Fan Fiction

Waiting For Your Love [completed]

by peachy

Chapter 19

I finished my plate of food and walked downstairs. JunJin and Sun Hee was gone. I cleaned up and washed the dishes when the phone rang. Wiping my hand quickly, I rushed over to the phone and answered it. "Hello?" I said.

"KIMMI!" Jong Hyuk's voice shouted.

"JONG HYUK! HI!" I said.

"Hey...um...we're going back to America and the guys wanted to know...if you would like to go...you know...visit America...," Jong Hyuk stuttered.

"Wait..hold on...," I said. Covering the mouth part of the reciever, I walked over to the window and looked around for JunJin. What I saw break my heart in MILLION of pieces and tears spurtted to my eyes. JunJin and Sun Hee was on the porch, MAKING OUT by the porch light. They were close and were like meant to be. I stared in sadness as JunJin held her tight and close to him. Sun Hee held him too and her lips was all over his. I stared as jealousy carved itself inside me, hurting me. Slowly, I brought the phone up to my ear, still staring in shock. The two didn't notice me as I stood there. "Jong Hyuk...," I said.

"Yeah?" Jong Hyuk asked. "We're still waiting..."

"I'll go...," I said without second thought.

"WHAT!?? REALLY!!?" Jong Hyuk exclaimed. I heard boys' voices in the background.

"Yes...," I said. "Bye and good night..."

"Good night Kimmi! OH! We're gonna leave three days from now...can you make it then??"

"Uh-huh...," I promised.

"BYE!"

"Bye.." I hung up.

JunJin and Sun Hee were still making out. Walking back to the phone, I replace the reciever and finished the dishes.

Then the door opened adn JunJin enter with a smile on his lips...along with some lipliner and lipgloss. Sun Hee had went home. "Where's Sun Hee?" I asked for a purposed.

"Went gome..," JunJin answered as he wiped his lips because of her lipgloss happily and walked up to his bedroom. Should I tell him?? Naw...he'll only say no... "Oh! And Ahn Kimmi??" JunJin's voice came through.

"Yes?" I said.

"Thank you for acting! You were great!!" JunJin thanked.

I smile. "Anytime...," I said. JunJin then went to his bedroom and close the door. I went to mine and fell onto the floor, a tear slowly escape my eyes. 'This is it...,' I thought. 'Tired of waiting for your love, JunJin...I'm gonna leave...'

The whole next day, I packed quietly and refuse to let JunJin enter my bedroom. I stared at the drawing I had drew. I laid that among my clothes in the suitcase and finished packing in four hours. JunJin had went out with Sun Hee....as an "oppa".

WHATEVER! As for Angel and Minwoo...gosh! They still argue day and night!! And Eugene kepts on entering! That day, I decided to hang out with Angel for one last time. I then told her as we was walking around the park.

"WTF!" she cried. "KIMMI! be serious!"

"I AM!" I shouted.

Angel stared, quiet. "What am I gonna do with all my boy problem?" she asked quietly with tears. "You're gonna go...what about JunJin??"

I turned away. "You'll be fine with everything, Angel...just talk things over with Minwoo...and about JunJin...he's the last thing on my mind right now...," I said. "Shinhwa...they could wait....I don't have to tell them everything...you'll tell them...I'll tell JunJin in a letter..."

"But Kimmi-" Angel started.

I glared at her. "It's my choice Angel....," I said sharply trying to be angry with her. Angel nodded. She wanted to help but I'm not letting her...I can't let her. Sighing, I put on a fake smile. "Lets go and act like we're single again Angel!" I said. "Who cares about fiance and husband right now!"

"YEAH! LET'S GO!!" Angel shouted. He both stomped off to fun...but first...we slipped on mud and flew in the air, then landed on the mud. "OWWIE!" Angel cried, rubbing her behind.

"MAN! Some single life we're leading...," I said, rubbing mine. our butt was completely cover with mud as we both race to the car and tried not to be embarrass.

The next day, the day before I was gonna leave, when I got home from the store, JunJin was sitting on the sofa. He was reading a magazine and humming Perfect Man. I was about to go to my bedroom but stopped. I turned to JunJin.

"JunJin?" I said.

"Hm??" he answered, still flipping throuhg the magazine.

"If you could be anything..what could you be?" I asked.

JunJin laid down his magazine. "Hm?? Good question Ahn Kimmi...I'll be a bird...so I could fly away forever into the endless blue sky...what about you?" he asked.

"OH! Me...uh....I don't know...I was just wondering about you," I said.

"Oh...okay...," JunJin said as he picked up his magazine again and started humming again.

As I walked to my bedroom, I whisper, "I would like to be your tears, JunJin...so I could be born in your eyes, live down your cheek...and die on your lips, JunJin..."