| Fan Fiction |
by purple_silent
I saw something on my arms. I looked at it closer. It was a small scar. Then, I saw a bruise on the other arm, then I saw many others. My arms were battered! I don’t understand…What happened?
Pushing myself upwords, I tried to sit up. Fragments of event that happened before flashed in my mind. Now I remember. But where is the fire? The wilted flowers? The dim skies? Was it all an illusion? A plot to scare and distract me? I pushed the covers away and stood up from the bed. I found my flats positioned at the side of the bed so. I wore it and slowly went out of the room.
I found myself in the corridors. I found that the stairs were at the left direction so I went there and went down the stairs. As I neared the end of the staircase, I suddenly saw Sunye come to the stairs. She saw me and was surprised.
“~~~~~~!” she exclaimed. “How are you feeling?”
“I feel perfectly fine, I guess…” I replied. “What happened to me?”
Sunye bit her lip. “I’m…not sure. We thought you were possessed! We came down the stairs and saw you banging yourself on the door, the wall, and you were fighting something off from the air like you were mad! Don’t you remember anything?”
I was shocked. I can’t believe I was doing all of that. I thought what I was seeing is what really happened.
I ran down the stairs and held Sunye’s elbows.
“I spoke with it! I spoke with the demon Sunye!”
“H-huh?” Sunye was confused.
“It came to me,” I narrated. “It came and urged me to stop what I was doing! But I didn’t give in to it. I told it to stop; to leave Yunho…Though I’m not sure if it agreed with me… I don’t know what happened, because it just stopped, and everything went dark.”
“That’s what happened?...” Sunye stared at my eyes, in disbelief.
I nodded.
Sunye looked down and thought deeply. The recent events must have been a little too much for her to handle.
“Where is Yunho?” I asked.
“He’s…in his bedroom – unconscious.”
“What?”
“The moment we all saw you,” Sunye stated what happened, he immediately fell to the ground. It’s too weird. I don’t know what’s happening anymore…”
I patted Sunye’s shoulder, then told that everything would be fine. We just have to be strong for Yunho. Then I went up the stairs again and headed for his room.
I stood in front of his door. Maybe he’s awake already, so I knocked on the door three times I waited for an answer.
“Please just leave me alone…” Yunho’s voice called from inside.
I know this means that I’m not allowed to enter, but hearing him say that, I felt all the more urged to get inside. So, I decided to get in regardless of what he said.
Turning the doorknob, I pushed the door, then I stepped in. I saw Yunho lying on the bed, his face surprised that I stepped in.
"I thought I told you to---" Yunho said but stopped once he saw me. “~~~~~~….”
“Are you alright?” I asked him, then approached his bed.
“I should be the one asking you that,” Yunho tried to sit up on the bed, “But, no, I’m not.”
I sat on Yunho’s bed. “What happened to you? How come?”
Yunho took a deep breath and looked at my bruises and scars on my arm and the side of my head, then he looked sadly at the ground.
“I did that to you…” he said, astonishing me.
I scoffed at him, “Yunho, now you’re just exaggerating. Of course you didn’t!”
“No” Yunho stared at me seriously. “I was there.”
“You…what?” I couldn’t understand.
“The devil wanted me to see; to see what he does to those who dares fight it. He wanted to prove to me that the humans were not really faithful—they just seem so. A little temptation will pull them away from God… But when I saw you out there, you proved that the devil was wrong…” Yunho stared at me, his eyes wide and serious. “And do you know what’s bad? I just let him do that. I watched you hurt yourself. I watched him torture you and I did nothing because I was too weak to fight it off. I was too weak I just let it do what it wants…”
I looked at Yunho. It was hurting to think so, that he was telling the truth. I want to tell him he’s not really weak but I would be lying to him. That is what he is, but not always will be.
I had no choice but to stay silent and helpless.
“Yunho” I looked encouragingly at him, “Wounds will heal. Don’t think about it anymore."
“Maybe we should stop.” Yunho said, but I was expecting him to. “It’s no use. I’m hopeless.”
I shook my head, leaned towards him and embraced him.
“Oh Yunho…” I patted his back, “You are very fortunate. Your family is so blessed. You have parents who love you so much and are willing go past their limits to help you. You have siblings who see you completely as you are and as no one else. You are Yunho and that’s what they will always see you to be. Your family loves you. You must be strong for them.”
“Can I be?” I heard his voice.
I pulled back.
“Yes, you can. That’s why I’m here to help you. That’s why God sent me. That’s why He willed me to be here right now. He entrusted you to me, although I am not worthy. But nevertheless, I want to help, because it is my calling, Yunho. My vocation!”
Yunho smiled a little. “Then, you’re my angel.”
I laughed because it sounded funny, but it sounded nice as well. I couldn’t possibly picture myself as an angel. This was the first time I heard such a strange yet endearing compliment.
I took what he said positively. If I were to be his angel that could only mean that it is my mission to keep him close to God.
Things seemed to be in a new light. As I came out of the Jung residence, I felt the strong presence of God dwelling inside of me. The feeling of peace, joy and security. For a moment I wished that Yunho would feel the same sometime in his life. And so, this is where my mission to help Yunho officially starts, because now I am absolutely, positively aware that God is with me.
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