| Fan Fiction |
by Tan Xue Lei
And Happy Chuseok!
I have Mid-Autumn Fest to celebrate :D <3 YAY MOONCAKES <3
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[ Kim JaeJoong P.O.V. ]
Waking up from one of my frequent hangovers that happened almost every morning, I saw a naked back that belonged to one of the many girls that I have slept with for the past few years, laying beside me in my bed.
Sighing, I lifted the blankets up to see the results of last night’s activities. The bed sheets didn’t look as messy as it would’ve looked like after a late night session. This slut must’ve drugged me last night after letting her come into my house with her bawling eyes after breaking up with her boyfriend, I bet she lied to me about the break up, either that or she just wanted to spend a night with a KingKa.
Slowly, my hands brushed away her hair to reveal her bare neck. If we did do something last night her neck would’ve been covered by various red marks, but instead it looked untouched. My lips never landed on her neck at all.
After, I leaned forward, grabbed her right shoulder and roughly yanked her back so that she laid facing up on the bed, not caring the fact that she awoke at this very action. Looking up and down her naked body I saw no signs of the marks that I would lay on her after we did it.
My lips never landed anywhere on her body last night.
“Oppa…” she smiled softly at me, “Good morning.”
I smirked evilly before pushing her out of bed in one move with my hands, “Whore.”
She fell to the carpet floor, rubbing the side of her arm where it met the carpet.
“What’s wrong oppa?” she whimpered as she shot me her puppy dog look.
“What’s wrong? That’s what I’d like to ask you baby.” I said sleazily as I went over the window just above her and opened the curtains, giving entrance for the sunlight to beam upon on her, causing her to cringe from the sudden bright light that almost blinded her eyes.
Walking over the chair that hung our clothes lazily on it, I grabbed her clothes and chucked them at her, not caring if the belt hit her bare body.
“Get changed.” I said coldly, “And get out of my sight.”
Suddenly I felt a pair of warm skinny arms grapple onto my ankles, holding onto it for dear life, “Why oppa? Why?”
My head looked down upon her teary eyes that looked back up at me, full of disappointment and hurt. Shrugging the pitiful vibe that she was giving off, I kicked her arms away as she squirmed.
Before she could do anything else, I bent down to pull on her arm. Dragging her over to my opened door and chucked her outside into the empty hallway.
“Because you’re a cheap and easy desperate little girl.” I smiled menacingly before slamming the door shut.
Heading back over to the chair where my clothes were, I could hear the bitch scream and tell and me from behind that door.
“CHEAP? EASY? DESPERATE?” she barked, “THEN WHAT ARE YOU KIM JAEJOONG? YOU PRACTICALLY SLEEP WITH GIRLS EVERY NIGHT!”
That only applies to girls like you who spikes my drink, get in bed with me, strip my clothes off and pretend that we did it last night. I don’t exactly mind that, I get to see the naked bodies, that isn‘t too bad for a guy right? Well, problem is that every single girl that does that ends up telling the whole school the very next day that she’s pregnant with my child since we did it with no protection whatsoever.
Disgusting I tell you. I would never want a kid.
For the next couple of minutes I laughed to myself as the girl outside my door continued to spit insults at me, hoping that it would make me feel guilty in some way. Every girl did that, and it never worked. I already knew that I’m a jerk, a prick, a player who smokes and drinks yet looks completely unaffected by it due to my beautiful porcelain complexion. I enjoyed sleeping with girls that I didn’t know much about, as long as they can satisfy my needs I’m alright with it.
To be honest, I don’t even know half of the girls’ names that I’ve slept with. Especially the one that was still barking like a mad dog outside of my room.
“I HATE YOU KIM JAEJOONG!” she yelled one more time before I heard her footsteps leave the door, going down the stairs.
Sighing with relief, I headed over to the door, opened it and walked over to the banister, looking down at the main hall of the ground floor, watching her leave the door as my butlers opened it for her.
Thank god she left.
Good thing my dad wasn’t home yet. But even if he was, he can’t do much. All he’ll do is give me a lecture in which I would treat it as a song with no importance at all. My mum? She passed away while giving birth to me.
My dad never seemed to care about me, he loved bats more than his own kid.
“YAH! Who was that girl coming out of our house?”
Speak of the devil.
“And why are you naked huh?” my dad shouted at me from the bottom of the stairs.
“You should know.” I smirked.
He grinded his teeth in anger as he threw his blazer across the main hall in fury, “Aish! What did I do to deserve a son like you?!”
“Oh I don’t know…” I shrugged, “Not being there for me?”
“You bloody know that I’ve been there for you all the time!”
“No you haven’t. All you care are about are bats! Fucking bats!” I yelled down at him in anger, “WHEN YOU GROW OLD ONE DAY I’LL SHOVE YOU INTO A CAVE FULL OF FUCKING BATS FOR YOU TO GAWK OVER YOU FUCKING TWAT!”
I stormed back into my room and slammed the door behind me, breathing heavily as I slumped down to the floor.
My childhood life was corrupted by a teenage couple who were my babysitters as my dad studied in his room all day on bats. He would leave me in the care of those treacherous people as he spent most of his day looking at bats.
It was horrific. Everyday the babysitter would bring her boyfriend along, making use of my king sized bed with their dirty sessions. And imagine this. Me in a kid version, in the room next to me bedroom playing video games, and all I could hear were those two horny bitches going at it. Example, I take a strike at a dragon in the game, instead of a slashing noise from the game, I hear a long and lusty moan from my babysitter next door. Traumatizing isn’t it? But what can a kid like me do? Tell my dad of course. But every time I tell him, he would call me a liar. Well, that was until I recorded my babysitter and her boyfriend going at it in my room without them knowing, then showing it to my dad. You should’ve seen my babysitter’s face. It was priceless.
Teenage days. Once I start middle school I got in with the bad crowd. Started to chain smoke, binge drink and beat the crap out of the random people that just ticked me off. My dad complained everyday about it. Heck, he should be glad that I didn’t take the cocaine and all sorts of drugs that the gang offered me.
It was all his bloody fault that I ended up like this. He should never blame me for what I am now. He should blame himself. He was never there to support me, he was cold and distant. I even wonder sometimes if he misses mum. I’m surprised that he didn’t marry another woman yet.
No one loved me. All my relatives were dead. I had no one to express my inner feelings to. No one to go and talk to and receive advice. My friends weren’t friendly at all. I only had one friend, yet he’s too young to be my true friend, my past and problems can depress him.
This was how fucked up my life was.
If only my mum was still alive I probably wouldn’t have ended up like this. If she was still alive maybe she could fill in that missing part of me. Maybe she could give me the love that I needed desperately right now. She could’ve been possibly the only one that could change my life for the better. Then again, I never saw her or knew her.
And I can’t even picutre myself as a good kid.
I attend to one of Seoul’s best High Schools. Not that it would matter. Like I would come out of that school looking like a smart ass. Throw me in any old High School and still I’ll remain the same. Never changing.
This school was made for the rich people. I don’t see why my dad even bothered enrolling me into this school, maybe he wanted me to become a stupid batologist like him. What a waste of money. He’s better off giving the money to me to spend on alcohol and cigarettes.
“YAH! YOUNGWOONG!” I heard my gang’s leader, World, call out to me from behind as I waited for him and the gang at the school gates.
YoungWoong was my nickname in the gang. The gang was nicknamed SMASH by people across Seoul. We were known for our ulzzang looks and KingKa status in Seoul High, despite being bad influences.
“Got our cigs?” HanBang went up to me and stuck his hand out before I placed a packet of cigarettes on it.
“So who was that girl that you slept with anyway?” CheonWoo broke in as he took a fag out of his pocket.
I stiffened, “You saw?”
“No. But the girl is telling everyone on the streets that you slept with her without protection and that you guys are going to have a kid soon.” Naru snickered along with Jerry.
“The bitch.” I swore under my breath.
“So hyung, did you really do it with her?” Hero, the youngest in our gang, the one who looked up to me the most, spoke in his baby-like voice.
“Nah, just another desperate whore.” I said in disgust.
I watched as HanBang handed a cig over to Hero and lit it for him. A few moments later, Hero began to cough and splutter, we all knew he wasn’t up for smoking, his body was too young and weak for that sort of thing. Yet the little twerp was still determined to act tough like us.
“You don’t have to smoke you know.” I said once me and him were out of earshot while the others were beating up a prefect for asking us to go to class.
He looked down at his still lit cig.
“I only took one puff hyung.” he said miserably, “I’m sure one day I’ll be able to smoke, drink and fight like you guys.”
I swear this kid wasn’t made to be in our gang. He could do so much better without us. I pity and worry about this kid a lot.
“Hero, we don’t mind if you don’t smoke, drink or do the stuff that we do. We’re still friends no matter what.” I smiled warmly at him.
He was the only friend that I ever had that I felt close to like a true friend. Yet what’s saddening is that he was dying slowly with cancer.
We found this kid being beaten up in an alleyway one night, just months ago. We managed to rescue the poor soul in time before he died from internal bleeding. Soon we found out that he was abandoned by his family and friends due to the fact that he was dying of cancer and his family couldn’t pay for the medicine and surgery to keep him alive. He was seen as a burden.
He’s lucky to have found us. The 6 of us, me, World, HanBang, CheonWoo, Jerry and Naru help pay for his medicine and tuition at Seoul High. He lives in CheonWoo’s house, lucky thing, CheonWoo’s parents were what every kid wants in a parent, caring and loving. What they do to deserve such a son like CheonWoo?
See, we’re not all that bad.
“JaeJoong!” I heard an annoying girl voice from behind me.
Turning around I saw Ahyoomee looking very displeased with me as she pouted angrily. Ahyoomee happens to be one of the few QueenKa’s of the school. She was a perfect and innocent girl until I slept with her. Now she’s just plain annoying. Ever since that night she couldn’t get enough of me.
“I heard you slept with a slut last night.” she said as she tapped her feet, “And she has your sperms.”
I choked on my spit.
“So…when’s our next night out?” she said excitedly with glee, “I’d love to have some of your sperms.”
“Bugger off.” I said before walking hurriedly down the hallway towards the boy’s toilets, a place where no girl can set foot in, unless they were super desperate.
For the entire day, the seven of us skipped every single class while still on campus.
When the gates to the school opened, we were the first to exit, heading down to the carnival in the park that just came in today.
It was the most weirdest carnival I ever saw. Everyone that were part of the carnival were pale, almost white skinned. Not to mention that they all looked young a beautiful, even the men.
“Goths.” World snorted as we walked past one of them.
We all expected some kind of major anger reaction from that guy, but instead we received a smirk from him. Weirdo.
“Emo!” Jerry shouted out and pointed at another one.
“Gay!” Naru yelled as he pointed at a couple walking past.
Still no reaction came. We were practically surrounded by these freaks, shouting insults at them yet they seem totally unaffected by it.
What’s wrong with these people?
“Yah yah!” we heard someone call out to us from a tent.
Looks like we caught one of these freaks’ attention. Searching around the area, we found black cloaked guy signaling for us to come over.
“Are you too ugly to show us your face?” I snickered as we came near to the tent, “Jesus you look fat in that cloak!”
“You're pretty mouthy, sonny.” the cloak figured commented, “Want to see your future?”
“Sorry but I don’t believe in these kinds of things.” I said as I began to make my way out of the tent.
“It’ll be free of charge.” the cloaked guy added.
Suddenly, I felt everyone’s hands grab onto my arm, pulling me away from the exit, dragging me back to the table where the cloaked guy sat with a table with an orb on it.
“Come on YoungWoong. It’s free.” Naru said as he sat me down.
“Yeah. It’ll be just for fun, no need to take it seriously.” CheonWoo added.
I shrugged, giving in as I placed my arms on the table, boring my eyes into the darkness in the hood of the cloaked guy, “Come on, what’s my future?”
“Patience…” he guy spoke as his hands began to hover around the orb.
The other guys watched the orb anxiously as I sat there looking bored to death.
“Ah…yes…” he guy spoke in an amazed tone, “This is…this is…”
“What?” I said as I glared at him, “Come on spill, I don’t have all day you know.”
“You. You’re unloved, aren’t you?”
I froze in my seat, wondering how this guy figured out. It could be the fact that he heard about me from somewhere, or stalked me. Anything apart from the fact that he got it from that stupid orb.
“Don’t worry young man, you’ll find true love soon.”
Oh God. Please don’t tell me I’ll start falling for one of those girls that I slept with. I hope my life doesn’t turn into one of those stupid dramas.
“You’ll find a very handsome one at that. His face is small, yet symmetrical. Manliest of them all…”
“YAH! ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY SOMETHING?” I shouted at the guy as I rolled my sleeves up, ready to pounce on him.
“Like what?”
“That I’m going to be gay? WHY IS MY TRUE LOVE A MAN?!”
“Calm down YoungWoong. It’s just a joke, don’t take it seriously.” World said, laughing as he held my arms down.
“Nothing can change fate.” the guy said smugly as he clasped his hands together.
“Fate my ass.” I said through gritted teeth.
I wonder why the guys are holding me back from punching this mysteriously cloaked guy. Did they know him or something?
“There’s hidden camera’s in here I bet.” I said as I looked around the tent.
“There’s no hidden camera’s.” the cloaked guy said, “What I said was true. You’ll move to Jeju Island soon with your father soon, to a mountain area where your father needs to do research on some bats in a cave. And you’ll enroll into a cursed school and find your true love there.”
This sounded like a fairytale. Yet, how did he know that my dad was a batologist?
“Bullshit.” I said as I knocked over the orb, causing it to fall to the ground and smash into many pieces.
The cloaked guy remained unmoved. He didn’t react at all, he just sat there looking directly at me. The hood that hid his face looked even more daunting now. Something about this guy didn’t seem normal.
“I’m leaving.” I said as I got out of my seat and left the tent.
The others followed me out of the tent, out of the carnival all together. The pale freaks seemed to have disappeared by now. The grounds were now filled with every day normal skinned people.
“Did you see that guy in the orb?” I heard Jerry whisper to Naru.
“Yeah! He looked like an ulzzang! His face was too perfect! I bet he got plastic surgery done on him!” Naru exclaimed.
I spun around to face the two who halted once they saw my face in front of theirs.
“What guy in the orb?” I asked.
“You didn’t see it hyung?” Hero said as he walked up to me.
“You all saw it?” I asked as I looked at each and every one of them.
They all nodded.
Why couldn’t I see the man’s face in the orb? Was something wrong with my eyes? Do I need glasses?!
“Don’t worry too much about it, it’s probably a prank that that stupid guy plays on everyone.” CheonWoo said as he draped his arm across my shoulder.
“Question, why did you guys hold me back when I was ready to pummel that guy who was clearly dissing me.”
“I don’t know. Maybe because we don’t want to lay our hands on such a fat looking guy. It would’ve been a waste of our energy.” World answered.
“That guy was giving off a weird feeling.” Hero remarked, “He felt dangerous. I swear I could smell blood from him.”
The six of us looked at the magnae in panic, running over to him and examining him for any signs of blood on him.
“I’m fine.” Hero sighed, “It could be the fact that I’m near death that I could smell blood.”
“You’re not dying on my watch.” World jabbed a finger at the kid’s forehead.
Hero chuckled happily on the spot. The way that this kid smiles and laughs brings warmth to us all. Makes us pity him even more for being associated with us, it also made us feel bad.
[ 3rd Person ]
Back at the tent, the cloaked figure pulled back his hood to reveal a chubby looking face with his hair styled to something that resembled too poop.
The guy bent down and examined the shards of the glass on the floor from the shattered orb.
“Damn, my mum is going to kill me when she finds out about this.” he said sadly as his hands reached up to cover his face before sniffling, “If she finds out there will be no more kimchi for me tonight!”
“Oh put a sock in it ShinDong.” a figure said as it emerged from the table, “You’re suppose to live off blood, not kimchi.”
“But, umma’s kimchi’s are the best.” ShinDong sniffed as he turned to face his friend who was now standing on the table, “She adds rich blood in it just to make it taste a lot better!”
His friend was taller than him, well built and manly looking. His face was small yet symmetrical, a true ulzzang.
“Anyway, who was your customer?” the man asked ShinDong after inspecting the shattered glass that was on the floor, “He seems pretty bad tempered.”
“Oh, someone that you’ll meet soon.” ShinDong grinned at him as he stood up.
“Did you use my face in that orb again?” he groaned.
“What? So what if I like playing around with the mortals? It’s not illegal.”
“You’re supposed to suck the blood from your food, not play around with it.”
ShinDong laughed as he walked over to him, placing a hand on his shoulder
“YunHo, I know what I’m doing. I bet on my room full of pepero that when you see this guy you will be glad that I didn’t suck his blood out already and killed him.”
YunHo looked at his friend with a confused expression before walking over to stand in the middle of the pile of shards of glass. He held out his right hand and began to mutter a string of foreign words. The shards of glass below him began to glow and shake, and soon began to float upwards into his hands. As if by magic, the shards began to piece back together again. And in the end, the orb looked the same as before.
“Idiot, you could’ve used your powers to piece the shards back together.” YunHo mumbled as he placed the orb back onto the table where the stand was.
“I’m not a pure blood like you. I’m just an aristocrat.” ShinDong said as he headed back over to his seat, “I can’t use my powers as much as you can.”
“Then why bother wasting your powers on this carnival thing?”
“Because it’s fun.” ShinDong rubbed the orb, “Oh and I get to taste some wild teenage blood later tonight when the carnival ends, want to join us?”
“Sounds nice, but no thanks. I already had dinner.” YunHo smiled before dissolving into the table.