Fan Fiction |
by yn_ean
“I’m really happy for you!” she said giving me a small hug.
“I’m happy you’re here!” I hugged back.
I was looking up on talking to her after the show. But unfortunately, she has to go somewhere, but I really appreciate her presence today.
“I’m looking up to Mars…we’re starting next week right?” she asked.
“Yap…me too” I closed the door of her car for her.
“Bye! Take care!” she told me
“take care” I replied.
Then she drove away with her manager. It was one of the days he will never forget again, and looking toward the future days he will be storing in his memory. She still haven’t broke up with Lan, and from the looks of it they’re bound together, and it hurts me inside thinking she might spend her future with him and not me. He likes you as a little brother Zaizai! What are you thinking?!! I told myself stupidly. I sighed and went to my car.
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“well looks who’s here?! Hua Ze Lei and San Cai are back!!” Director Cai Yue Xan just arrived for the first shooting. Me and Da S were chatting before he came, both excited…
“Director Cai! We’re glad to work with you again!” she gave the director a hug.
“well this time its serious job! Are you two aware of the scenes you’ll be doing?” he laughed, and I think I just saw Da S blushed.
“yah…” I said saving her from her state of embarrassment.
“well…I think you two don’t need any practice anymore…you two kissed twice already right?” he asked again…and I think I might be blushing also…
We both nod
“ok! Then we can start!” he added and we both made our way to our dressing room.
Mars was a tragic romance series. Our roles were Ling and Qi Luo. Ling was definitely the opposite of Hua Ze Lei, he was a walking sex organ, it was stated in the series and he’s quite a noisy kind of guy, Qi Luo was also an opposite of San Cai, she was a painter and she didn’t have any friends except for Da Ye, she was quiet and sometimes she doesn’t even speak…so it was like me and Da S exchanged roles…she was the bad girl before…now I’m the bad boy.
I have fun shooting the series…especially scenes with her, in every break we would eat and laugh together…she would always pinch me if I started annoying her.
Now, I can’t deny the fact that I’m in love already, she seldom mention Lan, and when I mention him to her she would change the subject, I really want to know what’s happening between them…I want to help her, but I think it’s better if I just leave it to them, it’s their business anyway…
Most of the scenes we’re shooting are kissing scenes…and I have to admit I’m enjoying it. It might seem like I’m taking advantage of the situation but this is the only way I can call her mine. The director told me I was really great in acting Ling out…and…I want to tell him the real reason, that I’m jealous of Ling…I really wanted to be Ling…Ling has Qi Luo while I don’t have anyone. As the days pass, kissing was just an easy task for us…it seemed like a normal routine…NG’s are for the first time…we both agreed on that, less NG’s as possible…she made me understand that it was for the sake of her relationship…is she and Lan having problems?...but I ignored it from then…I promised her no NG’s.
“Zai!” she called after me after the shooting before I went home.
“yah?” I turned back…
“are you going somewhere?” she asked hopeful…
“why?” I asked back.
“uhh…nothing” she smiled and walked back to her tent.
I want to call after her but my manager called me already and we have to leave.
Today, we were to shoot a scene were I force her to the bed with me.
“Aaaaaahhhhhh!! Noooooooo! Please!!! Stop it!!! don’t be like this!! Ling!! Don’t be like this!!!!” she screamed at me as I pushed her to the bed. She got away and I was supposed to run after.
“why…why can’t it open? no…” she was forcing her way out of my door; I locked it after she entered. I approached her again…she was screaming again and crying with all her might.
No! I can’t do this anymore! It’s too much!! I feel like I’m hurting her already. I have to try… I approached her again and hugged her this time.
“Qi luo…please stop crying…please…”
“No!! Let go of me!!”
“Qi Luo!!...who?”
“what?”
“who did this to you?”
“….my father…”
“your father? You told me your father was dead!”
“my step father…” she cried again her face in her palms. I opened the door and kissed her forehead…then…then she ran away…I cried…I cried in pain. It scared the hell out of me when she cried like that…it wasn’t Ling who is crying it was really me…tears won’t stop flowing…I can’t hold it anymore…
The director approached me…
“Zai…I said cut already…” he reminded me and patted me at the back then left…I still didn’t move…I was slouched on the floor…then she came
“Zai…are you alright?” she asked me with the worried look on her face.
I turned to her still crying.
“You scared me…” I told her…then she smiled and hugged me tightly, she wiped my tears…
“Hey! Stop it! You can’t believe that awful cry!” she laughed and pulled me up...
I laughed and walk with her to our tent.
“Aren’t I a good actress?” she teased me…I laughed back.
“I was telling the truth…you really scared me” this time she didn’t laugh…she just smiled at me.
I can’t describe the feeling of seeing her everyday. It makes my day complete…how happy could I be if this would continue in the future. Suddenly, I frowned, of course it isn’t possible. We are nearing episode 13, the end of Mars.
Now is the day I'm dreading about. Bed scene
She was trembling when she approached me.
“Are you alright? You know…we can postpo-“she cut me short
“No…we’re shooting this today…just remember the rules.” She told me sternly.
“Yah! No NG…” I smiled.
I laughed at her arrangement. Now there are only 5 persons in the room. Me, her, her assistant, the director and the cameraman, she shooed everyone away. At first I thought she was uncomfortable, but we both understood it was just a scene. She was wearing my shirt, only a shirt. When I laid her on the bed she never flinched, a fact that she was a good kisser I enjoyed it very much. To my surprise we got everything okay, except that she lay naked under me, and she got some undies except for the top part. I made sure I won’t move until her assistant handed her robe.
“thanks for covering for me…” she smiled.
“no problem” I laughed.
“wow…that was fast…I’m happy we’ve done it!”
“me too” I laughed and we just sat there smiling at each other.
Shooting mars might be hard but it was worth it. sometimes I make a break for other endorsements like Pepsi. Me and F4 and other guys went to Jordan to shoot Blue Legend…then we went back to Taiwan and I continued shooting Mars.
Everything was going smoothly except one incident. I was on my way to our shooting when my Ge called me and told me my apartment was on fire. I was saddened when I find out none of my belongings were saved, but thankful my brother and his girlfriend were safe.
“how was it? did you get everything in order?” she asked concerned.
“yah…the insurance paid for it...” I frowned; she gave me a hug and a reassuring smile. At that moment I felt like I have no more problems, I hugged her back.
We are celebrating my birthday this week. The crew made a party for me. She was my lady that night. I enjoyed it very much; the whole crew gave me a surf board. I laughed when I opened the package; they expect me to take a break after Mars, which is impossible because of the work piling in front of me.
Mars ended. I was contented already. I won’t wish for things that are impossible, I need to be thankful for the moments she gave me.
I thought that was the end of our frequent meeting, to my surprise…mars was a big hit…and we get to spend much time together because of the promotion, we get to travel around, and I enjoyed every minute with her, travel went on throughout the year.
I won’t deny the fact that I got involve with Xu Wei Lun, but it was only a couple of months, we frequently fight with each other, I simply broke up with her, we decided not to tell the public, but her public appearance made it obvious.
I and Da S were on the plane on the way to Thailand for a promotion.
“so. care to tell me about her?” she asked laughing.
“who?” I asked puzzled.
“your girlfriend…” she said nudging me with her elbow.
“I don’t have a girlfriend” I said matter-of-factly.
“you’re kidding me…she’s obviously making it known to everyone” she smirked.
“I don’t want to talk about her” I pretended sleeping. She suddenly hit me with the plane pillow.
“Ei! What is that for?” I said straightening up and glared at her.
“don’t sleep on me! Pig head!” she said glaring back.