| Fan Fiction |
by Zeey'
Rating: PG-13
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A couple of tap on his shoulder brought Jaejoong to look at his side and only then a finger poked at his white, flawless cheek. Seeing who it was, Jaejoong pouted very irresistibly cute as he smacked the said person’s arms softly.
“Ouch, Jaejoong! Don’t have to be so aggressive!” the man with Jaejoong pouted back and rubbed his smacked arm. As he done, he ruffled Jaejoong’s hair affectionately. “Aren’t you going home?” the same person asked whiles his eyes wondering across the college’s main driveway.
A sigh could be heard as it escaped Jaejoong’s luscious lips, “I don’t know. Kyuhyun was supposed to be here already. And what about you, Hyunjoong?”
The man named Hyunjoong just shrugged and pursed his lips. “Who is Kyuhyun, by the way?”
“My driver,” he replied as he looked at his watch. “Aish, where is he?” as he shifted in his spot uncomfortably. Kyuhyun had never been late if he was going to pick him up. At least, if he did, he would have called earlier but that never happens frequently, except when Yunho was going to fetch Jaejoong from college himself. But Yunho could have inform when he does, especially when Yunho couldn’t stand letting Jaejoong wait for him in the middle of hot day. His black Lamborghini would usually was the one waiting for Jaejoong whenever he picked Jaejoong up. But today, both of his supposed to be called driver weren’t here. And Jaejoong had never wanted to stop a taxi again especially after what had happened, and adding to that, Yunho had never allowed him again.
‘Be it late or anything, as long as you’re safe coming home with me,’ was Yunho protective answer when Jaejoong told him what had happened on the other day.
Hyunjoong fell silent and so did Jaejoong. There was countable number of students still on the same spot. Some might have already home and some might still having their classes.
Being in the same class, Jaejoong and Hyunjoong have finished their class 3o minutes ago until Jaejoong has found out no one is fetching him up till now. Yoochun and Junsu had already went home, lucky them. And Jaejoong has to wait and wait and wait for a certain somebody. He was nearing to sulking and was about to whine to Yunho right there, right now if Hyunjoong wasn’t there to accompanying him.
‘Speaking of Yunho, that damn man is not answering his phone!’ Jaejoong screamed in his mind, ‘Wait till I got home, you are so dead!’
Jaejoong heard Hyunjoong clearing his throat before he looked at him, “Uhmm…Jaejoong…”
“Yeah?” Jaejoong looked back at the driveway, hoping the person he was waiting for would show up.
“T-There is something I-I need to tell you…”
Jaejoong diverted his attention back to him when he didn’t find what he is looking for. Wide eyes were gazing up to Hyunjoong ones, as if he was saying he was interested in knowing that ‘something’. He tilted his head to the side and encouraged Hyunjoong to go on.
“I’ve been wanted to tell you this since we became friends but time didn’t allow me too…” Hyunjoong’s voice was literally shaking with each word he uttered and that only made Jaejoong curious even more.
“Yeah, what is it? Is it important?”
Jaejoong and Hyunjoong have been friends since Jaejoong started his first year in college. However, their friendship was not bonded enough just like how Jaejoong and Yoochun with Junsu clicked. Hyunjoong was just a normal friend who shared the same course with Jaejoong and seated next to him in class. But that was just it, they never shared stories except for homework and projects unlike how Jaejoong did with Yoochun and Junsu. Hyunjoong was also the first person Jaejoong ever talked to when he entered the college. So, to put it off, Hyunjoong was a good friend.
“I-It’s quite important. You see, I lik--”
His sentence were cut off when a car drove by and stopped in front of them. Yunho, in his black suit exited the car and approached a now-pouting Jaejoong. Quickly, he wrapped his arms around Jaejoong’s waist and kissed the puffed-up cheek. “I am late, sorry…” then proceeded to kiss the pouting lips away.
“Oh, you better be!” Jaejoong shrugged the arms around his body then stepped forward towards Hyunjoong, “What were you saying, Hyunjoong-ah?” But the man’s eyes weren’t on Jaejoong as instead he gazed at Yunho’s piercing ones. He could feel shivers running down his spine when he looked at Yunho’s powerful cold stare, directed at him.
Immediately, Hyunjoong fixed his eyes downwards at the slightly shorter Jaejoong. He faked a smile, “Oh…Nothing. I-I’ll see you tomorrow,” he said solemnly before walking away and leaving the two other man behind.
“Who is he?” Yunho spoke first and let the two of his arms hugging Jaejoong’s shoulder. Jaejoong once again shrugged the hands away and pushed Yunho away from him just right before Yunho could tighten his grip. Stomping away as he entered the luxurious car with a pout still cutely visible, Jaejoong closed the car door with a powerful force which emitted a loud noise.
Yunho smiled knowingly and entered at the driver’s seat. He noticed the long slender arms were crossed against the chest and the bottom lip jutted out childishly. “Hey, if you continue doing that, no one is going near you, you know…” Yunho said playfully and drove off.
Seated in the passenger seat, Jaejoong rolled his eyes. He let his hand grabbed the handler under the seat until the seat bent backwards, allowing Jaejoong lying on it. He grasped on his backpack and pushed the thing up to his face as he let his body curled slightly into a ball, back facing Yunho. The older man chuckled as the corner of his eye caught the cute sight. He suddenly pulled off on the side of the highways, caring less about what other road users might say about his unmannered driving skill.
One of his hands was rested on the steering wheel while the other was on its way up to Jaejoong’s head. “I am sorry. I know I let you wait but I was busy too.” Yunho could hear Jaejoong huffed. “I was going to let Kyuhyun pick you up but I planned on bringing you out today. I know how you were bored doing nothing at home, so I just thought you might want some air-refreshing. But since you are acting this way, I might just cancel my plan and just go straight home,” with that, Jaejoong immediately sprung up from his position. The pout has disappeared, replaced by a wide grin as his eyes showed nothing but sparkled with glee.
“I want to go out! I want to! I want to!” Yunho chuckled.
“Okay, if you want to,” Jaejoong jumped into Yunho’s embrace and blabbered something about what they were going to do, “…Oh, we will go eat ice-cream, then, oh yeah, I want to go to amusement park. It has been long since I go to and also, wait! I want to eat first, I’m hungry. I want sushi, a big and delicious one and also…”
Yunho smiled against Jaejoong’s neck as he listened to Jaejoong’s rambling, a satisfied smile, that is. And with that, Yunho’s mind spoke, ‘You are so easy, baby…’
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“Jae! Wait up!”
Jaejoong quickly halted in his step, “Yeah, Hyunjoong. What is it?”
“Umm… Can we talk?” Hyunjoong suggested and dragged Jaejoong towards a nearest bench at the college’s garden.
Jaejoong put his books on the bench and faced towards Hyunjoong’s hesitant face. “Yeah, is something wrong?” he waited a mere second before Hyunjoong finally burst it out.
“I like you, Jaejoong!” the smaller man was taken aback by the sudden confession. The already wide eyes widened even more with shock and a palm flew up to cover his mouth.
“I’ve like you since I saw you at the first time. I thought it was wrong for me to like the same species as mine so I just hold it back. But apparently, I couldn’t hold it any longer. My feelings just keep on increasing each day. The more I see you, the more I want you. So I decided to break it off to you yesterday even though deep down, I know you would reject a person like me, especially when I am a guy. But then, that man from yesterday come up to you and kissed you. I was happy knowing you preferred guy more than you preferred a woman. Then, as I saw you with him, I'm feeling sad too. And the sad feeling is overwhelming the happy feeling,”
“But Hyunjoong…”
“I just want you to know I really like you, Jaejoong-ah. And I can make you happy too. I just want you to give me a chance, Jaejoong-ah. Just one chance, I’ll prove it to you I can take care of you,”
“But I already have a boyfriend, Hyunjoong-ah…” Jaejoong whispered softly, as if afraid to break the man’s heart.
“I know you do. It’s the man from yesterday, right?” Jaejoong nodded and Hyunjoong sighed. “But Jaejoong, I can take care of you more than he takes care of you. I’ll love you more than he does. I’ll make you happy. Just give me a chance.” Hyunjoong pleaded pathetically on his knees in front of Jaejoong.
“I can’t Hyunjoong-ah,” Jaejoong bent his head low, “I don’t like you just how you like me. I’m happy the way I am now. I’m sorry, Hyunjoong-ah. I really am,”
Hyunjoong’s shoulder slouched forward, showing his defeat and tears pooled around the corner of his eyes, “I know you can, Jaejoong. You can’t reject me. You just can’t. Not when I am pathetically begging on my knees,” he put his hands on Jaejoong’s shoulder, forcing him to look at his agonized face.
Jaejoong just could feel sorry for Hyunjoong, because there was no way he could accept him when his heart completely belongs to Yunho and Yunho only. There was just no way, even if Hyunjoong shed a bloody tear – No, the answer will always be no. Jaejoong couldn’t offer him anything in return but a heartedly-smile. “I can’t, Hyunjoong-ah. I can’t…”
The other man let his hand dropped slowly from Jaejoong’s shoulder before he stood up. “Then I’ll make sure you can and you’ll accept me, Jae-ah. Even if it takes all my life or that man’s life. I don’t care what will happen but I’ll make sure you break up with him,” he threatened coldly before leaving Jaejoong alone on the bench – shocked.
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“Baby, I’m hom- ouff!” a small figure jumped onto Yunho’s body as he entered the house. The smaller body fitted himself tightly against Yunho’s well built-body. The arms around Yunho’s waist tightened with every single move Yunho took. A faint sniffing sound could be heard from the man as the sound was muffled against Yunho’s chest. Yunho, for once was bewildered.
Jaejoong was never this emotional whenever he was back from work, even if Jaejoong did, he would usual nagged and whined childishly for his kisses until Yunho satisfied his needs, in which Yunho never failed too. ‘Something must have happened,’ Yunho noted to himself as he caressed the head attached firmly on his chest, as if never wanting to let go.
“Something wrong?” Yunho gripped onto the back of Jaejoong’s thighs and winded the legs around his waist. Jaejoong clung his hands tightly around Yunho as he felt himself being lifted. He shook his head softly at Yunho’s question before he felt Yunho flopped himself on the couch, bringing Jaejoong with him too. “If nothing is wrong, then something must have happened. Care to tell me, hmm?”
“Yunnie, I love you…” Jaejoong managed to whisper between small, hold-up sobs. “I don’t want to break up with you. I love you…”
Yunho was shocked and confused. He pushed the younger man away from him slightly until he could clearly viewed on the flushed red face, “Hey, hey, who’s going to break up with you?” he said almost abruptly. “No one is going to break up with you. Where did you get that from? Are you watching some odd movie, huh?”
Jaejoong let out a soft giggle and shook his head, “Then stop crying, baby… You don’t look pretty with puffy red eyes,” Yunho thumbed off the trails of wet tears on Jaejoong’s cheek. Not long after, Jaejoong softly put his head back on Yunho’s chest, hearing the constant heartbeat of his lovers. Somehow, it always brought calm and peace to him. And it was proved right when he slowly drifted into a deep slumber
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“I’ll make you mine!” a note was passed towards Jaejoong. His eyes widened as he read the content of the note. He turned his head to his left and saw a cold-looking Hyunjoong.
Jaejoong decided to just ignore it but it was utter difficult when another note was put atop of Jaejoong’s table, “Mark my work. You’ll leave him and come with me!”
The professor’s words were ignored when a complete fear and somehow…disgust creeping up to him. For god’s sake, has Hyunjoong turned to somewhat a complete maniac when Jaejoong rejected him? Jaejoong didn’t know! But he would try his best and ignore him.
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However, all Jaejoong’s effort was dying. Hyunjoong kept on disturbing him, bothering him and disgusting him with his crazy notes. It has been a week from that rejection and Hyunjoong didn’t seem want to stop.
There is one time when Jaejoong found out his notebook were written with Hyunjoong stupid words of being, ‘You are mine!’ ‘That stupid guy won’t have you for long!’ ‘I like you’ ‘Don’t ever think of leaving me!’
It was all stupid! Jaejoong couldn’t take it anymore.
And it affects Yunho’s relationship with him too.
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Yunho looked worriedly at Jaejoong. That man has been sitting on his study desk for about three hours already, without glancing at Yunho whenever he called up to him. He refused to eat dinner although by Yunho’s continuous offer, and it worried Yunho even more. Also, every time Yunho approached him, he kept on staring at the same page for the entire three damn hours. Who wouldn’t get worried by that?
Now, he took back what he had said the other day, ‘Jaejoong actually wasn’t that easy to handle,’
“Baby…” Yunho started but earn no reply. “Baby…” he tried again, this time hugging Jaejoong’s shoulder. And only by then, Jaejoong jerked up slightly and responded to Yunho. “Baby, let’s eat dinner, alright?”
“Uhm... I’m not that hungry…” Yunho let out a deep sigh as he buried his neck on Jaejoong’s bare shoulder.
“You’re making me worry. Can you tell me what exactly is wrong?” Yunho mumbled. “You know I hate being worry, don’t you sweetheart?”
“It’s--”
“Do not say it’s nothing. There’s clearly something ever since you’ve became this… lifeless,” he lifted Jaejoong up and let him sit on his lap. “Baby, tell me…” and gave Jaejoong a soft kiss on his lips.
“Hyunjoong…” Jaejoong’s voice trailed off. “He said he liked me. I rejected him and he was so upset about it. But I thought he’ll just leave me alone after that, who knew he wouldn’t give up easily. The next day after his confession, he started sending me weird notes. The notes keep on coming and it was really threatening. He said about making me his and he will make sure I’ll break up with you. He seems really determined, Yunnie-ah. I’m scared…”
Yunho nodded and hugged onto Jaejoong tighter, “It’s okay, baby… He won’t last long, I promise. Now, let’s eat dinner. After that, we can have the vanilla ice-cream you like so much…”
“A big one?”
“Yeah, a big one,”
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“Hyunjoong-shi, my boss wants to talk to you,” a tall man gestured towards Yunho who was now occupying a seat in a café across the street of the college.
Hyunjoong immediately recognized the person. He remembered he was the man with Jaejoong the other day. Anger boiled in Hyunjoong’s blood. He turned back to the tall man as he spoke again, “It was really hoped if you could please hurry because boss doesn’t really like waiting,”
A frown appeared on Hyunjoong’s face, “Who is he to order me around?”
“You could question that later,” he replied and dragged Hyunjoong towards the café.
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A very pissed Hyunjoong stood in front of Yunho’s table. And Yunho was very pleased with that expression.
“sit down, if you please…” Yunho gestured.
“Just say what you have to say,” he crossed his arms on his chest and rolled his eyes. “But if you want to talk about Jaejoong, which I'm sure you are, then, you’re just wasting your time! I'm not going to give up Jaejoong.”
“Very well then,” Yunho stood up. “Then, you are wasting your time too because Jaejoong isn’t going to leave me and go with you, and I’m definitely sure on that, Hyunjoong-shii…” he said, “right, baby?” and reached his arm out. Suddenly, a familiar figure neared himself towards Yunho and hooked himself in Yunho’s outstretched arm. Jaejoong nodded.
“I'm sorry, Hyunjoong-ah…” he whispered and earned a peck on the temple.
A disappointed look was obvious on the man’s face as his eyes wondered on the lovely couple. He could feel a never ending love aura around the two men. With Jaejoong possessively and protectively held in that pair of arms and a very happy, loving look as Jaejoong gazed up to Yunho’s arms with such emotion, Hyunjoong was jealous. He then realized he will not have a place in Jaejoong’s heart like Yunho – a place that was only reserved for Yunho. Jaejoong has never look so happy than being in Yunho’s arms, Hyunjoong noted. Jaejoong was so deep in love and loved.
Love. Love. Love.
Loved. Loved. Loved.
Hyunjoong wondered for a moment. His own words lingering on his own mind.
‘I’ll love you more than he does…’ but can I really? He questioned himself. He doubted himself.
Jaejoong chose Yunho because he was sure Yunho could make him happy and make him felt loved. And make him loving like he had loved no one before.
He had said to Jaejoong, ‘I’ll make you mine,’ but now, his words held no power, as if it was stomped off mercilessly by simple gestures.
Only by seeing Yunho’s simple gesture to Jaejoong; a sweet smile, a caress on Jaejoong’s hair – can he really?
Do that to Jaejoong, full filled everything with love?
And Love Jaejoong more than Yunho does?
Offer Jaejoong a smile full of love like Yunho does?
Brought happiness to Jaejoong like how Yunho does?
Can he?
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.
Can he?
…He can’t.
He felt over-defeated by Yunho.
With head down, tears held back, Hyunjoong back off before he finally left – leaving behind what he thought best for everybody.
Yunho with Jaejoong.
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Jaejoong with Yunho.
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Love
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Loved.
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Sorry, the last bit was done in a hurry and sounds so incoherent to me. I have to be quick because I want to go fishing with my family! Ha, I know – weird hobby!
But then, I kept my promise, didn’t I? ^^. I updated.
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