Fan Fiction |
by peachy
I let a small gasp escape from my lips and quickly backed away, blushing. I didn't know what to do.
"You're...you're afraid of thunder and lightning??" JunJin asked uncomfortably. "I...I never knew that...." JunJin shift around as if he does not want to ask me this question at all...that he felted stupid for not knowing.
"Of course I'm afraid of thunder....and I knew that you never knew that...why would you? You and I were always cold towards each other...," I said slowly. JunJin looked guilty.
"Well...anyways! I wanted to know why you out!?" he shouted angrily, putting on a fake tough act.
I shrugged. "I was at my friends' house," I answered casually. I'm so use to his lectures that it don't matter anymore...it seem more like a routine instead.
"Which friend's house!?" JunJin demanded. When this dude wants answer, he WANTS answer from you! MAN!
"Clcik-B," I answered straight up.
"WTF! You know I don't like them Ahn Kimmi!!" JunJin snapped. His fist was clench tightly to his side. "Why did you even went when I fucken forbid you to go!!? Can you not understand the words I'm speaking!!?"
"I understand clearly JunJin...but they're my friends!!" I shouted. Not wanting to argue anymore, JunJin stomped off to his bedroom. The house was still dark...then JunJin slammed his door and the house got quiet. So quiet I could hear my nerves system working to keep my alive. I sighed. "He'll get over it like he always do in three or four weeks...," I told myself as I trudge up the stairs, into mybedroom and under my cover.
The next morning, I was sitting on my bed with a canvas in front of me with a lot of paints. I like drawing...not those picture one. I like to draw human then observed them and sometime, I could tell what they've been through. And don't worry, I don't naked human!
I was thinking of what to draw when the door creaked open. Looking up, I saw JunJin. He gave me a small smile. SEE! He got over it. Nowadays...I guess you say he acted nicer now....I wonder why?? "Hey..what chu doing??" he asked as he rushed over ot me and sat behind me on my bed. His laid his head on my shoulder from behind and stared at the blank white canvas with me.
I was surprise. He barely enter my bedroom so it was really shocking when he just enter, gave me a smile, ask me what I'm doing, then came and sat behind on my bed with his chin resting on my shoulder. WOW!
"I'm thinking of what to draw...," I said, not noticing his chin on my shoulder. Or if I did, I choose to let it rest on there since I love his smell. He smell like soap!! AWW!! I could die smelling him!
"What do you usually draw??" JunJin asked. "Animals?? Plants? Fantasy creature??"
"Human...I draw them up close to their face...," I answered him. I turned to him and smile. "Why??" Our face was really close. If I or he would just came in closer, our lips would have touch. But this is not like those little love books story! This is reality!!
JunJin shrugged. "Just wondering...," he answered. "HEY! You could draw me!!"
"WHAT!?"
"Come on! I know I look good and I'll make a perfect face to draw! Since I got a perfect face sculpture, luscious lips, and intense dark eyes!" JunJin said conceitedly. Oh wow! He sure know how to describe himself perfectly to his wife!
"Sure!" I shrugged. There's nothing to do anyways!
"ALRIGHT!!" JunJin jumped up from the bed and took a chair. He sat in front of me and did a little pose with his head. He cocked his head and stood a serious face. It was perfect to draw!
Quickly, I sketched. During his eyes, it was the hardest since I was at the same time trying to concentrate on my work but half my mind was staring at his eyes. But I made it!! Then I began to colour but JunJin stopped me. "Don't colour it! Just keep it that way!" he said.
"Why?" I asked.
JunJin shrugged. "Painting...when it comes to colouring...it kinda sucks! So just keep it black and white!" he explained, smiling.
"Um...okay...," I said. I took the now-draw-on canvas. "Wanna see yourself??" I asked.
"Sure!!" JunJin rushed over and sat next to me, close. He scooted closer until we are as one and he held the canvas with one hand, staring too. "Tight! I looked sexy!!"
"Conceited!" I teased in a playful voice. JunJin laughed.
"Just kidding...you drew me so you keep alright?? If one day you miss me, just stared at it and carved it into your heart!" JunJin said. I stared at him, surprise yet confuse. JunJin just smile, touched my hair on the side and smooth it down. Then he smile again. "Gotta go! SEE YA Ahn Kimmi!" He stood up and quickly walked out, closing the door behind him.
I was just quiet. "What do you mean...if one day I miss you??" I asked myself outloud. Then I stared into the drawing I had made. I stared deeply into his eyes. They were dark and intense. As I stared into it, the face, or maybe just the eyes, seem to be saying, "Ahn Kimmi...I love you..."