Fan Fiction

What Matters Most...

by babymicky

Chapter 23

"Why did I even fall in love with you?"

“Stop! Kiss her slowly! I’ll take a picture!” The photographer said as he got his camera.

Everyone laughed at his sudden action.

“I wish you really stopped them not make them do it.” Aaron thought as he glared at the photographer.

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It’s now your time to go out of the church… Mike and you are walking slowly as everyone throws flower petals to the two of you. You’re smiling to everyone… but suddenly, your smile faded when you saw a guy in the crowd. Everybody is smiling except him. You stopped from walking and stared into his eyes. He stared back at you. “When will this pain ever stop?” You thought as you tried to smile at him and continue from walking…

But as you walk away from him, as you walk towards your wedding car, memories of him with you are flashing back into your mind.

*FLASHBACK 1*

“Hi! Can I sit beside you?” You asked him as he nodded.

“Why did you sat down beside a nerd like me?” He asked as he looked at you and smiled shyly.

“You’re a person too. Everybody should be treated fair.” She answered and smiled back.

“You are a really kind person. Can we be friends?” He asked.

“We’re already friends.” You took a bite on your burger.

He smiled at you as he wiped the ketchup beside your lips. You were shocked of his sudden action but you blushed at the same time.

“Thanks.” The two of you said in unison.

“Thanks?” You asked.

“Thanks for accepting me as your friend even if I’m a nerd.”

“Oh...That’s nothing… You know, I like your voice.”

“Why?”

“It sounds exactly like my crush.”

He chuckled before he drinks his cola. “Who’s your crush?” He asked as he took another sip.

“Aaron Yan.” You smiled.

He choked because he was so shocked about your answer. “Are you OK?” You asked him while patting his back gently.

“Yeah, yeah, I’m OK.”

“By the way, I’m _________.”

“I’m Aar…AhBuBu.”

*end of flash back 1*

*flashback 2*

“AhBuBu?” You tried to wake him up.

“Hmm?”

“Why are you sleeping there?” He was sleeping at the park’s bench.

His eyes immediately opened when he heard your voice. He stood up and looked at you with wide-opened eyes.

“I…I…” He doesn’t know what to say.

“Why don’t you sleep at your house?” You asked him worriedly.

“I don’t have any place to stay.” He bowed his head down.

“Then, stay with me at my house.” You said as you smiled at him.

He immediately looks at you. “Really?”

“Yes. So, now, let’s go.” You held his hand as the two of you walk back to your house.

*end of flashback 2*

*Flashback 3*

You already missed two of your classes.. You’re just in the rooftop, looking at the sky.

"Why do I miss AhBuBu whenever he’s not with me?”

“Why do I feel special whenever he talks to me?”

“Why did I blush when he said he missed me?”

“Why am I asking these questions to myself?”

“Am I in love with him?” Your eyes widened when you realized what you had thought.

“Am I really in love with my own best friend?”

While you were thinking about that question in your mind, when you suddenly felt warm arms embraced you. You felt comfortable when that guy hugged you, being in his arms just feels so warm and comfortable.

“I’m sorry. Sorry for shouting at you. Will you forgive me?” The guy uttered as he turned you around to make you face him.

You looked away. It’s AhBuBu, asking for forgiveness.

“I will forgive you in one condition.” You looked at him.

“What is it?” He asked.

“Don’t ever leave me.” You hugged him.

“_______.” He uttered your name as he hugged you tighter.

*end of flashback 3*

*Flashback 4*

“IT’S BECAUSE I LOVE YOU, ______. I love you so much.. I love you more than my life, but you won’t even notice me... You just treat me as your friend, your best friend.. You just talk about Aaron Yan always.. You talk about how lovely his eyes are.. How kissable his lips is.. but have you ever think how can he notice you?! Stop expecting that Aaron Yan will love you! You’re just his fan, ____! He never will notice fans like you!!” AhBuBu told you while tears running down from his eyes.

“AhBuBu...” You were about to tell him you love him too but he said something that made you burst with anger.

“HE WILL NEVER NOTICE A FAN LIKE YOU!!!!” He yelled at you, still crying.

You slapped him..

You were taken aback when you realized what you had done..

“I...I...I’m sorry!! AhBuBu.. I’m sorry..” You said while crying as you tried to touch his cheeks..

“Thanks.” AhBuBu said to you coldly as he left you, crying..

He went out of your room and locked himself up on his own room.

TVXQ members immediately went near you. They tried to comfort you but you shove them away.

“Leave me alone!” You said as you stood up and ran inside the bathroom. You closed the door and leaned on it.

“I love you too, AhBuBu…” You whispered as you placed your hand on your chest and cried harder.

*end of flashback 4*

You burst into tears when the fourth flashback flashed into your mind. You’re already in the car. The car is going to your new house. Mike saw you crying so he immediately moves towards you and hugs you.

“Why did you even marry me if you still love him?” He asked.

“I’ll hurt him and myself more if I don’t marry you.”

“Why would you be hurt?”

“We can never be together. He’s an actor. I’m just an ordinary girl, ge.”

“But you’re a person too, everybody can love anyone.”

“It’s just hard, ge.”

“________? Can I ask you something?” He pulled away from the hug and look at you.

“What is it, ge?” You wiped your tears away and look at him too.

“I broke up with my girlfriend because of our wedding. Can I get back with her? I can’t live without her, ______.”

“Why did you break up with Rainie? Are you an idiot?” You hit his arms.

“I don’t want her to be hurt and I don’t want her to know but she knows already that we got married.”

“Then, call her now! Stop wasting time!”

“But, how about our honeymoon?”

“Honeymoons are for real husbands and wives! Idiot!” You hit his head.

“I can already predict my life with you.” He scratches his head as he got his phone and dialled Rainie’s number.

And as he called Rainie, you looked up at the sky as you remembered Aaron again..

"Why did I even fall in love with you?" You said softly as you close your eyes.
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"Why did I even fall in love with you?" Aaron said softly as he looks at your picture.

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After 1 week,

“Goodbye Taiwan, Goodbye Aaron Yan Ya Lun, Goodbye ________.” Aaron said before getting on the plane.

“I’ll go back here when all things are settled.” And the plane took off.

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And yes, as I promised.. I'll update 3 or 4 chapters if 4 to 5 silent readers will leave a comment... hehehe.. wait for the other chapters... I'll post it! I promise!