Fan Fiction

Waiting For Your Love [completed]

by peachy

Chapter 8

The next morning, I woke up. Only one more month and school is over. Thank god!! I crept out of bed. I dressed and fixed myself, went downstairs and cooked breakfast. I then crept into JunJin's bedroom. He was asleep. I stared at him. Sometime...I want to love him...sometime I want to kill him so bad I could even do it!

Sighing, I close his door and walked downstairs. I finished eating as he trudge downstairs. I didn't look at him but chew at my food. JunJin didn't even say good morning. He took his jacket and walked outside, slamming the door loudly.

I close my eye tightly as he slammed the door but open my eye again afterward. I was very piss. What did I do wrong!!? Angrily, I washed the only plate, forks,and spoon and cups and the pan. Then I slumped down onto the sofa. My head was still aching and my stomach hurts more. Then suddenly, I felt as if I was throwing up.

Covering my mouth, I rushed to the bathroom upstairs and rushed to the toilet. I lean over it...no vommiting came. I was breathing hard.

'Stupid stomach!! If you want to vomit, just vomit dammit!!' I thought angirly. Cause it hurts. Then, as if my body was listening, i did threw up. Big time! "UUUAAHHHH!!" I cried as these brownish slimy shit came out of my mouth. I was horrified but I couldn't stop. It kept on coming and coming. Then I heard the door opening and JunJin's voice came through.

"Oh Jina....Ahn Kimmi's not here!" JunJin said in a little sexy tone.

"Ooh! JunJin, you're so naughty! What if Ahn Kimmi find out?" Jina, a bitch at my school, said sexily back. Then, JunJin must have pulled her close and french her for I heard frenching sound. I was very hurt and piss.

Here I am, vommiting and there he is, frenching!! When I thought I had stopped, I wanted to take some pills. That's when I remember that the pills is int he cupboard downstairs in the kitchen! And in order to go to the kitchen, I need to pass the stupid ass living room in which JunJin and Jina were making out. Whatever happen to Lin Su I wanna know??

"I'll just sneak...I mean! Come on!! They'll be too busy frenching to notice me!!" I said quietly to myself.

I crawl and I was right! they were frenching!! JunJin was sitting on the sofa and Jina on his lap, kissing him hard. She was all over him while he was just holding her, his hand, of course, up her shirt!!

"EW!" I whispered. I stood up trembly and slowly. Then my vomiting hit. I was dying to threw up. I had no clue why I didn't ran to the bathroom. Instead, I ran downstairs.

The two broke loose and shockingly stared at me as I rushed to the garbage and threw up....blood??? JunJin's eyes widen but the slut pulled him back and kissed him again. I glared at the two, rushed to the sink and washed my mouth angrily. I had no clue why I was throwing up blood. What the hell is wrong with me!???

Then I rushed back to my bedroom and fell onto my bed. I was stung deeply. I cover my mouth, praying the vomit won't come. God granted my wish. But he didn't grant the one about my tears. It came.

'Why am I crying!!?' I thought angrily. I wiped them away. My body shivered. I knew I was sick!! But why was I crying!!? 'Am I....am I jealous because JunJin is suppose to be mine instead he's frenching a girl and not even caring!??' I thought. I wouldn't admit that I liked him a lot. "I can't!" I cried out loud quietly. "I can't like that bastard!!!"

My stomach and heart aches but I did no movements. What seems like hours later, JunJin opened the door to my bedroom. I didn't turned around to see him. I wasn't ready to face his lecture of why I threw up in front of Jina. I knew he would abuse me for ruining his face.

"Please JunJin," I begged in a soft voice, "don't hurt me now...you can...but when I'm not sick....please not now..."

Not saying anything, JunJin walked over to me and picked me up into his arms. He turned me to face the ceiling and held me there.

"Sh...drink this...," he whispered.

I stared. He was holding a cup with some liquid medicine. I didn't want to drink it...what if he could poison me!!!?? I'm not taking any risk of being poinson by this dude!!

As if he had read my thought, JunJin added, "It's just medicine Ahn Kimmi...it won't hurt you...it's just bitter...but it'll help you...just drink it alright??" His voice was nice and soft...warming...it wasn't his usual loud and angry tone he always throw at me.

JunJin held it to my lips and I drank the bitter dose. It was bitter and I turned away from the cup, not wanting to swallow. There's still some left in the cup. JunJin follow my lips. "Ahn Kimmi...it'll help you...just drink it...," he said. I swallow and drink it all. Then JunJin handed me a cup a water and I drank it all. I swallow the liquid...but I couldn't swallow the bitterness.

"I'm sorry you have to see that...," JunJin apologized.
I didn't say anything. Instead, I looked into his eyes. For once, I notice how intense and dark they were to look in. With one glance, they tell you everything about him. JunJin quickly laid me down.

"Just rest alright?" he said. "I'll come back with some prescription for you..." Taking the cups, JunJin turned to walked out.

"JunJin...," I whispered.

JunJin didn't turned around, my his head did. "Yes?" he said.

"Why are you so nice??" I asked.
JunJin's ears turn red and he quickly answer, "Ahn Kimmi...don't ask any question...just rest..." With that he walked out and gently close the door.

I stared...was this really the Park JunJin I hated??