| Fan Fiction |
by ynaluvjae
1st
“Jae, where are you?” I heard him calling my name. I washed my hand as I just finished my cooking. I walked out from the kitchen and saw him putting his document case on the floor. I took the case from him and want to bring it to my room or should I say it ‘our’ room?
“Jae?” he said.
“Yeah?” I turned my back and look at his eyes. I could see his lustful eyes wanting me again.
“Why didn’t you smile today?” he smile and took my hand slowly to his lips and kissed it.
“Should I?” I said confusingly.
“Yeah, you always need to smile…just only for me” he grabbed my body towards his chest and started to kiss me passionately. He sucked my upper lips as if he doesn’t want letting it go. I opened my mouth as he seeks for the entrance and started to licks my mouth. We kissed until both of us patting for air.
“Jae, I’m hungry” he said to me.
“I’m done cooking. Want to eat right now?” I said to him as I’m trying to release myself from him.
“No, I want to eat you.” Before I could say anything, he kissed me again and lifts me upstairs. I just let do anything to me. Should I say that I’m weak? Yeah, I think that so too…
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~Kimi wa doko ni ite? Dare to doko ni ite?~~~
I wake up after heard him rushed out from ‘our’ room. I took the blanket and covered my naked body. I try to stand up by I winched in pain. Sometimes, I feel weird after doing it with him many times, I still feel the pain. I sat back on the bed and saw him walking into the room smiling. I gave him a weak smile showing I’m appreciating his presence in the room.
“She’s calling?” I asked him.
“Yeah”
“You should go” I told him. I try my best to stand up again but unfortunately I fell aback. He comes near to me to help me but I pushed him away.
“Is it hurt?”
“You should go…NOW”
He sighed and started to wear his clothes and fixed it nicely. Totally same appearance like he just got back from his work. I wonder what he told her this time. He took his case and stood in front of the room’s door.
“I guess I’m leaving” he said while looking right to my eyes.
“Yeah, I guess so too” I said to him. Emotionless.
“Want to say anything to her?”
“Such?” it always a cold reply that comes out from me. He sighed again.
“She’s your mom. Your mom, Jae.” I took a look to him and smiled again. A pure one? I don’t know either.
“If she is my mom …she will not abandon me. And we will not into this sin.” I said to him, smiling. “It’s incest. Illegal to a logical thought.” His expression changed instantaneously after hearing my statement and stared me coldly.
“I’m leaving” he said and walked out from the room. I watched him and sighed again. ‘Oh god, am I forgiven? Will we be forgiven?’
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