| Fan Fiction |
by Pseudonym
this story is the sequel to To Be or Not To Be which can be read here
http://winglin.net/fanfic/tobeornot/
I don't think that you necessarily need to read the first story in order to read this one. The first story was very short though so if you want to by all means go ahead!
thank you all for the support
oh yes, the banner is made by the FlightSeventeen crew. I'm very grateful to them for capturing the story's aura within graphical art.
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To cheat oneself out of love is the most terrible deception; it is an eternal loss for which there is no reparation, either in time or in eternity. -Soren Kierkegaard
EXCERPT
I, Kim Jaejoong, and Mariam Louis, the one, I just want you to know, wherever you are, that I hope you can still hear my thoughts the way you always used to, because I can still hear your voice. I hope you can peer into the windows of my soul the way you always used to, because I still long to look into your eyes. I hope you can still hear the beating inside of me that used to make you smile because I feel the urge to stop these very beats when I remember hearing yours for the last time. I hope that you know that these beats were for you ever since the day they’d started and will keep on that way until the very day that they stop and I’m allowed to see you again. I hope you can do all these things because thinking about all of this is what keeps me from coming to find you. That and our children.
And I’m sorry…and I love you…
And I will forever be lost without you.
Even though your heart no longer makes the greatest love song beating against mine, I can still hear the echoes that you have kindly left for my lonely soul.
Thank you, my Mimi….
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A/N: Hi guys. This is the sequel to To Be or Not To Be
To Be or Not to Be was meant to be a one shot type of story. But I found myself falling in love with Mariam and Jaejoong. I couldn’t get enough of them and since I realized To Be or Not To Be had potential to be more than just a mushy love story, I made The Unkindest Cut of All to dig deeper into a more profound plot.
Though the story may have some angst, this will have more humor and lighthearted parts than To Be or Not To Be did. I don't think you need to read To Be or Not To Be to understand this one lol.