dungeon, I won't stay with you.. I have to go..»
«Why..?! WHY!?»
«Because.. I don't love you, not now that I'll have a baby...»
Onew felt the anger rise in him. The anger he hadn't felt since he changed. All he could see was a lier sitting in front of him, and without managing to stop himself he slapped Taecyeon over the face. Taecyeons head flew to the side and he almost fell over with the entire chair. His cheek was slowly getting red.
«You like to torture me, don't you?! First you make me confess, tell you I love you and behind your back you already have the plans to leave me?! Getting married?!»
Onew slapped Taecyeon again, but this time he tipped over with the chair. Tears were now running down Taec's face, but he was still not saying anything.
«You just enjoy hurting me, don't you. Again and again you do it! AGAIN AND AGAIN!» Onew jerked Taec and the chair back up from the floor by his hair.
«Onew.. baby..» Taec just whispered it, but the nickname made Onew laugh out loud.
«Baby?!»
«Stop it, baby...» Taec just said and looked up at Onew, his eyes so clear from the tears, hurt written in them. «Just let me go..» He continued.
«You don't love me?» Onew sobbed and sat down on Taec's lap, trying to kiss him, but Taec just turned his head away.
«I do.. But I can't be with you..»
Onew stood up and just let out a hurt scream, screaming out all the pain.
«Baby,.. Don't scare me!» Taecyeon just sobbed and looked at the one he loved the most in the world. He didn't want Onew to go crazy, but he couldn't do anything else. It was for the best of them.
Onew just dropped down on the floor and sat there before he suddenly stood up. Before Taec could say anything more Onew had hit the back off his head, making him unconscious in an instant. He leaned over to Taec's face and kissed his lips. Maybe it was for the last time. With that he escaped the mansion. Running. Just running wherever his legs would take him...
*END FLASHBACK*
«I.. I just want to forget..» I whispered and JaeJin just nodded his head like he could understand me.
I suddenly looked out in the room again. Where was I really?! Was this the room Jaejin brought me into last night?
«Where...»
«Oh.. I took you back to my place! It's not much.. Only this room, and the bathroom everyone uses in the entire block, and the shared kitchen for this floor...»
«Thank you..» I just whispered and Jaejing just smiled, but I really meant it. If Jaejing wasn't the one finding me when I entered that whore house... I didn't even want to know what would have happened. Getting my memory fucked out did actually sound good though!
«I've always wanted a best friend!» Jaejin just said and bit on his bottom lip, blushing. «Will you be my best friend?!»
«You never had a best friend before?» I asked and Jaejin just looked away. «No..» He whispered and I couldn't understand how such a nice boy never had a best friend before.
A loud squeek from car tires could be heard from outside and Jaejin flew over to the window and looked down at the road before he looked back at me. His eyes filled with worries.
«Hide under my bed!» He just commented, and again I trusted him and rolled out of the bed and under the bed.
He took the empty plate and pushed it under there next to me.
Just a minute later the door was almost kicked open. All I could see was a pair of black shoes.
«You think you can leave work like that!?» A painful yelp was heard. The man had grabbed Jaejin's hair and threw him into the wall.
«Running away, you whore!? Do I pay you for not being there?! NO! I pay you to fuck people!»
I just watched as Jaejin was thrown down on the floor. His eyes met mine, and he looked away in shame as the man kicked him in the stomach. Jaejin was jerked off the floor again, only to get a punch towards his face. The punches continued, and a tear in shock ran down my face. How could someone be so mean to beat up Jaejin?! And the worst thing,.. It was my fault.
«You better come tonight, you whore!» He threw Jaejin down in the corner, and then the man left the room without another word.
I slowly made my way out from under the bed. Jaejin's lips were bleeding and he had a bright red mark across his cheek.
«Are you..»
«I'm fine..» he just answered before I could ask him. He just dried the blood on his lips and he just smiled a faint smile.
«Really, I'm fine!»
I just crawled over to him and hugged him. He just hugged me back and I lifted him over to the bed. And I felt like my life was bad...?! Jaejin really needed me more than I needed him! He needed someone to love him, and mostly he needed a best friend!
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*Pretty crew*
«Why did I even agree to go along with you guys!?» Taemin just asked and sighed again in annoyance when Daesung kissed Seungri again.
«Keeey!? Please do something drastic to make them stop acting all sweet!»
«Aww.. Taemin, you're just missing Minho!» Key just answered and chuckled.
«Aish!» Taemin kicked stones near the road and everyone started chuckling.
«Why don't we just report Onew to the police?!» Taemin suddenly asked and everyone stopped and looked at Taemin.
«No!» Key just said and crossed his arms. «He didn't do anything wrong, plus you only report small children missing to the police!»
«He knocked down Taecyeon..»
«You don't know that yet... And if he did I'm sure he had a reason!»
Taeyang put an arm around Key's shoulder to make him calm down again.
«And he does act like a little child sometimes...!» Taemin just uttered, but made sure Key didn’t hear him…
They continued walking and suddenly something caught Taemin's eyes.
«You guys know what?! We should just put Onew's face on those ''lost puppy'' posters and put it up over the entire town! We'll put in Key's cell phone number, and then viola~.. Onew is found!»
«Yah! Onew is no puppy!» Key exploded at Taemin who just stepped back and raised his hands.
«Sorry~ I was just thinking out loud!» Taemin shut his mouth and glared at Key. Why was he getting so angry by nothing at all?!
«We should call all the people that knows Onew, and ask them to call us if they see him..»
«Yeah..» Key said and started counting on his fingers. «We should inform the entire karate club, especially Junsu. Aaand the football team, but I won't be the one talking to them!»
«I'll go and kick their asses, making them pay for what they did and then...»
«Taemin.. Be nice!»
Taemin started laughing and they split up on two groups. ‘’Finding Onew’’ was just beginning.
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Onew sat down on the bed looking at the white wall. Jaejin had left for work an hour ago, and somehow Onew wished Jaejin never left. When Jaejin was there it was like a sweetness was clounding his mind, but now that he was gone the memories was clear as glass. He remembered every word.
Taecyeon would get married. He would be running around with a little baby Taecyeon on his arm. He would be smiling happily to his wife; stay by her side, being a perfect husband...
Onew clutched his chest and gasped for air. He couldn't breathe. It hurt too much. Taecyeon would stop being the bad guy. Taec would settle down, but what about him?! Onew would just become a faint memory or nothing at all. Just a part of his past, but nothing in his future.
Sounds of someone entering the building was heard and Onew remembered what Jaejin told him. He quickly rolled under the bed, hoping the noisy people wouldn't come in here. But of course his hopes were always broken. The door was kicked open and 3 teenagers entered the room. Onew couldn't see their faces, but the smell of alcohol was something he could smell.
«Aish.. We should've known he wouldn't be here!» One of them just said and threw himself down on the bed.
«That little whore is working again.. Aish.. He was working yesterday, shouldn't this be his resting day?!»
Onew just held his breathe, wishing they would leave, and leave quickly. Onew just wanted to cry again, but this time not for himself, but for Jaejin. He had to go through people like this outside work too? How did Jaejin survive this!?
«We'll just wait for him then..» The one by the door said and the guy that hadn't been saying anything yet sat down on the bed too.
«Aish... I really need a hole to jerk off in!» He said and someone jumped off the bed again.
«Don't look at me like that you bastard!»
«Yah..YAH! Relax, your face makes my dick grow to the size of a peanut! Aish.. Can't fuck people like you...!»
«Jaejin better come fast or I'll have to do him twice!»
«He'll probably be tired..»
«That's good! I don't want him to put up a fight.. I want him too bad right now!»
«I thought you liked him struggling...?»
«I do, but ah.. I'm horny»
Onew wanted to throw up. His body was shaking, and he didn't even want to know what they would do to Jaejin when he came back. And worse.. If they found him,..?!
He tried to cradle further to the wall and away from the room. Suddenly the sound of glass breaking echoed through the room and Onew could feel something cut into his leg. The plate that had been pushed under the bed earlier the day was now crushed under Onew's leg, and a piece was cutting itself into Onew's leg.
Everything was silent over him, and when suddenly three faces looked at him with a smirk, grabbing him, pulling him out from under the bed he panicked.
«Oh.. Jaejin brought a friend home..? Guys, I just think we found another hole to jerk off in...!»
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Aah.. Again.. Poor Onew! (Why do I have to hurt him so much?! *cries*)
Anyway.. I’ll update the next chapter tomorrow morning! =D
Buuut.. Ah.. I can’t believe I turned this happy FF into an angst thing xO
But.. I really DO love happy endings so.. We’ll see ^^ =D
My READERS! <3 Jinja Saranghae~ ♥
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Comment replies:
Ayu → Hahaha! I made you like Onew, I made you like Onew! *Jumps around happily* Yaaah! Stop hitting me with those pillows =( It huuuuurts xP LoL! Oppa, Oppa, Oppa~! xP (Okay, I’ll stop before it turns to Opa (german), which won’t be any good xP) I hate it when stories end!! Can’t stand it, especially not stories that have been stuck on my mind xP Haha, if you come to the airport with your pillows I have to make sure I’m travelling with a helmet xP I don’t think I’ll write a sequel.. But I will write a new one when I get back! Yeah, I’ve heard the song and I actually think it’s pretty good. I thought Gee was okay since I could use it to make fun of myself, and the gee dance was better to use like that too.(Made my friends go crazy^^) It’ll juts look stupid if I start stomping my foot like they do in the genie dance though xP Who is Solbi? Don’t know her.. But I’ll take a look xP Loove ♥
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EunKey404 → Hahaha.. It was that funny?! Oh my.. xP But just to clear up in that.. The maid found him strapped to a chair.. She didn’t do it! xP That would have been… Weird!! xD Did you get your answers in this chapter? Hope you did ^^ Looove ♥
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cookiesxcream → Haha, yes^^ Oh.. Since I don’t have that kind of school system here, I guess I graduated Junior high, not middle school xP Haha.. I don’t really know xP My 10. year just to clear up in that xP Anyway.. Junsu will come in the next chapter, but that won’t be the part he’ll get alone though. So at least we know where Onew is.. But again.. trouble -_- ..Loove ♥
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Undankbar → Haha, no… It wasn’t Onew’s super bad personality =P He just got toooo angry! =( Daesung has really made up his mind! ^^ Ah.. In Germany, I’ll be in Hamburg, Dortmund (and around there), in Werda and mostly in Nordhausen. Maybe thinking of jumping on a train and just go somewhere else too, but don’t know xP
Anyway, Loove ♥
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dorkyy_azn0221 → Oh.. I won’t write an angst JongKey thing with a bad ending! Or I was maybe thinking of making my next FF angst.. But I don’t know, but I wouldn’t have a bad ending even if it was angst xP Yes, Jonghyun has made poor innocent Key perverted too -_-! xD Haha, kidnapped, LoL! Loove ♥
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hofasho22 → Haha, everyone is perverted ^^! But.. Taec+Onew bondage?! Haha.. That would be hot.. But I’m afraid I’ll die while writing it xD Don’t think that is a good idea xP Haha.. Well.. Onew found another shoulder to cry on, butbutbut…?! Haha.. Loove ♥
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Ida~ → Haha.. I hope this chapter didn’t make you cry again! Don’t think it’s that sad, since Jaejin came and took care of Onew, until.. Well.. It was kind of sad though.. xP Hahaha.. More threesome?! Weeeeell.. If I ever have some extra space in a chapter when everything is cleared up I promise I’ll add some more rated threesome! Haha, and again.. It ended with a cliff hanger with Onew! Poor Onew! x( Haha, Key is always cute! ^^ And of course I’ll write another FF when I get back! =D <3 Loove ♥
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lala_76 → Haha.. I might put in some more rated threesome when everything about Onew and Taecyeon is settled, and I guess Seungri can be the bottom, since he is soo cute ^^ (They have to try it all right?!) Haha! Seriously… Okayokay.. I will make Seungri the bottom next time! =D Happy?!=) Loove ♥
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AhMin → Haha, how would I know? You might have left your e-mail there because it just comes automatically! (Mine does that when I comment xP) Haha, yeees.. Meet me in Germany~ ^^xP Haha, you actually found it yourself!? *claps* Haha, only threesome sex, no love? Psh.. I think I’m being a pervert enough as it is if I don’t have to grill my brain again, writing more rated threesome.. (But since I’ve already promised more… huff.. xP) Seriously, sometimes I just want to go and smack your head for being so smart! How could you know that Taecyeon’s father wasn’t dead at all?! Aish.. I’m never able to surprise you -_- ! And the only thing the veranda did to me was to get paint on my favourite shirt and give me the ideas for what Taemin said in this chapter xP (Okay, I got the whole idea for this chapter from the veranda too so… xP) Haha, I’m pretty sure that if you become famous you’ll find a lot of FanFictions with you! (At least one,.. mine,.. and I’ll make sure to mess up your personality ^^) Oh, the special scene didn’t appear yet.. But it’s actually starting now.. The cliff hanger -_- (Again.. I don’t know why this was the scene that got me over my Writing block =Z) Haha.. You look like Changmin? Pshh… Killer body? xP And Donghae~? Haha.. Like I would believe that xP But I still want to know what you look like since you just started creating an image.. Which is very disturbing xP LoL! (Just joking) Oh.. I still hate the DJ part thingy.. =Z But I would never have done that. Like you said out of embarrassment.. Oh, so the girls aren’t boring after all.. That’s good xP The boys are that young?! Yah! You’re not harassing them right?! I mean.. Their innocent minds.. xP I hope you’ll keep your iPod on when reading so that I can for once actually confuse you,… You always figure out my plot -_- No fuuun xP Well.. Maybe for you xP Haha, Anyway..
Sarang ♥
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Kim HeeChul → Well, now you know who taped Taec to the chair and why Onew left.. =( Poor Onew though, and again.. He’s in trouble. I should really just lock Onew in somewhere so that he can’t do anything stupid again! xP
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Cindy → Yeah, everything was perfect and now.. I’ve turned the entire story around again! x( But poor Onew! And then again.. He gets himself in trouble. Seems like I won’t let Onew have a happy life xD Haha, yees, Onew was sweet, and Taecyeon has the masculine romanticness, but then again.. He’s too kind and mean at the same time =Z Really I’m sad for Onew! Taecyeon slept with someone and then lied about the fake fiancé x( Hahaha.. Yees, Taemin is cute and funny ^^=D And Key was drop dead gorgeous! ^^ xP I know.. Because of Onew there isn’t much room for JongKey.. But they are there! ^^xD Yeah.. I’ll update my last chapter on Tuesday since I leave eeeearly morning on Wednesday -_- (=D) But I’ll write a new one when I get back! =D Loove ♥
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