Fan Fiction |
by yn_ean
“Da S” I called her name…she turned and smiled at me.
“you’re not calling her Jie anymore?” her manager asked me confused.
“nope…makes me younger that way…” I smiled and went back to my seat.
We arrived at Mainland. Many fans were there. Some were screaming and wishing and to my surprise they were wishing that I could have an early marriage and have a child soon. I and Da S laughed.
“maybe they want to be Little ZaiZai’s wet nurse” I laughed telling everybody.
“a little zaizai? I bet he’s cuter than you!” she joked around me. Then came this stupid idea I wanted to blurt out to her that a little zaizai will be cute if he has her genes. STUPID IDEA!! Good thing I controlled my mouth? Why am I blunt lately?
The interview proper started.
“we found out that in Mars you and Da S had many intimate scenes…including the bed scene…have you two cued each other?” he asked me specifically and I made the stupidest mistake to reply without even thinking…
“that’s right!” oh no…what was I thinking.
Da S stared at him surprised.
“care to explain?” the host asked me…I have to tell them the truth…this would be better…
“I got cued by Da S before, ever since the filming of Meteor Garden 1…but…at that time, I did not have the courage to express my feelings to her, all I could do was to have a secret crush on her…I waited until filming was done and let my crush for her to die off…” everyone was silent…I turned to Da S who was still surprised to say something…I continued.
“the same thing happened when I was filming Mars with her…I was really into my role that I don’t know how to get myself out of it afterwards, thus I fell in love with her again…but I keep on telling myself that it was all an act…it wasn’t true…here I'm telling you that I really did” I said looking straight in her eyes. For the first time this day I saw her smile.
We were riding back to the hotel room. My manager wasn’t surprised with my confession, but her manager was. She offered me to speak to Da S on the way to the hotel room. She strictly told me that I could only personally talk to her on the car; she said she isn’t in any condition to chit chat about things then she told me that Da S broke up with Lan. I was stunned. I slowly sat beside her in the car. She was silent…I decided to give her peace for a minute…make her comfortable beside me before I speak up…then I asked bluntly again…
“is it all a rumor? You guys really broke up? No way right?” I should have hit myself our banged my head in the car window.
She was silent for a couple of minutes. Then she looked at me and smiled…tears stinging her eyes.
“it’s true…it’s not a rumor…we did broke up” she said more like choking it out of her mouth.
From that moment I want to hug her…I want to comfort her…make her feel alright in my arms…I want to take all the pain away. I didn’t know it hurts more when it’s someone you love gets hurt than yourself.
“…Da S…I’m sorry…” I feel like I’ll cry any minute in front of her.
“you shouldn’t…it’s alright” she told me…before I knew it we were at the hotel already.
We got separated from the time we got off the car. I have things to do she has her own things to do. I still have to go to the radio station to promote and some magazine interview to finish. When I went back to the hotel I was damned tired…but not too tired to be sleepy. I can’t sleep…I went down to the club unnoticed…then drank some little wine…I can’t take her of my mind…why was she sad? Why her?
Before I could stop myself I was in front of her hotel door. I knocked…no answer…I knocked again…still no answer…maybe she’s asleep already…then I heard the door knob clicked.
“Zai? What are you doing here?” it was a weary voice…weary from crying…maybe she can’t sleep also…
“can I talk to you?” I asked hopefully
“sure…come in” she lead me to the bed…her sofa was full of her bags.
I stared at the huge soft bed.
“you’re making a big mistake making me talk to you in that thing…” I told her.
“why?” she asked me puzzled.
“before you know it I’ll be asleep already” I joked again even though I was far from sleeping…I just want to see her smile.
“don’t worry…I won’t get angry…I don’t want my little bro scared of me” she smiled! But why little bro?
I sat beside her in the bed both of our backs leaning at the headboard. We were silent for a moment…then she asked.
“did you really mean it when you said you fell in love with me?” I looked at her she was staring at the wall…
“of course…I can’t lie to you…you’re my confidante…aren’t we supposed to tell our secrets to each other?” I took her hand in mine.
“then we need to tell our secrets to each other tonight, right?” she turned to face me.
“yah…do you want me to start?” she nods.
“I broke up with Xu wei Lun last week…I came to a realization that I really never did love her because…there was only one person that I love…you” I need to tell everything…no stopping now…
“zai…I broke up with Lan last week …but we broke up peacefully that time…but yesterday we fought coz I told him the real reason why I broke up with him…” she said searching my eyes making me face her straight at the face
“what was the reason?” I asked…she looked at our tangled hands.
“I…I told him we couldn’t go on like this…it would be unfair to his part” she said tightening her grip.
“I told him we couldn’t go on with me loving somebody…loving you” she stared straight to my face.
I was shocked. She loves me!! She broke up with Lan because she loves me!! I suddenly hugged her tightly…she hugged back half smiling half crying
“that means you love me and I love you” she choked in the middle of our hug
I broke the hug and stared at her for a moment. I bent down and kissed her. We broke into a hug again…this time both of us were laughing. Suddenly my cellular phone rang.
“my manager” I said glancing at the monitor…
“she’s looking for me…I have to go” I said getting off the bed…she went after me to open the door.
“can I get a goodnight kiss before I leave?” I asked teasing her…
“sure!” she reached out to kiss me briefly on the lips.
“wo ai ni…” I said
“wo ye ai ni” she told me before she closes the door.
I can’t explain my happiness…she was mine since then…I just never had the courage to tell her.
I was smiling like and idiot when the elevator opened and out came my manager.
“where have you been?” she said glaring at me…I was still smiling like an idiot. Then her angry face turned into a shock look when she realized what number the floor is.
“this is Xi Yuan’s floor!! What were you doing here?! Don’t tell me you were in her room! Her manager will get angry when she finds out what happened!” she said while she pulled me back inside the elevator.
Next day we’re flying back to Taipei. I got the seat beside her. Her manager was surprised why she was so happy when yesterday she looked like someone died. We sat comfortably, her head on my shoulder and my other arm on her shoulders while I hold her hand in my other hand.
“zai…” she called me
“yah?”
“I’m really happy…”
“me too…” I dropped a kiss on her forehead.
“when are you planning to tell everybody?” she asked
“they’ll just find out…what’s important is we’re together…” I whispered while she drifted to sleep in my arms
That’s how we got to be together…yes she was unreachable…at first…but all along we were in love and we never notice…all I need was a little nudge and the truth did came out.
Characters are factual and most of the happenings and dialogue’s also. Some were made fictitious to give idea to the story.
Da S
Copyright © August 29, 2005 by Kathryn Yule Sollesta
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