| Fan Fiction |
by Tan Xue Lei
[ Kim JaeJoong P.O.V. ]
“How are you and that little island doing?”
“Take a guess.” I scoffed as I rolled to my side to face upwards at the ceiling.
It’s been a week since I arrived at this shitty school, I have been wondering if the guys missed me back at home since they never called until now.
“It’s boring as fuck isn’t it?” I heard him laugh from the other side of the phone, “You have no idea what you’re missing back here. There were these sexy foreign exchange student girls from America that came over just after the day you left! Man you’re so out of luck.”
I felt like spilling a long list of beautiful and colourful language just then, but decided not to, I was too tired to do that.
From the other end of the phone, I heard a door open and then slam shut, then came the increasing sound of heavily running feet.
“Ah, the guys are here, let me put on the speakers…”
I heard a click before a deafening roar boomed into my ears.
“YOUNGWOONG!” they yelled excitedly as I pulled the phone away from my ears, then setting it to speakers as well.
“Yeah, that’s my name, don’t wear it out.” I said dryly as I placed the phone on the other end of the bed.
“Seen any hot girls there yet?” CheonWoo smoothly asked once the noise died down.
“Psht, hell no. They’re thin as toothpicks, no meat on them at all, not to mention pale as ghosts.” I ranted, “And to make things worse, my dad enrolled me into a fucking all boys school!”
I heard them gasp sarcastically then chatter quietly amongst themselves for a while.
“Aw, come on, I’m sure there’s a club to pick up chicks over there.” I heard Naru say.
“I’m in a fucking village. They only have one club here, and I don’t see any sexy girls at all over there!”
“Hah! A village!” I heard Jerry chortle, “Not even an innocent looking village girl? Village girls are the best! They look plain boring on the outside, but can be a right naughty little thing in bed!”
Hmn, now that he mentions it, he is right…the most boring and weirdest looking girls can be right vixens in the night. Then again, it could be just a myth.
“What’s it like being in an all boy’s school?” HanBang then butted in, “Your pants must be itching for some action right now.”
“You shut the fuck up.” I spat at the phone.
“Hey, you can always release your desires through the boys there you know.” he said before laughing hysterically, I remained silent, feeling like sending daggers flying towards HanBang right now, “ Just kidding, how about doing it through some porn tapes?”
A short silence filled the gap afterwards until it was broken by a shrill voice.
“Ew, hyung!”
Hero, that innocent little rascal.
“Yah, Hero, how are ya?” I spoke casually through the phone.
“I’m doing fine thanks hyung!” he chirped down into the phone, unlike the other loudmouths, “What about you? You sound like you’re having a really bad time over there.”
“Bingo. It’s like hell over here.”
“How so?”
“I’m surrounded by a bunch of pale freaks here. The all boys’ school smells like blood most of the time, as if every one of them is on periods 24/7!” I cringed at the thought, “I swear some are too feminine to be boys, maybe their transsexuals who still have periods…”
“Psht, that’s what we thought when we first saw you.” I heard World scoff, “Looked like a right fragile girl.”
I ignored that comment and carried on my rant, “Anyway, you know that gay bastard that tried to hit on me back at Mirotic?”
I waited for a reply, but it never came. Then I just realised that they weren’t exactly next to or near me when all that happened during the night.
“Oh I forgot, you guys were off in all sorts of places in the club that night doing to your stuff to even care about me.” I said, breaking the silence.
“Sorry man, we didn’t think that there would be a gay going after you.” World snickered.
“Yeah, we would’ve totally knocked that guy out if we saw him.” HanBang added.
“I doubt you would be able to even lay a finger on him…” I mumbled, remembering back at Club Purple Line when YunHo managed to send that large geezer flying to the other side of the room.
“Say what?”
“Oh nothing.”
“Anyway, what about that guy?”
“He’s in the same school, in the same class as well.”
“Man that must suck.”
“Tell me about it.”
I just realised now that it was a bad idea to move to this crappy place in the first place, why didn’t I stay in Seoul? Things are going downhill for me so far and uphill for the others.
“Have you raised hell in that all boys school yet?” Naru butted in, breaking my moment of regret.
“No…”
“That’s not like you, we expected you report back news of how you managed to shove a random geek’s head down the toilet at least once everyday ever since you got into that school.”
“I would, but there’s just something about those freaks back in the school that makes me want to stay far far away from them,” I sighed, “They give off this feeling that they’re more powerful than me. There’s something about them that makes them look intimidating…I forgot to mention, its like the fucking artic in the school, I swear the heating is broke or the school is too poor to afford one.”
“Shit YoungWoong, stop being such a pussy and go beat the crap out of someone already! I don’t care if you’re school is like a freezer!” World spat angrily down into the phone, loud enough to echo around my still undecorated room, I was too lazy to unpack, “Have you even fucked someone over there yet? Get into trouble? Do the things that you did back here in Seoul?”
Damn, go ask me a bunch of questions that I would reply ‘no’ to why don’t you?
“How about this, when we can be arsed, we’ll come over there and back you up if you still haven’t made progress within the next month.” World spoke in a threatening tone, “I don’t know what’s been eating you lately, but I don’t like it. Shape up or we’ll come beat you into shape.”
“The pale freaks can’t be that scary.” CheonWoo added.
“Hyung…” a timid sounding voice then broke in, the voice that could only belong to no other than Hero, “I’ve been thinking, you said they’re all pale right? And it smells like blood most of the time too, not to mention cold as hell. Could it be that…they’re not actually human?”
I stiffened quite a bit when he mentioned ‘not human’; if they weren’t humans what were they? I’m no supernatural person, I don’t believe in all those ghosts and shit.
“Could it be that they’re vampires?” Hero spoke again after the room fell silent.
Vampires? Vampires my ass. Wouldn’t they be sucking the life out of me by now?
“Bullshit.” I swore down into the phone, forgetting that I was talking to Hero, “What the fuck have you guys been feeding him? Food with multiple drugs injected into it? LSD? Or did he start smoking weed and you guys are hiding it from me because little Hero doesn’t want me to know?”
Silence shortly filled in after. It was then that I regretted on what I have just said, before I could apologise I heard CheonWoo’s voice sounding through the phone.
“Hero, are you okay?” he stuttered a bit, with concern in his voice.
“I’m fine hyung.” Hero replied calmly.
“You sure it’s not the symptoms acting up again?”
“Shit! Not the symptoms!” I heard Jerry yell.
“No hyung, it’s not the symptoms.”
“How could you assume that YoungWoong’s in a school full of vampire’s huh? Have you been watching those scary vampire movies again?!” CheonWoo’s voice broke in again.
“Hyung, I haven’t, you confiscated all those DVD’s from me ages ago and replaced them with My Little Pony and some Thomas the Tank Engine ones instead.”
I felt like bursting into a fit of laughter at this point. I’m guessing those childish DVD’s were meant to be for CheonWoo from his loving parents.
“Are you reading some book with vampires in it Hero?!” Jerry then piped back in.
I heard someone sigh before I heard shuffling.
“YoungWoong, we’re going to take little Hero to the hospital now, I think the problem is at it again.” Naru spoke into the phone just when I heard a door open, “We’ll talk to you later! Take care!”
“Hyung! Help!” I heard Hero cry before the line went dead.
Sorry Hero, can’t help you now. I’m not in Seoul remember? I’m sure you can take care of yourself and that problem of yours for the mean time…
It just worries me sometimes if I’ll ever be able to see you again. Who the fuck created cancer?
[ Kim RyeoWook P.O.V.]
I feel so violated.
It’s been a week now since Henry started to do all sorts of painful yet pleasuring things to me.
Since that day I had to come round his house after school everyday to meet his family. His family wasn’t at all pleased when Henry introduced me as his boyfriend, they looked like as if they were wishing death upon me.
Even his little sister bullied me every time I visited, she would always come over elbow me in the back before snickering at my pain as she walked off.
I hated his family. But I can never hate Henry, even if he did drink my blood everyday at least twice, and inserted himself into me a couple of times.
“Henry…how long is this going to last for?” I spoke softly as I gazed at his broad back in his room.
He then turned around to face me with questioning eyes.
“Are you tired of it already?”
“No!” I waved my hands in front of him, trying to signal that he mistaken, “I just wanted to know.”
A part of me inside wanted to stop all of this, it was wrong, he didn’t love me, and I shouldn’t let him even if I do love him with all my heart. Then again, my greed overpowered this sensible part of me, it wanted to carry on, it wanted to take all it can from Henry with the time I have left.
“Does it hurt?”
My eyes blinked several times at the very question, he sounded so solemn and guilty just then, I wanted to hear him speak in that tone once again to me…
“Pardon?” I said as I widened my eyes in anticipation.
He looked at me blankly before turning around again, “Nevermind…”
My heart sunk when he completely ignored my presence for the next couple of minutes as he cleaned his beloved violin carefully, how I wish I was that violin, something that he treasures a lot, being touched and cleaned so gently.
“Oppa?” I heard his little sister’s muffled call come sounding through the other side of the door, “Katie unnie came over.”
Katie unnie? I wonder who she is.
But whoever she was, that very name caused Henry to freeze, before looking angrily at the door. Taking a rough guess from his reaction, it was someone he hated, with passion, possibly the person he was meant to be engaged to.
He got up from his chair and walked over to me, grabbed my hand and dragged me over to the door with a firm grip.
“Don’t say a word.” he murmured to me as he turned the handle to the door, opening it to reveal his sister jumping with joy.
“Unnie brought me a new dress! See!” she squeaked before spinning around in her new pink dress.
Henry pushed past his little sister, ignoring her shocked expression when she saw our hands locked with each other.
We made our way to the living room to hear loud chattering and laughing. Henry’s parents and 2 other strangers were laughing with each other as if they were good old friends, patting each others backs. Then what really caught my eye was this one girl, dressed in the prettiest blood red dress that I had ever seen, with golden brown dyed hair curled into such elegant locks, wearing make up that wasn’t too excessive or too little. She looked like every man’s ideal woman as she sat there, laughing as quietly as possible to herself like a true lady as she covered her mouth with her hands.
“Henry! Perfect timing, we were just discussing about the wedding decorations.” Henry’s father grinned happily at Henry only, ignoring the fact that I was next to him.
So they were still going on with the engagement, they were still planning to get Henry married off, even when they knew he had a boyfriend like me.
“I thought you canceled it.” Henry spoke stiffly with cold piercing eyes.
“Why would I? Katie is every man’s dream bride!” he laughed nervously, giving a short apologetic look to Katie’s father before turning back to face him and me with a more serious expression; “I don’t want my son to marry a half blood now do I?”
“Half blood?” Katie’s father looked curiously at Henry.
“Yeah, that scrawny kid holding onto Henry’s hands for dear life.” Henry’s mother said distastefully.
When Katie’s father’s eye fell upon me, his once jolly face turned into a complete sour one.
“I hate half bloods.” He spoke threateningly as his eyes seemed to fire bullets at me.
In response, I shuffled back nervously behind Henry, wanting to escape the death glares that everyone was sending to me in the room, apart from Katie.
I felt the hand holding onto me tightened even further, assuring me that I was safe.
Henry grunted, “Well I love them.”
He was lying! I knew it. How can he say such a thing without showing any flaws? Damn he’s a good liar…
“Even if you do, you could do so much better than that thing cowering behind you.” Henry’s father commented.
I felt like bursting into tears just now, I hated it when people insulted me and called me a thing, only Henry can do that to me without making me want to cry.
“He’s not a thing. He’s a living creature just like us.” Henry said boldly, backing away a bit, “If you can’t accept me or him then I don’t see the point of staying in this family anymore. I might as well just run away with this guy.”
“You don’t dare.” His father said angrily as he sat up from his chair.
Henry smirked as we neared the door to the house, he held the handle with his other free hand and turned it.
“I’m not coming back until you cancel the engagement understood? Until then, you no longer have a son.” He said before opening the door and taking one step out, “If Katie doesn’t mind, she can always become little sis’ bride.”
“I can?” Henry’s sister chirped as she ran into the living room.
Without saying another word, Henry pulled me out of the house and into the cool air, dragging me off down deep into the nearby woods.
His hands held onto mines tightly still as if not wanting to let go, or was it because he forgot whose hand he was holding onto.
“Hen-Henry?” I stuttered.
“What?”
“What you said back there…was it all truth or lies?”
Please let it be the truth, maybe I can die peacefully then…
“Lies.”
My hand loosened in his hold as I looked down to the floor, watching my feet walk in time with Henry’s.
Why? Why do you have to hurt me like this?
“Henry…I don’t think…I don’t think I should do this anymore…”
“What are you talking about?”
“I don’t see the point in it anymore…” I sniffed, “Even if I still do love you with all my heart, you still won’t accept it, I feel like an idiot…”
“You just realized?” he said as he halted.
“I don’t care about the pleasure you give me anymore, I don’t want it.” I spoke softly before looking up daringly into his hard eyes, “Because it’s all fake. You don’t love me. So it’s almost like rape. You raped me. Violated me. Do you know what it feels like to be violated like this?”
He remained silent in thought before the side of his mouth curved into a smirk.
“No, how about you help me experience it.” He said devilishly.
“What?”
Suddenly, he dropped down onto the floor, pulling me down on top of him in the process. I landed softly onto his chest.
“Go on. I might even fall for you after you become a seme.” He snickered a bit, “After all, it feels wrong for me to top you every time when I’m younger than you.”
I blushed slightly at the statement before burying my head into his chest.
“Go on, do me.” He said slyly as I felt his hands stroke my arms.
“I-I can’t….”
“I won’t bite you this time, I promise…” he said softly.
His hands cupped my cheeks, bringing my head to face his as he leaned in on towards me. My lips trembled against his before his lips concealed mines entirely.
This time, the kiss felt different, it felt more gentle and sweet, and it felt like heaven.
My hands made its way to Henry’s shirt, unbuttoning it slowly with our lips still in contact. Once unbuttoned, my hands began to explore the chest that belonged to Henry, from the shoulders down to the rim of his pants.
Our lips then parted as my heavy eyes bored down onto his, while his did the very same.
“Go on…” he said as he brought my head down onto his again, only this time his lips met with my ears, “Fuck me.”