Fan Fiction |
by Cool_1312
The soft calling of my name surprised me. I looked at the man in front of me with a slight frown. He was a lot thinner than I last seen him, as though he had not eaten for days. His lips were chapped, more badly than Changmin’s. He had dyed his hair from blonde to black and I’m not sure whether I like it or not. Something pulled my heart as he said my name, and something else in his eyes that I couldn’t recognized, something deep.
“I heard you were in an accident…” I tried to explain, trying to hide my tension around him.
“Yes.” He chuckled and I couldn’t tell you how much I had missed that dolphin-like laughter. “Stupid me, I think I was chasing someone and I just dashed out into the road…and…and…” He frowned when he tried to think too hard and he was doing it now.
“You don’t remember how you get hit?” I voiced out my question softly.
“No, I do remember bits and pieces of them though.” He laughed out, trying to say to me that he was all right. “It’s all coming back to me, a little by little, you know.” He said with a smile. “It was sad though that I couldn’t even remember Changmin, Jae-hyung and Yunho-hyung’s names when I woke up at the hospital, completely blank-out!”
“Then how could you know about me?” I inquired; curiosity had gotten better of me.
“I don’t know. I took a glance at you and just knew your name.” He muttered softly, avoiding my gaze and I knew that the worse was coming. “Who are you again?” He replied, my worst fear was realized in a matter of seconds.
“You don’t remember-r me?” I choked out as he shook his head softy.
The black rose’s bouquet that I was holding fell to the floor, a few of its petals coming out from its original places.
He didn’t know me?
Kim Junsu didn’t know Park Yoochun?
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“You are finally here.”
Yoochun looked up to see Yunho and Jae walking into the kitchen. He forced out a smile and turned back to continue watching Junsu whipping up some cakes. A moment later, Jung Hoon and Changmin arrived, gasping at the crowded kitchen.
“Hey guys, you are finally here!” Junsu beamed up towards them as he realized that there was a crowd in the kitchen. “Yoochun says that he come to Seoul with a friend!” Junsu looked towards Jung Hoon with a smile. “Hi! I am Kim Junsu!” He reached out a hand towards Jung Hoon.
“Er..and I’m Kim Jung Hoon, Kim JaeJoong’s little brat, or so he likes to say!” Jung Hoon said with a smile.
“You are funny!” Junsu replied, laughing out loud.
“You remember Yoochun, Su?” Yunho said suddenly, making Junsu looked towards the man who was still sitting down. “Actually…”
“No.” Yoochun stood up, his hand still holding the glass of wine. “He remembers my name fortunately but besides that, I’m just a blank person.” He said, avoiding looking at their faces. “Now, could you please excuse me? I’m tired.” He walked out of the kitchen without even glancing back.
“Did I say something wrong?” Junsu whispered, his heart breaking slightly, looking at the way Yoochun walked out of the kitchen suddenly.
“No. It wasn’t anyone’s fault.” Jae said quietly as they watched Yoochun disappeared into the balcony, sliding the doors behind him. “No one fault.” Jae’s tears felt when Yunho briefly touched his shoulders.
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Did you forget the promise we made, Su? Didn’t you promise to hold till I come back to find you? Why do you have to let go first? Can’t you wait a little longer while I heal first? I am here now but you are not. Your body was here but your love’s not. What am I supposed to do?
Yoochun lashed out bitterly as the raging emotions in his eyes. The tears won’t stop dropping and he blamed his weak self. He had never expected his little dolphin to forget him, much less their memories together.
“Hey, little girl, are you crying here?”
Yoochun quickly wiped away his tears when he heard his best friend entered the balcony. Jung Hoon remained silent for a while, both looking out through the window, looking at the scenery that they both had missed the most.
“You don’t have to hide from me, you know. You could just cry, after all, it’s just me.” Jung Hoon said suddenly, breaking the silence between them.
“I know.” Yoochun said with a sigh and sat down on one of the chairs. “Everything so messed up. I don’t even know if I can do this. I’m so tired, exhausted.” He leaned back and closed his eyes.
“And you think you are the only one? I love you, my friend, I have treated you like my little brother but I really want to punch you in the face for what you did back there. Do you see how Junsu’s face fell when you walk away? Hell, you even make my big bro shed some tears back there, I’m not saying that I don’t like it but still. You shouldn’t have done that Chun. We do not come back here all the way from that damn countryside just to hurt them once more.” Jung Hoon whispered softly as he sat opposite his best friend.
“I’m sorry.” Yoochun muttered, jerking his eyes wide opened when he realized what he had done back then.
“Fight it, Yoochun. Make him remember, be with him, be the Yoochun that I know. Make him fall in love with you all over again. Start as friends, have Junsu fall into your trap.” Jung Hoon said with a smirk.
“And what if he remembered the times when I’m a beast? What then? Will I have to leave again? Because I don’t think I have the strength to even if I try.” Yoochun whispered.
“Remember that time when I say I will never talk about the break-up I had with Min?” Jung Hoon straightened up suddenly and Yoochun raised his eyebrows. “Well, it’s about time, I did. It killed me, to say in simple words. He shouldn’t have hurt me even if I give him my heart. It’s just not right, to break it off suddenly. He should give me time. I was so bitter then and my brother not supporting me but Min only fueled my anger.” Jung Hoon said with a smile.
“Jae-hyung didn’t mean to hurt you. It’s-s…”
“Don’t. Don’t try to defend my brother; it’s his job to explain to me not yours. I’m not telling you all this so that you can give me some explanations because I just want you to listen.” Jung Hoon replied, rising up his hand. “When I finally throw away all the bitterness I have, I realized that I have not given everything I had to stop this relationship from falling apart. I should have tried, asking for the reason why, I should have try harder. But I didn’t.” Jung Hoon said with a smile.
“So you are going to give it another try while you are here?” Yoochun whispered.
“Yes, I don’t want any regrets Chun. There were too many regrets in my life and I want to stop it. I want to give this love my last shot. I want to give my everything so that when I looked back, I know that I had at least tried.” Jung Hoon looked up.
“What if it didn’t work out?” Yoochun asked, doubt in his eyes.
“Then I will go back to my countryside, not to mope around but to pack-up and move back here. And no my friend, I will not pester him. I will move on with my life, without him. It’s high time I do that, right?” Jung Hoon said with a smile.
“Then let’s try together, to get our love back.” Yoochun snaked out his hand to his best friend.
“May our love win.” Jung Hoon replied and gripped Yoochun’s hand tight.
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My Appreciation:
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PheonixLady – Glad that you love it *hugs*, another update and hope u like it. Thanks for reading!
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starry_dew – Yea *nods* I mean, to tell you the truth, if you are living anywhere other than Korea, you would only know artistes like Shinwa, BoA and Rain. DBSK is not famous even overseas, let’s face it. If I didn’t watch their banjun dramas, I will never know them! Yea, but I love them more as I continued knowing more about DBSK. Lol. We are trapped. Yea, it’s been quite a lot of fics that were written by me *beams*, lol, proud of it. Glad that you like it, thanks for reading!
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Rui -- What, you think YooSu is weird? Gosh, that’s my first, lol. Glad that you changed ur mind cox YooSu is just a couple that you enjoyed playing around for fun and to have a great time with! Glad that you like it, phew, cox Micky being possessive is not what you can called, romantic. Lol. Thanks for reading!
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EmGai – Haha, another update for this fic, and hope u like it. Thanks for reading!
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Lil_Stranger – Yup, cox I’m still making this under Pg-13, safe. Yup, this fic is meant to tell the other ‘serious’ side of this couple, not the happy go lucky but not as serious as Jaeho’s relationship! Yup me too, I really like how this fic is going even though I’m the writer. Haha. Yup, Changmin and Jung Hoon relationship is still a big question mark and that’s my pro cox I don’t want them to be the main focus so I will ease back so I will put more YooSu. Yay. Yup, JaeHo knows about it, yea I wanna put some YooSu moments but I realize that it will be too much. For me, an update will consist of four pages of Microsoft words and nothing more. I know, weird. Lol. Thanks for reading!
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babywingz -- *nods* yea, I will definitely be continuing this cox I want to know the ending to. haha, does that sounds weird. Lol. Thanks for reading!
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