Fan Fiction |
by peachy
"Can you come here please!!" JunJin shouted back up.
"WAIT! HOLD ON!!" I finished the letter than walked downstairs. JunJin was pacing back and forth and back and forth downstairs, holding a single pretty pink rose flower I walked over to him.
"Yes?" I said. JunJin turned to me. I could hear his heart pounding loudly. "Are you okay JunJin??" I said.
"I love you...," JunJin said.
I stared, my jaw dropped. "I...I love you...," JunJin repeated, handing me the rose.
Taking it, my breath was taken away. I stared at JunJin. "I..I love you too...," I said. 'Maybe...I should stay...' I thought with hope in my heart.
"You think she'll say that!?" JunJin asked, shock. I was shock too. I must have been looking confuse for JunJin explained, "I'm gonna say that to Sun Hee..."
"Sun Hee?" I asked, confuse. He wanted to say 'I love you' to Sun Hee, THEN WHY DID HE SAY IT TO ME!!?? I felted so stupid and use up now!! The hope faded. The tears almost came.
"Yeah..rememeber her? She came to dinner the night before yesterday?" JunJin said. I nodded. "Well...I love her and I wanted to say that to her...she was the first girl I guess that really touched my heart...she made me nice towards other people you know."
'No wonder!!' I thought angrily. That's it! No more pain! I'm tired of suffering! I am enduring endless pain from the guy that, I'll admit, I LOVE!!!
"Well...I was nervous upon saying it to her and I decided to practice by saying it to you....you know....so...since you say the same back...do you think she'll say that to me??" JunJin asked.
I was speechless. But JunJinw as smiling happily. With every breath, I nodded and say, "She will JunJin...she'll say the same thing back to you...you're good looking and all...I mean...who could resist..." Yeah...even I can't resist...
JunJin smiled. He pulled me close and hugged me. "Thank you for understanding Ahn Kimmi...," he said. "You're very special to me.."
I nodded. To be truthful, my tears was on the verge of falling. My lips tremble but I held on strong. Then JunJin backed away. "You can keep the flower...it was for you for real anyways...you know what they say! Red rose means love...pink rose means friendship!" JunJin said, smiling. His cheek was a pink colour.
I stared at the pink rose. "Thank you!" I breathed. Smiling, JunJin shrugged.
"You're welcome...good night!!" He said.
"Good night..." I answered. JunJin walked pass me and into his bedroom. I stood there, my body numb. 'He only said it because he wanted to practice saying it to Sun Hee!!?' I thought. 'WHAT A BITCH!!' My tears fell. I quickly rushed to my bedroom and slammed the door shut. Upon falling onto my bed, my tears fell down heavily. I was crying...for him.......'JunJin...how could you hurt me so much? No one ever hurt me as much as you...,' I thought.
The next morning, at 3:00 am, I grabbed my luggage. I left the note in my bedroom. My bedroom was almost empty except for the bed, the desk, drawers, and lamp. I left the pink rose too. "Friendship...," I whispered. "I'll always be nothing to you JunJin...except a friend.." I grabbed my luggage and went downstairs as quietly as I can and out the door. Click-B was already out there, waiting. Each of the seven took my luggage and put it in their limousine.
"Ready to go Kimmi??" Tae Hyung asked as he took my suitcase.
I nodded. As I walked towards their limo, I stopped all of a sudden. My heart jerked as if to say, "JUNJIN! GO SEE JUNJIN!!" "Wait...I need to say good bye..," I said.
"Okay...but hurry alright! The plan leaves exactly at 6 o' clock sharp and the ride to the airport is a 30 minute trip..," Hyun Gon said. I nodded. I rushed into the house, up the stairs, and into JunJin's bedroom. he was sleeping peacefully. I stared. My tears fell again.
"JunJin...," I whispered. I went to him. He was sleeping like an angel! I bend down in front of him and took his soft gentle hand into mine. "I love you!" I whispered ever so quietly with a tear falling. I lean forward and kiss him on his lips. It was the first time I have ever made a move on him. Then I backed away and took my hair clip from my hair and gently set it on my desk. I didn't want to take off the ring, I wanted something of him that I will always remember. "No matter how much you hated me..," I said, "I had loved you..." Then I left.
I close the door and locked it with my copy of the key. Then I slipped the key under the welcome mat and got into the limousine with Click-B. Into the night, the car drove and I left JunJin...