| Fan Fiction |
by Angela
I slumped into my seat. Exhausted, hungry, but relieved. I finally got a clean answer from Kira. I leaned my head back and rested by eyes. I felt someone sitting next to me, but I was too tired to care or look to see who it was.
"Taeyang?" I heard a slightly familiar voice say.
I opened my eyes to find out that the person sitting next to me was Sunye. We were acquaintances, but not that close of friends due to our busy schedules.
"Oh hey!" I greeted back. We did our usual polite 'how are things' 'how's the family' etc etc. Turns out Sunye was in New York visiting JYP's NYC studio.
"And why were you here?" she asked me while tilting her head...in a cute kind of way.
"Oh......just.....just to see a friend." I answered with a smile.
She bit her lip as if she was contemplating to ask me something. After a couple minutes she turned around and blurted. "Friend? Or girlfriend?"
"Just a friend." I answered with reassurance. I finally could comfortably call Kira my friend.
"Oh Sweet!" She answered back with a big smile.
Although the flight was over 12 hours, we talked almost the whole time.
And when we separated at the airport, I got her phone number!
*Jiyong's POV*
It was Wednesday, the day to go back to Korea. Kira and I were packing out stuff and getting ready to head out.
"Hey, don't you wanna pack your Chanel purse?" I asked while noticing that she left it on the couch.
"No. I probably won't use it, and I'm coming back anyways......" her voice trailed off as she finished her sentence.
Reality then hit the both of us. Of course she's coming back. She has to come back here in about a month for school.
"Shit." I muttered under my breath after realizing that we only had a month left together. "Can we ever be happy?"
"Jiyong! Don't say it like that. "We still have a month..."
"And then?.....What happens then?" I interrupted her.
She was quiet.
"Shit." I cursed again. I can't believe we have to separate in a month. After everything we went through to be together.
"Jiyong?" she said timidly as she gripped my hand. "Are you ok?"
"I am now. But I don't know how I will be in a month." I bluntly answered while walking towards the elevator. She quietly followed, and we didn't talk for the rest of the ride to the airport.
We got into our seats, still quiet. Why is there always something between us? Why can't Kira and I just be happy? I love her, and she loves me. Isn't that all it takes?
"Kira..." I finally started the conversation.
In response, she looked over at me.
"Let's just live the best month of our lives ok? Let's just be in love, for once, with nothing between us. I just want to be with you, and if destiny allows us to only have a month, then I'll take what I can get."
She nodded while biting her lip. I looked at it and leaned towards her. She unbit her lip, allowing me to place a soft kiss on her. "I love you, and that's all that matters." I whispered.
"Ok." She breathlessly whispered back with a little smile.
And sure enough for the next month we spent almost every spare time we had together. Every night after her internship and after my rehearsal I'd come over or vice versa.
"Hyung! You never make dinner for me anymore!" Seungri whined one day. "And Youngbae is always out to with Sunye noona!"
"Sorry Magnae, I'll cook something really nice to you in a couple weeks." I said while patting him on the head. Realizing how close Kira's leaving day was always hurt.
I'd take her out on romantic dinners as much as possible and just try to keep her laughing all the time. Even though we both knew our deadline together was coming closer and closer, we just smiled through.
*Kira's POV*
It was our last night together. Jiyong took me to the beach and we were lying in the sand. I was using his stomach as a headrest. For the past month we didn't mention my departure at all, we wanted to be as happy as possible.
"Kira..." Jiyong said while we were quietly star gazing.
"Hmm?" I answered.
"Let's just say our goodbyes tonight." He quietly said.
I couldn't respond, if I did I was afraid I might start crying. The thought of this being our last night was unbearable.
"K.." I croaked, not able to say anything else.
"I'm just afraid that if I see you at the airport....I might not be able to let go. I think it's best for both of us to say goodbye tonight." He explained while stroking my hair.
"K.." I repeated.
"Kira...." Jiyong called out.
I didn't respond. I just waited for him to start speaking.
"I'll wait for you if you are willing to come back. After your schools done....then we can have all the time in the world...." Jiyong said.
"Jiyong. I.....I..." I tried not to cry. "I love you, but...I really don't know where I'm going after I graduate. Paris, New York, London, Seoul......."
"...yea....I know." Jiyong whispered. "But I'm still gonna wait."
"I can't let you do that Jiyong. That's just too selfish of me. What we had was amazing. And you will find someone even more amazing...living in Korea, to spend the rest of your life with." I tried to speak firmly but my voice was wobbly.
He sat up as he gently pulled me up to face him.
"I'm gonna miss you so damn much." He cried. And for the first time, I saw tears trickling down Kwon Jiyong's face.